Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, rinnegone, GPnova
Mastered by Crizzy White
rinnegone - https://soundcloud.com/itsrinnegone
GPnova - https://soundcloud.com/gpnova

Crizzy:
I been searching for a reason to try
I been screaming till my throats turning dry
Said I'm leaving but it's always a lie
Can't turn my back when you're a part of my life

It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

rinnegone:
Out of pocket with the mood swings
Sticks and stones will bruise my bones
Words like daggers pierce my soul
Struggle to navigate the dead sea
Cold and desolate, you're lost, everything comes with a cost
Every day is different while I suffer from the same addiction
Catalyze my will to live through nights alone and peer affliction
You will never understand the melancholy and the sickness
All my choices are results of feedback loops of indecision

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

GPnova:
It's all I know, feeling like a ghost
Heart like minerals, we are two broken souls
Bury me in ground, running circles 'round
Now I'm on the ground, do you hear me making sound
Feeling like I'm useless, better go on and move it
Other's asking me what I'm doing, do I show it
Looking at the skyline, turn it into all mine
Rocket like it's my time, you are in my timeline

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

Pyrite (feat. rinnegone & GPnova)

it happened _outro (wraithontheporch)

lyrics

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

and they don’t know bout seymour
i feel trapped inside my room i wanna leave more
i’m drunk inside this bed im sinking to the sea floor
and every time i try i blow it like a c4
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

notahero x kiddamo - local (p. cl6udy x deadspyro)

lyrics

are you really sorry, i don't believe it
i've been out on the road, catching feelings
watch me lose my fucking mind
girl, i'm drinking all the time
i said i'm going to change my life
i guess we both like to lie

i don't think it's the same, girl, i'm trying to drown my pain
you're just sinking in the sorrow, that is not my fate
girl, i've lived enough for you
don't want to die just because it's true love
yeah, that just sums it up

what control do i got when i'm in your void?
you cut me up to bits and pieces, i'm just like your toy
are you not bored of this?
because i'm sick of this
i wasn't born for this
this is what they mourn for

you can heal up, if you wanted to
you're powerful
i know it's all love, deep inside of you
but i'm warning you
if you take this path, you better see it through
many lives have suffered when they're stunned to move

that's enough
i've suffered enough
we've suffered enough
trust me, i know, in these seas it gets stormyit gets rough
hurts at first, but there is beauty in this stuff
look up to the saints, and they will guide you through the mud

sinking

sinking (thesoundclown)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

Shout out dash for making 10/10 beats 

Lyrics - 

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

Ghost in the cut I don’t do no loud
Keep my head down but I still draw crowds
Lames talk slick but they all want clout
Slide through slow make the whole hood doubt

Tags on my toes not clothes that’s death
Ridin with a piece I don’t need no vest
Chrome on the hip make em freeze no flex
Came from the mud I ain’t pressed bout checks

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

rise n shrine p. dash

lyrics
Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

No I never was supposed to have enough of you
But closer only helps as much as patches do
I swear I’ll try it all for you
I’ll bare the weight til
These weary legs fail
The wires tangle
And I’m stranded, mangled

I’m doing all that I can
What is it all for
All for the damn war
I feel the blood on my hands
I feel like less of a man
why do we do this
Wasting the meaning of human
Already know that I don’t wanna do it
Girl 
Raising the blade isn’t worth what it’s proving

Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

swords (hero x emptychest)

“You’ve reached Sonny… but honestly, it’s too late.”
⸻
I’m already dead, but my body don’t know it
Autopilot in a Benz, still tryna show it
She left, he lied, they all played their part
Now I’m stitched together by broken hearts

Mix the liquor with the script like fate
I got pills that erase, I got lines that create
OD dreams in a five-star suite
But it’s quiet in here—too quiet to sleep

They all chipped in on my funeral cost
Every fake hug, every love I lost
She said “forever,” then fucked my bro
He said “I got you,” then let me go

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
From the fans to the friends who feel me
From the girls who ghosted when I got too real
To the texts they left on “read” with no appeal
Everybody helped kill me
With the smiles and the lies that thrill me
Now I bleed on the track for the likes
But nobody showed when I flatlined twice

⸻

Therapist said I got rage to purge
But I just mix lean with the urge
I see demons in the VIP
Sayin’ “Sonny, you ain’t shit without grief”

Mom said “pray,” I said “why?”
God ain’t answered since I learned to cry
The label love it when I sound broken
So I keep rappin’ like my veins still open

Bury me in a stage light grave
With a gold chain cross and a check they gave
I sold pain for a Billboard spot
But every song just hurts a lot

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
From the fakes in the room who feel free
To the ones who posted “miss you, bro”
But never called when I spiraled low
Everybody helped kill me
Even me, in the mirror nightly
I kissed the bottle, said “this the end”
Then hit record and did it again

⸻

I’m a dead boy walkin’ in a diamond vest
My closet full of ghosts in designer dress
I smile in interviews, lie in quotes
But they never hear the rope in my throat

She said “you changed,” yeah, I had to
Pain made profit, now I rap through
The overdose that didn’t work
Now I just perform it with a smirk

⸻

Can’t trust her, can’t trust him
Can’t trust peace, that don’t fit in
They love you better when you break
So I break again—just for the take

⸻


Everybody helped kill me
Even when they swore they’d heal me
All the hearts I broke to feel
Were just mirrors for wounds I conceal

Everybody helped kill me
But I smiled so they’d still feel me
Now the boy they clapped for bled
And the crowd just danced instead

⸻


You didn’t lose me.
You watched me go.
And you still scrolled.

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Everybody Helped Kill Me

PSALMS – VOL. III: NIGHT SONGS – The Shaken Remnant

Synopsis:
Volume III journeys through Psalms 31–45 as a set of “night songs” for souls under pressure. These tracks move from the refuge of “Into Your Hands” and the relief of confessed sin, into national praise, street-level injustice, and deep internal wrestlings with guilt, brevity, sickness, and exile. Along the way, creation’s glory, fountains of light, and the new song from the pit all show up in the dark, until the volume closes on a royal wedding vision of the King and His bride. Each lyric paraphrases the psalms closely but reshapes them into fully modern songs—prayers and laments meant for midnight drives, hospital rooms, and late vigils where hope is still hanging on.