my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

This is a song about my future girlfriend 

i hope you enjoy!

-Greens on Toast

I Love Her So Much, I Really Wish I Knew Who She Was

Lyrics:

Oh no, oh my, you've wasted your entire life
Degeneracy is the way that you chose, it comes and it goes
Drug-addled fuck, well, I think that you already know
Your time is past and there is nothing left for you

Ohhhhhhh
You thought that it would be so easy
Yeahhhhhh
It's not what it seems

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

Lala lala lala

And whores like you, run out of things to do
Eventually all that you'll havе is yourself
So drink to your health, until you forget what you arе
It's pretty scary when you realise

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

It's so easy to waste your life away
No hope and no future, only yesterday
And I know that it's never your fault
I know and I know that it's never your fault

It meant nothing
Nothing

Demo

In the End it Meant Nothing

When you get to the top
I hope you get pushed down 
If you ever get lost
I hope you’re never found 
You love to hear yourself talk
About how you’re so great
When you’re feeling so hot
I hope you realize it’s fake

You’re always acting
Nothing that you say is true
You’re not a good friend
There’s a reason no one likes you
You play a victim
Because That’s all you know how to do
I don’t care that I win
Just as long as you lose

When you start doing well
I hope you burn in hell
When things start going your way
I hope it ends in dismay
I used to not be this mad
But you made me feel this wrath
Now I just hope that you die 
And I will never comply

I hope all of your friends
Stop playing along 
I wish you wouldn’t pretend
That you did nothing wrong 
It’s not that hard to admit
But you’re fucked and stupid
I hope someday you realize
The weight of What you did

Bitch

feeling so damn cool
but i wish i was cooler
get off this damn computer
do cool ass tricks on scooters

or skate around the street
or surf the waves till my feet
are hurting, or smoke weed

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

feeling like i should
improve my whole livelihood
buy cool new shit to show off
some cool ass clothes to put on

or find some new music
that i can use to clue in
to all of my cool friends
that i'm cool and amusing

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

this life

so cool

Eliminator Outlaw

im a fucking joke
im lonely, sinking
i just dont know it
and when i close my eyes
i only dream of dying

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna fucking scream

im a fucking joke
im just slowly sinking
and i cant float, it's
closing my throat up
i dream to die
yet im too scared, im terrified

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna die

but i know (i know)
it'll come eventually

Put Myself To Sleep

VERSE 1
im trapped, im doomed
wasting in my room
it's who i am
barely a man
my voice, my soul
all ever so sore
my "friends", so-called
left me so cold

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont

VERSE 2
im doomed, im trapped
the empathy i lack
my heart, my hope
all of which are broke
the most of my
pain of which i try
to force away
was caused by me in the first place

CHORUS
so cold
why should i fall
at the hands of what i know
and what i dont
so cold

A Picture Of A Girl Slitting Her Wrists Hidden In A Kids Toy

[Slater's Verse]
Lately I'm dead
I can't stop feelings of dread
Lately I'm done
I can't have no fun
Lately life sucks
It's a cliche, now guess what
Lately life's fun
I'm done, all done

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
A party for one, so let me be
Pity party, you give me plays
I write songs and I'll be okay

Pity party, just for me
A party for onе, so let me be
Pity party, just for mе
Just let me be, just fucking let me be

[Owen's Verse]
My music is stupid
Pumping out stereo putrid
Confused and lost
I got fame but at what cost
I lost my friends and I lost myself
And all for what, she's still on the shelf
Goddamn this business is so lame
I'm going fucking insane

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
Pity party, can't you see
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you

Pity party, can't you see
Pity party, just for me
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you



Written by UhOhSlater and Owen Adamcik

The Worst Timeline

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