Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Crizzy White
Samples "paralyzed" by epitomeoffailure

(epitomeoffailure sample)
I just lack the confidence to get over myself today
The demon on my shoulder telling me that he gon' have to stay
Beggin' me to fuck up and to give into my selfish ways
But i could never do it even with a mind to mold like clay

(Crizzy White)
If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay 

Too many bottles on the nightstand
Know I'm not the right man
I still try to fuck her 'cause her back bent
I swear my whiskey breath it ain't gotta be a problem
Take a couple downers 'cause I love the fear of falling
I know I'm drunk, fucked up
But I need you
You couldn't run, craving blood
I'mma bleed you
Always run, never hide
I can see you
I recognize every lie
That shit is see through

If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay

Fight the feeling, you know it's never freeing
I'm staying so conceited, and I don't got a reason
I swear I'm always freezing, I'm a bitter heathen
And every change of season, I'm feeling so defeated
You say you're breaking, baby I can see that 
You're always faded, baby you don't need that
You say you're breaking, baby I can see that 
You're always faded, baby you don't need that

If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay

(epitomeoffailure sample)
Terrified, to the core I think I might be paralyzed
Petrified although I can’t help but fucking wish for more
Problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
If I looked outside this balcony would I see you by the shore

Selfish Ways

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

i dont think they get it
im just not who i used to be
sentimental presence
feel they all got used to me
tie up my loose ends 
while my best friends write eulogies
the one they didnt expect 
to take his life it keeps pulling me 
down
so deep into my thoughts
wont leave 
in my head i scream 
for that last good reason

lay me to rest
but please dont you cry
i tried my best to make it somewhere id be fine
the pain in my chest
ive dealt with my whole life
i just dont expect an understanding all the time

tried so long to make it better 
nothing ever seems to work 
i tried so hard to get it together 
never reflect on the past or my worth
reading over notes ive written
all the same but different words
suicidal tendencies 
nothing ever seems to hurt

understanding (king theta)

Change like the tides by vails & Mackk

Lyrics below:
(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Tides come and they go
but I’m steady in motion
Heart heavy with weight
but I move like the ocean

People switching like the seasons I can’t waste no breath
Had to cut away the pieces just to find what’s left
From the shadows of my past to the dreams I protect
Every moment that I stumble is a moment I reset
I was drowning in the current, couldn’t fight the flow
Now I’m surfing on the pressure let the struggle grow
Every setback was a map every scar a road
Painted pain into the canvas let my story be told no

(Mackk)
I know I'm dead in the water
I'd only dive in for you
I won't let you falter
But this current's got a hold of me too 

There's no doubt in my mind 
I can feel you here
Hope you'd give me a sign
Only when you're near 

'Cause now every time I say it
You're the one replaying
I'll let the water take it all.

(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Change like the tides (feat. Mackk)

Cover art by Safehaven

One man’s waste.. is another man’s treasure
I see the way he hurt u, brittle like a feather
please don’t feel stuck, not now, not ever
It’s my breaking my heart, I’ll stitch you back together 
 
He made u doubt every step that you’d take
but I swear to god that you’re not a mistake
I can see it in your eyes that you need a break
Trust In me that I can put a smile on ur face

one girls break is another girls fate
when im away all i see is your face
just a breath to take
then it'll all go away
maybe i can fix what he couldnt face
and i sorry bout what you've been through
its i hard its true your see through
i know its not your fault you can be you
just let me in dont face this alone
just let me be the one you need girl
tell me everything ill listen to you

#song #vails #music

treasure (feat. Vacant)

🍂
lyrics 
she wanna have picnic 
im tryna get my dick licked
she say ima bad vibe
fuckin up her business 

she gimme cold shoulder 
i brush it off like soldiers
we’re only getting olderrrr iiii

i only speak nonsense 
you got better options 
but you chose an artist boy 
leaves falling downhill
in springvillie i’ll cry 

you’re perfect baby i just been in a funk 
don’t wanna talk i been tired as fuck 
lay in my bed and im thinking bout us
you need anything shawty know i’ll be there
100p percent 
leaves falling off my tree feel like deadwood 
shoutout wraith that’s my homie he in deadwood 
i fuck her good yah she know i don’t got deadwood 


she wanna have picnic 
im tryna get my dick licked
she say ima bad vibe
fuckin up her business 

she gimme cold shoulder 
i brush it off like soldiers
we’re only getting olderrrr iiii

i only speak nonsense 
you got better options 
but you chose an artist boy 
leaves falling downhill
in springvillie i’ll cry

leaves (NE’ERDOWELL X 93FEETOFSMOKE)

lyrics
im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

please lock eyes with me
and in time ill see
its testing me
and im underneath
please stay with me
ur all i need
im losing sleep
and puking up what i eat

im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

im vomiting blood. my pupils are blown. (tiedforsilver)

prolly a one off but been listening to ericdoa recently n wanted to try somethin similar
couple weeks off for a halloween based drop but better late than never

o and i got the pass from multiple bi/gay homies <3

Lyrics:

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

spark it up
pass the blunt
i can never do enough
she tryna get her hand down my pants but imma pry it off
her guy is kinda upset
he's a little quick to punch
lay him out
calm him down
it's not me who's fucking up

yuh

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that
draw a line yea i bet you'll fuckin toe that
repeat a bar like the shit you said was all that
he can't hit what i do like it's kovaak's
tistic like i'm chris chan 
where my girl at

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that

ghostface (prod. nightiger)

PinnacleDust w/kiddamo (Prod. Dello)

“Gravity” blends emotional melodies with a deep, bouncy trap feel — creating the sensation of drifting through space while the bass keeps you grounded. A floating, late-night vibe from C4MB0.

gravity (C4MB0)

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An album full of melodic Christian rap songs.