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Secrets

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

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Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

seventeen w/ dev0

silhouettes weeping (prod. wykn studio)

weary eyes, dreary skies, eerie lies (prod by lavendertxwn)

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/everythingmackk

last goodbye (feat. hazenova)(prod. mackk)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng 
Feat. https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

lyrics:
It gets so hard sometimes 
Im falling apart but I tell you im fine
I don’t wanna waste ur time x2

It gets so hard im falling apart 
Got these glass shards in my heart 
Every day its so painful sit and watch the rain fall 
Hear these voices in my head they want me dead
So much regret wish that I could forget

Ive been lost at sea for entirety 
The waves so big pulling me down 
With every other silhouette that has drowned 

Im sorry that I let you down 
But im losing touch of every thing around me
I can’t find my purpose and im tired of searching

This life of mine it feels like a burden 
Im so sick of constantly hurting 
Misery pours from eyes in the form of little fireflies

Hazenovas lyrics:
It gets so hard sometimes 
Staying up all night
I can never feel alright 
I was in a bad mood 
Sorry for what I said 
I know I should go to bed 
I know you don’t want me here 
I don’t really know what I’ve become 
 Hold up wait a minute lemme grab my gun 
The damage has been done 
I got nowhere left to tun

hard sometimes (feat. hazenova)(Prod Splashgvng & Salvibeatz)

My heart breaks when I see you walk out the door
Candle light flickers my eyes 
My knees shake barely holding me on the floor 
Pressing my neck against a knife 

Love hurts how am I alive 
If I fall off this cliff I’ll die x2

Constantly drenched 
Constantly drenched 
Pain in my face 
And I cant see a thing 
Blurry eyed vision like I cant envision 
But who am I kidding I’m not really winning x2

Lately I been driving to fast 
No grip on the wheels 120 indicated on the dash 
Clutch pressed in I see my eyes in the mirror 
I cant see death but I know its getting nearer 
Always alone in my room 
I don’t drugs but doesn’t mean I ain’t fucked up 
Conned out of love always rains from above 
But why is always on me

Love hurts how am I alive 
If I fall off this cliff I’ll die x2

My heart breaks when I see you walk out the door
Candle light flickers my eyes 
My knees shake barely holding me on the floor 
Pressing my neck against a knife x2

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My Neck Against a Knife

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Lyrics:

Hazenova:

i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 
i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 

u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 
u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
and all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 


i wanna get to know her
but she pushes me away
i wanna get to know her
but i dont know what to say


Cypression:

 wanna get know him but he pushes me away
 wanna get to know him but I don’t what to say
 think about him every night and everyday  
 look up at the clouds i swear see his face 
 focused on the pain but I’m tryna be okay 
 never feel comfortable my life it’s so dull 
 close my eyes i fantasize 
 about whats on the other side
 i dont know how much more i can take
 i dont really wanna stay awake 
 look up at the sky see the stars
 they remind me of his eyes 
 it’s so hard to separate all the lies 
 look up at the sky 
 see the stars 
 they remind me of his eyes

uncomfortable ~ hazenova x cypression (prod. pekarot)

(Prod. Noria)

Lyrics:
I'm a stranger to myself 
wanna turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself 

ashamed to feel the way I do 
Idk how I should tell you 
my soul is black and blue 

I'm a stranger to myself 
wish I could turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself 
love myself 

I don't wanna be selfish 
so I’ll carry on stuff it back inside 
and I’ll tell you that I’m doing fine
but I’m fighting back the tears that I need to cry 
I can't look you in the eyes 

I feel myself drifting away 
but I wanna drift into your arms 
as you tell me it's okay 
please don't let me be alone 
on these lonely days 

when I fall asleep 
I don't wanna wake up 
my lonely heart has had enough 
slipping away at the end of the day 
to a land where I can feel okay 
I’m a stranger to myself 
wanna turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself  x2

ashamed to feel the way I do 
Idk how I should tell you 
My soul is black and blue

hard sometimes (feat. hazenova)(Prod Splashgvng & Salvibeatz)

Cypression

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