@nevrfall
@cut_deep
(casperrr)
i love you, take care
i'm going away from here
i love you, take care
hurting u is my fear
i love you, take care
i will go elsewhere
i love you take care
i'm trying to stay i swear

i'm trying to stay i swear
but it gets so hard at night in my bed
fuck all these thoughts inside of my head
they telling me all of this will end
wtf i can't understand this shit
maybe we were never meant
to be together and we should stay friends

(cutdeep)
And maybe we should stay friends
Why won’t all this bullshit never end
And I won’t give this up until I’m dead
Got your picture lying by my bed

And nothing was the same
I struggle to find my place

(cutdeep + casperrr)
I love you take care
But baby I ain’t goin anywhere
Life’s hard but it’s fair
And I just wanna take you everywhere
It just doesn’t work like that
I waste time I won’t get back

It takes time and I know that
You wasted it all like that

(casperrr)
i love you, take care
i'm going away from here
i love you, take care
hurting u is my fear
i love you, take care
i will go elsewhere
i love you take care
i'm trying to stay i swear

i love you, take care. w/cutdeep (nevrfall)

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

prod hira :)

You dont wanna fly love, ill pull you down
Leave you in the dirt between the earth and the ground
Heal me from my scars, you keep bringing me round
Fighting with myself and i keep laying me out

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

Fearing for my life love
Expecting the worst
Bury any voice between the ground and the dirt
even the end love
i know it'll hurt
being here without you at the end of the world

So many people are watching
Crowded faces all around me, im moving with caution
I cant even stand the look of my face if im honest
Why the fuck does no one listen to me when im talking

You must be out of your head

Fighting a war with myself in the trench
Everyone be shooting, im still laying in bed
Tell your boy hes stupid and ill lay him to rest
Swing ur blade at me and ill put one in your neck

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

autumn_leaves w/ getbetter (clou6y & splashgvng)

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

produced by lostcage

@nevermadeithome:
if i called out for you
if i call, i would call out for you
would you hold me close?
hold me close, you do
if i call, i would call out for you
if i call, i would call out for you

you'll be fine again
you've got plenty of friends
i lowkey care what you said
i lowkey care what you meant
i really did not expect;
for this to end in a mess
you grabbed my hoodie and your keys
and hit the wall as you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
i'm laying here in our bed, our bed
i need some rest,
i need some rest

@lottaheart:
i need to get me some rest
i want your head on my chest
instead i'm loading a bullet
and playing russian roulette
i've got a gun to my head
but i don't want it to end
because i'm all by myself
and you got plenty of friends
yeah, you got plenty of friends
and all i have is regrets
i wish that i could forget
but it's as hard as it gets
you caused a storm when you left
and now i'm cleaning the mess that you made
but it's okay, i still wish you the best

@nevermadeithome
you'll be fine again
you've got plenty of friends
i lowkey care what you said
i lowkey care what you meant
i really did not expect
for this to end in a mess
you grabbed my hoodie and your keys
and hit the wall as you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
i'm laying here in our bed, our bed
i need some rest,
i need some rest

you'll be fine again [lostcage]

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Ice Breaker

Bleib allein

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
produced: brenton
mixed: brentonand heylog