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i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

Arms Around Me

E, g#, A, g#

I’m out the door in the ford like it’s my 6 4
To the convenience store to get some 40s and more
Maybe some swisher sweets we can meet at the creek
We can take out our guns drive byes and hit and runs

Drinking lean with boys they will kill you for fun
Bunch of hoodlum Degenerates we got a taste for blood
Let me catch you talking shit and I’ll treat you like a bitch
Make you eat that fuckin curb block me again you fuckin nerd

Chorus
E, G#, A, Am
I don’t want to be a bad guy
Sick and tired of being that guy
Someone gotta be the bad guy 
I guess I’ve got to be that guy

Smoke

The Mold

“C.C.P.R.” is Bolesmith Music unleashed—raw, aggressive, and unapologetically loud. Standing for Chaos, Confusion, Pain, Rage, this track is an adrenaline-charged anthem for anyone who’s been pushed to the breaking point.

From the very first shouted words—“CHAOS! CONFUSION! PAIN! RAGE!”—the song grabs you by the collar and refuses to let go. Heavy guitar riffs grind against pounding drums while each verse pushes the intensity higher, painting a picture of betrayal, manipulation, and the inner fire that follows. The whispered, bass-driven bridge adds a sinister edge, like the quiet before a storm, before exploding back into the full-throttle chorus.

“C.C.P.R.” is built for headbanging and catharsis. It’s a release valve for anger, a declaration that you’ve had enough, and a soundtrack for fighting back. Whether it’s the driving rhythm, the call-and-response shouts, or the sheer grit in the delivery, this is Bolesmith at their most visceral.

Perfect for blasting at full volume when you need to shake off frustration and reclaim your power.

C. C. P. R.

Can’t get out of this mess
Always stuck in my head 
Never leaving my room
Fuck the world fuck you too

Just seems like common sense 
In the world that we’re in
I’m never going to try
I’m staying NEET til I die

Always feeling so blue 
What am I supposed to do?
Life is too hard for me
I’m so goddamn lazy

Just seems to be correct 
Modern life is worthless 
Why would I ever try?
I’m staying NEET til I die

NEET ‘til I Die

No More Questions Please

you're a guy
there's girl that you like
but instead of making any sort of pass at her
you decide to wallow in songs and cry

swallow your pride
if you have any at all
no, im not gonna try and pander to you all, cuz 

i think you're fucking stupid
so do your favourite bands
you listen to their music
like lyrics are commandments

"this girl, she's very pretty
oh no, she doesn't like me!
who could've saw this coming?
let's write a song about it

its our full discography
but you will all still buy it
yeah, you will all still buy it"

so, kindly
check this love letter from me
this love letter from me

every night
when you're hurt, when it's like
everything around you's coming down and
you surmise that you're gonna die 

you decide
tonight's the perfect time
to put on melancholic songs
and lie in bed till dawn

and here i am
a hypocrite i stand
cuz after all, im singing songs
and chanting, asking, scrawling on the walls

my ideologies
contritely judging all of these
same things which i have done

so, kindly
check this love letter from me
this love letter from me

LOVE-LETTER-FOR-YOU

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

The Worst Timeline

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