Passion  at Mixed by hodge jungle fucking !!!

NFG TOKYO Monsters

Narc Abuse is a song singing about a journey that most likely anyone else who has ever dealt with a narcissist, can relate to. I'm hearing about narcissists more than ever before here in 2024!!! I'm glad people are bringing awareness about this because when I went through my experience I had no idea it was even a thing! And I always see the good in people, I was very naive. This is a song telling story, and I felt like writing more of a quicker jingle type of song. 
To anybody who has to deal with a narcissist in their life, let this be a song you can put on your playlist to help you cope through the hard days you have to deal with them. This song says "Here's, to truth!" Like yayyy good for us we see the truth, but dang, we got walked on, used, and disrespected in so many ways, wellph that's "Narc Abuse" for you. I didn't even know what a narcissist was til I went through my experience! And yeah, I'm not embarrassed to admit it did give me and the people around me sadly, "trauma." But we've grown through it, and it's made us stronger, and closer too might I add. And it gave us a strong radar for recognizing when people are being authentic or throwing baloney at you.
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Narc Abuse Lyrics now up on my Youtube! Feel free to check it out and send some lovin! :) It'll be up at 12:30 PM TODAY!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDafV7_hxZY

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Key: B Maj
BPM: 95 
Genre: Folks
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Pic Credits: https://pixabay.com/illustrations/mirror-reflection-narcissism-8159308/

Narc Abuse

Extraordinary is finallyyyy posted you guys!!! I love it so much! This is a song I wrote singing about one of my best friends that I’ve grown really close to over time. We were always kinda friend ish from the start, but nothing like the close friends we are now. God brought both of us back into each other’s lives years later! I love this person dearly. And I’ve seen God work in BOTH of our lives! And I’m soooo thankful for our relationship we share today. Isn’t it funny how some people go their own ways, while others come back? Its really beautiful seeing the story come together. Anyways, enjoy the song while you think about all the people and blessings you have to be thankful for!
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Lyrics are on my Youtube if you'd like to check that out and send some support! :) Subscribe too if you like the vibe I'm putting down!
Link:
https://youtu.be/g_7Sm0YHruI?si=qmYk47j961UbIt8v
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Waterfalls come from different directions and so I felt this was the perfect representation of this song! And they're so beautiful to look at. The beauty God creates is just extraordinary including in our lives. Enjoy!!!
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BPM: 112
Key: C Maj

Extraordinary

Hi! This song is a good synth pop song with a sad story, but a get up and dance beat. I like to make a lot of synth pop music. Sometimes folksy. I definitely put a good amount of soul into whatever I do. It's whatever I'm feeling. I am a unique mix. I've been told my genre is also considered synth pop and 80's style by some music curators.

This is a song I wrote about a birdie that could have had a future.
Life is not always fair, and I just saw with my own eyes that mother nature can be cruel sometimes. It’s a sad song but got a good beat. And hopefully it’ll speak to your soul to make the most out of life bc some others have it worse than ourselves when we go through problems. Enjoy! I appreciate all the support! :)
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Turn your Life Around Lyrics are now up on my Youtube loves!!! 😍💙 Go listen to it!: 
https://youtu.be/l4lc6vKe9A4?si=uzvHYWZDx6_NKGNn
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BPM: 90
Key: A min

Turn Your Life Around

Expectations is finally out you guys!!!! 😍 It’s a very unique blend with my classic synth pop vibe but also orchestral in this song. It’s in F Maj key which is different for me. But I’ve been venturing out of C Maj lately. I just do what I feel in my heart ❤️ this is a song that’s made to help you embrace your imperfections, and to also realize it’s okay to push yourself, but you also need to be realistic with your expectations at the same time. 🥰 you’ll notice in the beginning the word “perfectionism” shows. This is something I can relate to on a whole deeper level. I’ve learned to turn this weakness into a strength. But you have to learn to love your imperfections before you can do so. You can find this whole music lyric video on my Youtube page connected to my Tiktok Page, and read the description on this video 😍❤️ I think you'll love it. I speak up about some realizations I’ve had in life. Enjoy!!!
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***Lyrics on Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUoYHw1xFzc&list=RDMMKUoYHw1xFzc&start_radio=1

***Find me on Tiktok where I'll even post about my work for fun and just some fun videos in general:

https://www.tiktok.com/@cateyecrystal?_t=8pOX7SRCJNm&_r=1
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Key: F Maj
Tempo: 110
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Expectations (Feat. Kelchin)

Relationship can be hard, Overcoming them is even harder 

Dayla Renee - Stay ( Prod. by Bomb Bass )

The song Can’t Outrun Your Destiny is a sweet touching song that really inspires you to want to move and find your purpose in life.  
It explains how we are oftentimes given this push in our heart to desire something or to do something. And oftentimes, in my experience, that's God trying to speak to me and better guide me. I know me and Raywolves have experienced this multiple times personally. We have moments we’re reminded we’re not alone. And one of my favorite lines is “you hear a voice chanting on!” This line makes me so thankful, bc I’ve had multiple moments that I realized when I was feeling down or not believing in myself, God was that voice inside my heart telling me to get back up and try again. 
RELATES TO ME:
This song speaks to me so strongly, I’ve had rough patches in life, and sometimes life will throw us off track. But God helps get us back on track and corrects us. And once I do, I always get reminded God never breaks his promises, and no matter how much you might get off track, God is always working to bring something beautiful out of those rough patches and get you back on track where he wants you to be.
SO MANY MESSAGES HERE:
This touches so many topics: That you need to believe in yourself, be open to corrections, set down your pride and trust you’re in good hands bc reality is we’re not the ones in control of our lives... You’re not alone, to get back up when you get down, to not sabotage yourself: “you’ve gotta start to finish.” How do you know all those bad what ifs in our head will be true if you don’t at least try? I will admit this is something I struggle with off and on as I overthink things very easily. But I’ve learned how to use this weakness as a strength.
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LYRICS now uploaded to my Youtube loves! : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58NRV-gA_rI
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Key: C Maj
Tempo: 120 bpm
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Can't Outrun Your Destiny

Can't Outrun Your Destiny (Feat. Raywolves)

Hi loves! Welcome back! I hope you all feel ready for Christmas! In the spirit of feel good season, here's a feel good sweet jingly song for you! This is a song I wrote in inspiration to one of the lessons i've learned about myself especially in this past year of my life. It's still related to the topic how we connect with specific people more than others sometimes, and you can't explain it. And those are the type of people you want to say "I'd love to keep you around" to. This is a made up story I decided to make that still expresses some struggles I still deal with in life from time and time again. I don't know, my heart told me to write this song with a lot of percussion almost salsa type of dance rhythm. And I just fell in LOVE with the whole wind blown instrument theme like sax, trumpets/ horns. I don't know too much when it comes to those instruments, all I know is I got the sound I wanted when I went to go audio engineer and compose the music. 

This song is singing about relationships, friendships, and how there will be people who will come and go or leave your life, but God will give you peace through it, and sometimes removal of certain types of people can actually be beneficial to you. I've learned that especially this past year as I've been challenging myself to meet new people. You start recognizing just who you want to keep around.

I hope this touches you, and reminds you to be grateful for those amazing gems that are hard to find. Treasure them forever. And cha cha cha while in the process of thinking of them!
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Key: C Maj
Tempo: 99 BPM
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Lyrics:
Hey boy, do you wanna know something?
She said, hey friend! You know you turned my day around.
Hey boy, do you wanna hear something?
She said, hey friend! You know I’d love to keep you around. 

Don’t know what it is, but you made something go click.
You made the head rush go blank. 
You made my ears start listening.
I was just out here consumed by my lack of patience. 
Adulting it, and so tired.
You joined and lit me up a fire.

I close my eyes. You say a joke just to make me smile.
We talk a while. Hours pass by in a blink of an eye!

Hey boy, do you wanna know something?
She said, hey friend! You know you turned my day around.
Hey boy, do you wanna hear something?
She said, hey friend! You know I’d love to keep you around. 

Don’t know what it is, but you’ve got this trait about you.
Got my attention on you. And I’ve been in search of friends anew.
Cause I was feeling so alone, when I came to realize I’ve never been good at picking relationships.
I care too much, and it’s always give.

I close my eyes. You say to breathe, that I am never alone.
We talk a while. You open up you’ve been through the same cuts.

Hey boy, do you wanna know something?
She said, hey friend! You know you turned my day around.
Hey boy, do you wanna hear something?
She said, hey friend! You know I’d love to keep you around. 

Hey boy, do you wanna know something?
She said, hey friend! Somehow you turned my frown upside down.
Hey boy, do you wanna hear something?
She said, hey friend! You know I’d love to keep you around. 

(Instrumentation)
Hey!
Hey!

Hey boy, do you wanna know something?
She said, hey friend! You know you turned my day around.
Hey boy, do you wanna hear something?
She said, hey friend! You know I’d love to keep you around. 

And he said:
Hey girl, you wanna know what’s funny?
He said, hey friend! I’m glad we met, isn’t it a small world?
Hey girl,  I’ll say it to you bluntly.
He said hey friend! Some people leave, but you will find your peace.

Keep You Around

VERSE 1:

Hey!
I think too much.
I’m never enough
Dried the tears,
Done with fear
So Proud I gave you up.
Mmm-mmm.

Hey!
I don’t talk enough,
Wasn’t strong and tough.
Packed up your box
Locked my heart
Swam my way to the top.
Mmm-mmm.


PRECHORUS 1:

Love myself
You lost me.


CHORUS:

Distant slowly
My heart beats under denial
Truth so lovely, it made me loose my smile.
Broke the illusion,
When I saw the real intentions.
Cut out the same mistakes,
I let my heart escape my brain. 


VERSE 2:

Hey!
It hurts too much
Rebuilding us..
We lost the trust
No respect
No, I’m not going back.
Mmm-mmm.

Hey! 
I had to learn,
With hard lessons
I packed your bags
Tossed them out
So glad I found myself.
Mmm-mmm.


PRECHORUS 2:

Love myself!
You’ve, earned this route!


(CHORUS)


BRIDGE:
           
I sacrificed
All my attention

Yeah you liked it

Chewed me down
Spit me out,
Used me how,
I’ve learned it all.

Brought new perception.

Here’s my redemption!


(REPEAT CHORUS)


OUTRO:

My heart escape my brain.
Ooo.. Yeah.
My heart…
My heart…

My heart.

Heart Escape

Song writer, audio engineer, musical composer, nonstop learner. Music is such a beautiful way of expressing oneself, and speaking to others. My style is very unique, it's mellow, soul like, sometimes jazzy, other times contains a kick of pop. I've grown up with pop, but I love music in general. 

Feel free to follow me on Youtube! Always looking for more friends in the music field! :)
https://www.youtube.com/@Cateye-Crystal/videos

Keep You Around

CateyeCrystal

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