lyrics 

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

maybe misheard me when i told you id be back
maybe u deserve the shit im pulling out my bag
i cant say no more to this shit you try to act
i cant take your words to my brain its like some lag

match and a gasoline tank
mask n it covers my face
it takes me a moment to brace
im burning this shit from the fence to the lake
i steady hate how it tastes
still i be killing my brain
the beams fall and crush both ur legs
lie in this mess u had made

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

the frontlines

the frontlines (tiedforsilver)

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, rinnegone, GPnova
Mastered by Crizzy White
rinnegone - https://soundcloud.com/itsrinnegone
GPnova - https://soundcloud.com/gpnova

Crizzy:
I been searching for a reason to try
I been screaming till my throats turning dry
Said I'm leaving but it's always a lie
Can't turn my back when you're a part of my life

It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

rinnegone:
Out of pocket with the mood swings
Sticks and stones will bruise my bones
Words like daggers pierce my soul
Struggle to navigate the dead sea
Cold and desolate, you're lost, everything comes with a cost
Every day is different while I suffer from the same addiction
Catalyze my will to live through nights alone and peer affliction
You will never understand the melancholy and the sickness
All my choices are results of feedback loops of indecision

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

GPnova:
It's all I know, feeling like a ghost
Heart like minerals, we are two broken souls
Bury me in ground, running circles 'round
Now I'm on the ground, do you hear me making sound
Feeling like I'm useless, better go on and move it
Other's asking me what I'm doing, do I show it
Looking at the skyline, turn it into all mine
Rocket like it's my time, you are in my timeline

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

Pyrite (feat. rinnegone & GPnova)

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

I tried to warn u w/ Rivillin & WeepingWolf p.Capsctrl

lyrics

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

baby you light me up, wick
i seen hoes around the country you the only ten i seen
picture perfect baby you could be on a tv screen
im so pinsir baby youre so ribombee
amiro angels music in the afterlife
but while im here i promise ill stick by your side
and now that you see me in a whole new different light
baby im so petrified
2 gram blunt split with my guys

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

bigwappa x notahero - petra (p. legos)

tell me how it feels so i can feel it
shawty fuck w me cuz im the realest
twisting up my words make me villain
i think this blunt is laced cuz i’ve been nodding off
never date a crow again not at all
swear u love to act like that n piss me off
put ur lips around it cuz it gets me off
swervin in this traffic people flip me off

im off a bean
keep my brothers wit them poles around me
people glazing but i don’t know what they see
yea im coughing when im smoking on this weed
coughing up they’d think its a disease
chopper make ‘em dance like holding pee
i’m young n grinding like the kids in factories
they see me shining n they hating what they see
just get me high
and touch the sky
liquor in my cup the man inside the mirror  looking perfect
i love the feeling but i don’t know if it’s worth-
just get me high
and touch the sky
liquor in my cup the man inside the mirror  looking perfect
i love the feeling but i don’t know if it’s worth it

tell me how it feels so i can feel it
shawty fuck w me cuz im the realest
twisting up my words make me villain
i think this blunt is laced cuz i’ve been nodding off
never date a crow again not at all
swear u love to act like that n piss me off
put ur lips around it cuz it gets me off
swervin in this traffic people flip me off

flip me off

flip me off (sustain)

produced by cxrter & cl6udy
mixed & mastered by backyard beetle
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
seeing faces all around me
i’m just coping in the backseat
bright stars, yeah they gleamin’
tweakin’, i just lost another weekend
everybody living like it’s so easy
then switch up on me saying i don’t got a reason
same coat, four seasons
october my reality, yeah you know i’m breezin’
let me know if i’m a burden
i don’t belong, yeah i’m certain
watching skies fade blue
am i inferior to you?

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

talking like nobody even knows me
yeah i know that you’ll forget me in the nosebleeds
rhinestone on my ribcage
all this pressure, i’m a lightweight

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

same coat, four seasons (prod. cxrter x cl6udy)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


greater fears [prod. yunny goldz]

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you