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E+E - Love You Down (08 tape demo)

recently deleted track by yabujin aka yabhiel
music vid : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPJdg54Cy3M&t=72s

YABUJIN - CHALICE OF MIND守卫大门的鲸鱼。

ANGEL DIARY - yayo

dont be so sad

shadowofadoubt

ur kiss cuts my heart
like razors on my arms
drip pink tears fall apart
u haunt me my black star

2 sick lacking innocence
pressing pills with sappyness
if drugs dont kill me this is
my black star bright blooming sin

my black star
fly away
my black star
hauting me
x4

My Black Star

prod crmdrm

♪

I don’t wanna get sentimental baby you’ve got me
Held by a string and i think it might be breaking
Hanging by a tether while you kiss me
But when we’re together, im not even thinking

I wanna be with you wherever
I wanna talk about whatever
You’re my favorite form of pleasure 
However .. however
You’ve got me hanging by the ceiling  
Biting my tongue, but i think i like the feeling
And every summer evening
I’ll sit out on the porch, watching the trees 
Move in the breeze
And I’ll be reminded of you
And I’ll rub my hands together and they’ll feel a little sweaty :/
And my eyes will start to water and my heart will get all heavy
So ill go inside

Cause i don’t wanna get sentimental baby, you’ve got me
Held by a string and i know that it’s breaking
Hanging by a tether while you kiss me
But when we’re together, im not even thinking

Because when you’re in the frame
My mind won’t deter
To what happened last week or if i left the light on
My thoughts down a one way street, and you’re at the right part
dead end
I won’t even turn around i know what id be missing
Sacrificial decisions
Hold me close when you start to feel the moon hit
Then you’ll roll your brown eyes and say nevermind
ill get all sad , go home close the blinds
I could never let you see me
cry in the sun dance in my room
I wish you would believe me

But i don’t wanna get sentimental baby you’ve got me
Held by a string i think it might be breaking
Hanging by a tether while you kiss me
But when we’re together, im not even thinking

Thinking, overthinking
Do you think about me?
Does it feel nice?
When you wake up in the morning, what’s on your mind?
what’s on your mind

sentimental, maybe

satanic gospel (gl0)

prod mxtty

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Giving all of me till there was nothing left 

Now i know better 
Healing my wounds
Creating my weather
It’s perfect from the picture
pretty  what i see but im so numb
Absorbing emotions that i dont even know
Talking to you makes me choke, the swelling of my throat
at the end of the day, you know me the most
you know me the most 

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Giving all of me till there was nothing left 

And besides blindly following the light
Look into your eyes feel it in my heart then ill start to hide

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Gave you all of me now there’s nothing left

For a moment

[nosgov]
scared, are you scared of what i am?
stuck, messy face, im disgraced
fake girl, dancing by the moonlight, i knew right
put my hands together, bring it down to faith
crying through the regret, you just wouldnt help
wish i never knew so we could everlast
i glad that you went i wouldve end this path
only if you knew how much this costed me
drowned in oxycodone thats the remedy, let me sleep
only if you knew how much this costed me, constantly
drown in them directions so just let me be, let me breathe
only if you knew how much it hurts to be, constantly
only if you knew that i dont wanna be

fake girl, dancing by the moonlight
deadstare, by the end i knew right, i knew right
fake girl, dancing by the moonlight
uh oh, in the end i knew right, i knew right
fake girl, dancing by the moonlight
deadstare, by the end i knew right, i knew right
fake girl, dancing by the moonlight
uh oh, in the end i knew right, i knew right

drowned in oxycodone thats the remedy, let me sleep
only if you knew how much this costed me, constantly
drown in them directions so just let me be, let me breathe
only if you knew how much it hurts to be, constantly
only if you knew that i dont wanna be

Fake Girl (prod. Nosgov)

prod pandrs 
mixed by angelsrent + me .. ♡ 

Feeling the emotions by your side
Finally it feels right
I don’t have to talk you know what’s on my mind
Somehow you end up in everything i write
Popping up in my dreams
As silhouettes on the street
As someone i have yet to meet
All i can do is try to decode the meaning
Internally screaming
Forever fleeting
Pretty baby I’ll hold you close to my heart , do you feel it beating
Do you feel my heart beating

Nevermind all that i went thru to get here
You understand me in every way, that’s not something id replace
Being with you would be my perfect day

on my mind

Fijiomw by skiMAR & Tboii 🖤

California Boys

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

@misalivee yayaya
prod idly blare
mastered by @luvhexx :)

Of course i got all the red lights after dropping you off
Environmental capture, make me think about the moment
What it could’ve meant
Or what it really did
Or maybe that i don’t know what this is
Could you even tell me what this is
I can’t talk to you about what I’m feeling
Try to tell you with my eyes and you keep missing 
Maybe that’s intentional,
Cus it’s easier if you don’t get me
You can do what you want and it’ll be on me for not expressing

i said youre gone
you said i do it to myself
and please dont talk to me 
forget like how i fell
and youre like all i got
cuz you got what i need
its like everytime we talk 
i lose a part of me 
like would you catch me if i fall
and i feel sick as fuck 
like i dont care at all

it’s easier if you don’t get me

prod youlose

You got me right at the wrong time 
There’s no replacement
I’ve lost my mind 

Ill keep me safe
Ill keep me fine
Walking 4000 feet up on a tight line

I know we’re distant know it’s different
But i still wanna hold you
It’s a fault of mine
Fell a hundred times
I don’t love the way i used to
Digging holes im on the edge 
Bury it and call it dead
I don’t think the way i used to 

Feeling stuck, go for a night drive
Down the back roads
Under the moonlight

Think about where you’re at,
and what it’d feel like
It’s hard to get there at this point

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone


crying alone +creepybuggirl

Bossa nova cover songs

prod. whitearmor
Eversince out now
http://eversince.gtb.sg
artwork by ECCO2K

Buy/Stream

bladee - Romeo

Lionel Richie - Say You Say Me (Bossa Nova Cover)

Creedence Clearwater Revival - Have You Ever Seen The Rain (Bossa Nova Cover)

Eversince

Xd Out

Bloodveil / Stillborn (feat. Ecco2k)

executive produced by @Whitearmor1
decay video out - bit.ly/bladeedecay
ldn headline show at o2 islington - bit.ly/bladeeldn

Red Light

Obedient ft. ECCO2K

black sky

black sky (frans white)

@45avast @820 @kiraiu @odel007

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive checkd out.

i been out of touch, need to know
can you save me from where ill go?
ever notice how i roll?
in silence, im alone.

i been thinkin how ill fly
with angels in the night
need a place to adress my side
cant be scared when ur up all night

its all the same
dont wash these stains
need to escape
just want to be saved

(nosgov)
i need some time away
its cuz things never changed
its cuz i cannot face
one reason i should stay

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

i could never change
im still waiting for the better days
i cant obey
i still wish it would stop
but ill never change
you still counting change
i been getting paid
put 10 on my name

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive been checkd out.

save me ft. nosgov (odel+kirai)

+ @45avast

mv - https://youtu.be/JpglNYWn7QU

i think i lost my mind
i tried and now im fine
i cant tell where i reside
they say good things come in time

do u have a favorite secret?
what would u do to keep it
my heads foggy i cant see
i dont know what u want me to be

dont run if you dont know where
im screaming through my solace
you wonder how i noticed
youll end up being soulless

and whats the point of fighting, it goes nowhere
and you just end up smiling, truly soulless
you giving me these reasons, they seem pointless
and all this time spent thinking i deserve this