Prod. https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng 

lyrics:

The mirror on the wall 
tells me i'm not good at 
anything at all 
the mirror on the wall 
is the reason for the 
tears that fall 

I think it lies to me 
but i can't tell 
I just listen to the 
voices all they do is yell 

hide away in your shell 
no one cares about you 
it's just oh well 
the mirror on the wall 
I think it hates me 
the mirror on the wall 
it fucking breaks me 
the mirror on the wall 
it's gonna take me away 
to a land where they cant 
save me where you can't save me 

It's gonna take me 
Its gonna break me 
It fucking hates me 

broken glass watch it fall 
rip the mirror off the wall 
it doesn't know me 
not at all 
maybe it does and im 
just afraid to be another one 
taken away cause there is no sun

mirror on the wall (Prod Splashgvng)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy

feat. https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

four walls (ft. hazenova) (prod. frevel x irby)

Taking flight when I’m all alone 
Keep driving places that I don’t know 
Bury the thoughts in my head 
I’m trying to move on 
But I can’t cope with losing you 

I don’t wanna say goodbye 
You broke my heart with no signs 
I’m sorry 
Honesty is all I want from you 
Stop the lies and spill out the truth 
I can’t do this without you 

Taking flight when I’m all alone 
Keep driving places that I don’t know 
Bury the thoughts in my head 
I’m trying to move on 
But I can’t cope with losing you 

I don’t wanna say goodbye 
You broke my heart with no signs 
I’m sorry 
Honesty is all I want from you 
Stop the lies and spill out the truth 
I can’t do this without you 

Taking flight when I’m all alone 
Keep driving places that I don’t know 
Bury the thoughts in my head 
I’m trying to move on 
But I can’t cope with losing you

COPE [+ sogimura]

issues

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

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Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

goodbye+ (demo)

My heart breaks when I see you walk out the door
Candle light flickers my eyes 
My knees shake barely holding me on the floor 
Pressing my neck against a knife 

Love hurts how am I alive 
If I fall off this cliff I’ll die x2

Constantly drenched 
Constantly drenched 
Pain in my face 
And I cant see a thing 
Blurry eyed vision like I cant envision 
But who am I kidding I’m not really winning x2

Lately I been driving to fast 
No grip on the wheels 120 indicated on the dash 
Clutch pressed in I see my eyes in the mirror 
I cant see death but I know its getting nearer 
Always alone in my room 
I don’t drugs but doesn’t mean I ain’t fucked up 
Conned out of love always rains from above 
But why is always on me

Love hurts how am I alive 
If I fall off this cliff I’ll die x2

My heart breaks when I see you walk out the door
Candle light flickers my eyes 
My knees shake barely holding me on the floor 
Pressing my neck against a knife x2

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My Neck Against a Knife

This song is about always giving your all to that special person in your life but no matter how much effort you put in. They just don’t seem to care and always try to put you down. I know a lot of you have felt this way before so I wrote this for you guys.

Music video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGhgngPAsAY&feature=youtu.be

Lil Used - Believe

(Prod. Noria)

Lyrics:
I'm a stranger to myself 
wanna turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself 

ashamed to feel the way I do 
Idk how I should tell you 
my soul is black and blue 

I'm a stranger to myself 
wish I could turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself 
love myself 

I don't wanna be selfish 
so I’ll carry on stuff it back inside 
and I’ll tell you that I’m doing fine
but I’m fighting back the tears that I need to cry 
I can't look you in the eyes 

I feel myself drifting away 
but I wanna drift into your arms 
as you tell me it's okay 
please don't let me be alone 
on these lonely days 

when I fall asleep 
I don't wanna wake up 
my lonely heart has had enough 
slipping away at the end of the day 
to a land where I can feel okay 
I’m a stranger to myself 
wanna turn around and be someone else 
wish I could just love myself  x2

ashamed to feel the way I do 
Idk how I should tell you 
My soul is black and blue

stranger to myself (prod. noria)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

lyrics:

lost inside a picture frame 
I can't go back so I  
stare and stare my days away 
glossy eyes and a sad little heart 
I hate that we're so far apart 
so far apart 

close my eyes get lost in time 
reminisce when you were by my side
the ocean waves they roar so loud 
and the grey storm cloud it makes me frown 
I still hear your laugh echoing in my mind 
It’s fading away but I wish it would stay 
I wish you had stayed 

lost inside a picture frame 
slide my finger across the cracked glass 
just to feel a little something from my past 
how did everyone disappear so fast 
I know nothing seems to last
but I didn't think it would end like that

lost inside a picture frame (prod. IOF)

produced by me

lyrics:

heavy rain falls on my head
think about the blood ive bled
its a long road up ahead
go with the flow and take these meds

dont know how long ill be here
wipe my eyes so i can see clear
i hear the crows and theyre screaming
the reaper is coming 
 im bleeding
and this world is deceiving
cant trust a soul
everyone is misleading

got withdrawels from the medication
idk if ima fucking make it 

and i dont like this side of me
 got this anger inside of me
gotta bad bitch and she into me
sometimes it gets hard to breathe.

lost inside a picture frame (prod. IOF)

Cypression