ACCEPT TRUTH OR SABOTAGE & ROT
prod. me (cred. imogen heap for vocals) <3

dissociation of sisters//wipe your tears .*☆ ##b4sisters

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

written about someone who is completely devoid in my mind but i like my vocals so im keeping it up

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

seven seas scientists w/ stovyy @rico yyiwinny

Track 7 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?

Parties at my house 
Never going back, its over
Yeah its over
Parties going down
Throw me through the glass, its over

But you were never invited
Invited at all.
No need to get all excited
And break down the walls
The walls, ou-ou-ou-ou

spotify 

the party

what am i even doing wrong,
im tired of it all.
i hate the hate.
i feel it all.

what am i even doing wrong

Strangers

one two three w 3c876 + fauxfur prod me #nomelody

didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

strangers

sc gets all the early releases 
i <3 my gf
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