“ivy” is the first installment in a series of tracks revolving around kuriosity and ivy. this first installment explains kuriosity’s child-like emotional intelligence and concerning obsessive behavior. begging for her to notice and care. 
he creates codename: ivy, so he can express how he feels as he pleases. 


produced by michael harrison + chris marek
ok go and fuck it up, i roll another blunt 
got me takin shot
shot
shot
(oh god im)shot
🤮
oh god im throwin up
and no im not ok
fucking up in every way
i cant stand to see ur fuckin face
and dont u ask me if im ok im not cuz im
constantly lied to
like girl no i dont wanna fight youuu
i kinda froze 
up
when u asked me if i liked u):
just look beside you 
im on this ride too
i wanna cry too
i wanna die too

yea i think we, talked on the way out
feelin nervous couldn’t breathe 
im sorry i for-got what was even said

i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think ur name was ivyyy

hook layer: (im screaming ivy do you like me?
do u despise me.
im crying all alone in my bedroom 
i feel like dying
im screaming ivy do you like me?
oh god i wanna tell u everything i feel
oh god im trying 

girl i got everything i need when ur texting me, but none of it matters if u dont hit me back
fantasizing about our future (when) we’re both 17
i roll another one, choking down vodka until im throwing up :(

but shes got, brown eyes😊
and pretty brown hair (((:
how could i not stare?
my future is right here.

i feel like everything was ok when ur right beside me 
too scared to say
i like you ivy(:

yea i think we, talked on the way out
feelin nervous couldn’t breathe 
im sorry i for-got what was even said

i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think ur name was ivyyy

background hook: 
im screaming ivy do you like me?
do u despise me.
im crying all alone in my bedroom 
i feel like dying
im screaming ivy do you like me?
oh god i wanna tell u everything i feel
oh god im trying 

other background hook lol:
(i cant help but feel i waste ur time
ignore me oh god i wanna die
fuck me over, push me to the side
i cant help but feel i waste your time)

ivy 🫶🏾 (micheal harrison + chris marek)

(it never gets better)
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they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

pre save

vertigo

lovesick (siem spark)

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Lyrics:
(To know you wanted me)
I know you miss me
I don't know where to start
Can I feel your pain?
I know it won't ever stop
It won't ever stop, that's why it's always so hard
Go away
That's why it's always so hard
I know you miss me
I don't know where to start
Can I feel your pain?
I know it won't ever stop
It won't ever stop, it won't ever stop
Go away
That's why it's always so hard
Cuz Ima drop it over
Don't know why I'm living
My spine is chilling
I don't know where to start

That's why it's always so hard
That's why it's always so hard
That's why it's always so hard
It won't ever stop
That's why it's always-
(glitches)

I don't know where to start
Miss me
Miss me
To know you
Know you
Know you
You-
(glitches)
I don't know where to start
Miss me
Miss me
To know you
Know you
Know you
Go away
Go away
Go away
Go-
(glitches)

I know you miss me
Miss me
To know you
Miss me
Miss me
I don't know where to start
I don't-
(glitches)
Miss me
Miss me
To know you
Know you
Know you
Know you
Know you
Go away

(Ending)

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Start (prod. gareau)

so scared (fxckyeahako)

december (micheal harrison)

prod. @whereispriv @prod_pk
featuring @v2nthan

[LYRICS]
(pdktp)
yeah it's funny
yeah it's really fuckin funny
the way you wanna come to me,
and fucking fuck me,
down and out,
I'm getting really fucking lucky,
come around,
oh you better not shove me,

back n fourth,
I need you pullin on me like 
tug o war,
hittin me back, what's with the 
back n fourth,
talking to you is such a-
fucking chore,

oh what's with all the back n fourth,
I can't do this shit yeah anymore,
yeah anymore,
fuck that fuck that,
leave his body with a toe tag,
toe tag,
Roddy Rich put that jack in the box,
somebody call venthan,
make him kick off his socks,

(venthan)
la la la la,
shout out pd,
yeah yeah
owooooo,
yeah yeah yeah yeah uh,

walked in, then ran away like a coward
ball out, this money stackin like a tower
tried to call you, but my emotions are devoured
left that hoe, but I couldn't be any prouder 

back n forth
all the anger that I've had I'm done
with wack n dorks
dont give a fuck anymore this money
stackin more
if u see me don't talk
think about it don't call
yeah it's  been so long

(pdktp)
back n fourth,
I need you pullin on me like 
tug o war,
hittin me back, what's with the 
back n fourth,
talking to you is such a-
fucking chore,

oh what's with all the back n fourth,
I can't do this shit yeah anymore,
yeah anymore,
fuck that fuck that,
leave his body with a toe tag,
toe tag,
baby tell me what's with all the back n fourth,
always tryna pull on me like tug o war,
like tug o war,
your pullin on my heart strings,
straight treating me like a little plaything,

b4ckn4th (ft. venthan)

it will always never be the same

shop♚

BETTER OFF Ft. faidev & idotkev

im trapped in seperation feat claude (king theta)

prod @jackboydmusic
additional production by @imohwell

cover by: https://www.instagram.com/mordecai.s_narrator/

Lyrics:

[verse]
hes feelin bored (hes feelin bored)
and needin more (and needin more)
you gotta try some different drugs to explore

hes tryna cop a feel now
nothings feelin real now
and everytime i think about you wanna break down

dont wanna try (dont wanna try) 
dont wanna find (dont wanna find)
another like u cause im losin my mind

cause every single time (every time)
that i fight (that i fight)
i fear the worst comin out its alive

[bridge]
i put my first foot forward
come n meet me in the mornin
keep my eyes shut now
i been livin in the moment

[hook]
its always u (its always u)
im dream of (im dreamin of) 
i fuckin hate it i been tryna make it stop

like where did all the time go
with u and i go
this always happens i just wish it would stop 

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

[verse]
hes outta luck
what a beautiful time (oh what a time)
walkin on a tight rope
crossin the line

keep on tryna build a bridge (hes tryna build a bridge) 
and make it out of sticks 
he keeps on followin roads
just wanna see where they all go now

need a couple of pills
take all the pills
on a hill 
out on a hill
i gotta search around im needin a thrill

theres somewhere i gotta be
go make a deal
a couple bills
i gotta heal
was it my heart that u wanted too see

[bridge]
i put my first foot forward
come n meet me in the mornin
keep my eyes shut now
i been livin in the moment

[hook]
its always u (its always u)
im dream of (im dreamin of) 
i fuckin hate it i been tryna make it stop

like where did all the time go
with u and i go
this always happens i just wish it would stop 

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

so scared (fxckyeahako)

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