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Don't Go (Original Mix)

Breathe

FuckMyLife

This is a track that was scrapped by Joel and I decided to finish.  I found a video of one of his streams from earlier this year and he was working on a wonderful idea.  He got bored and scrapped the file.  I decided to bring the track back to life and finish it out.  

I created a video of my process on youtube: https://youtu.be/JDDr4YPIAug

Deadmau5 Feat. Furashi - Happy Accident

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Video Clip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmWT1ogJt1Q
Sample used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_CZapN5NmU&t  "Dearly Beloved" at 43:11
Thanks to TPR for the cool sample and letting me upload my remix :)

Need a break ? (Kingdom Hearts Lofi Hiphop remix)

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Deadmau5 - Deleted track

in love with a ghost - flowers (slowed)

prod. 5:10 
check him out hes fucking crazy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuAUf3fo4h_b0WNk835BrJg

i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me

i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now
who will i be

my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

i'm too strong for my head my conscious don't rest easy
look for myself in the mixture,so imma sip rip deadly
conflicted soul no wonder why i always feel fuckin heavy
time flies death is less scary
when who u are is already burried


i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me


my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

who am i (prod. 5:10)

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

sittin in the back drownin out the last me
special connection to u meant nothing
i wonder if it was real or i was lying
to myself in hopes u would love me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

ion wanna b awake (i cant sleep) prod. 5head

not only exploring new sound, now exploring physical artwork. phantom roses is updating quite smoothly

be mine forever(prod. SYLER)

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

i wanna be better
but better ain't no fun
life tries to kill me
death never did me wrong
i'm going fuckin crazy
brains fucked in the head
alcoholic co dependent
writing songs for the dead
dead inside that's a lie i feel alive
when i feel you 
lovin moments n subtle sadness
vodka help to keeps the balance 
so swimming in a bottle is more than just mental exercise
i'm trynna fucking drown myself, escape from my fuckin life
but that can't really help can it
sure it makes me numb
but if i'm numb i won't feel sadness 
so this who i am
this is who i b 
do u think u can fix me?

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

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idk u, udk me (prod.raspo)

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NEVER UNDERSTAND (Prod. dead spyro)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

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BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/everythingmackk

last goodbye (feat. hazenova)(prod. mackk)

Original song "waste my time" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
I've been trying to picture
Your eyes on nights like these
Silhouettes and a flannel shirt
The one you gave to me

Got me at a stand by
Caught me at the right time
Tell me why they fly by
Minutes fly like seconds
Goodnight, now you're feeling lifelike
'I love you's' turn to goodbyes

(And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to)

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

I been fallin asleep at the wheel most nights
Got me looking for somewhere to rest my eyes
And ive gone past my old house a thousand times
Tryna find somewhere else I could drive

Got a lacking of serotonin
Calling and calling your phone
Scatter the pieces up of my heart that you fucking broke
I wrote you another poem
Bout flowers and drinking alone
But now the ink from the pen is bleeding out into the paper

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to

waste my time

cover art: scottysplash

lyrics:

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

apple in my Ciroq
I am not who u thought
I am much worse than I should've been
pulling me by the hair
she is on top my back
I had never thought u would devolved that
I put my hand on the top my heart
baby wherever u are I ain't far
cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked
roll up the window lets smoke in the car
tats on my chest and on both of my arms
this shit too deadly im blowing on sars
all of my fingers they covered in tar
res on the front of my shirt on the shark
I just hope u could see what I mean
3 gram blunt in the garage leave a smoke screen
I don't care cause im barely here I swear
kush in the air medicate my mind I swear

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

blade in my shirt knife in my shirt
if we had beef id getchu first
look at my friend over there in the hood
he finna treat u like u was the worst
im double stuffing my papers with purp
look how it burn Amiri my jeans
Ferri my waist with the Ralph on my piece
I am a come up
im finally feeling myself and I flex how I want all despite how I was brought up
I duck and finesse and I bob and I weave till I get me some shit that I wanna
I am not much of a talker I blew up and got me some stalkers
I hear my phone going off but I rarely'll grab for that shit cause its not her

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

delusional (scottysplash)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
I need drugs to stimulate me
Vision blurry, dreams are hd
Mind is foggy, heart is racing
Feed upon me, like you crave me

Im a god cant simulate me
I feel something changing lately
All this pain, cant satiate me
Demon bitches, make me crazy


Dont lie, lil shawty
Dont cry, know you want me
Im braindead, like a zombie 
Lil vampire hoe, drain it from me


I got all these issues so i light up and i smoke a bowl
No one ever understand unless i put in a flow
I can see the future baby i just did a lot of blow
I dont think this works no more
I dont think we work no more


I lost love 
till i got numb
Till i felt dumb
Till i had no one

I grab my gun
Cant ever run
Cold and frozen
Cut me open

I need drugs to stimulate me
Vision blurry, dreams are hd
Mind is foggy, heart is racing
Feed upon me, like you crave me

Im a god cant simulate me
I feel something changing lately
All this pain, cant satiate me
Demon bitches, make me crazy


Dont lie, lil shawty
Dont cry, know you want me
Im braindead, like a zombie 
Lil vampire hoe, drain it from me



Everyday, everynight i
Fall asleep, burn my eyes
I
Cannot eat, i disguise
Yeah 
Sick of seeing walls so i light hoe


I cant hold these feelings deep inside no
Baby can you put the knife inside slow
Ill show you that i can never die no

Time froze time froze

Simulate Me [Prod. Wellfed]

produced by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

lyrics:

lost inside a picture frame 
I can't go back so I  
stare and stare my days away 
glossy eyes and a sad little heart 
I hate that we're so far apart 
so far apart 

close my eyes get lost in time 
reminisce when you were by my side
the ocean waves they roar so loud 
and the grey storm cloud it makes me frown 
I still hear your laugh echoing in my mind 
It’s fading away but I wish it would stay 
I wish you had stayed 

lost inside a picture frame 
slide my finger across the cracked glass 
just to feel a little something from my past 
how did everyone disappear so fast 
I know nothing seems to last
but I didn't think it would end like that

lost inside a picture frame (prod. IOF)

LYRICS:-
i would risk my heart
just to love you
i would risk it all
just to fall for you

baby don't cry,
i know that you're trying
baby don't lie,
i know that you're hurting
is it too much? is too much 
for you
maybe it's time? maybe it's time 
for you
to feel what i feel
to see what i see
to know that my love is real
i would never lie to you
you know that i'll die for you
so rest your head on me
you can put your trust in me
i can treat you like a queen
so just put your love on me

it's 2AM, i wish you'd call

@plslovejai
@ericdoa

stream at spotify:
open.spotify.com/track/1SFkllaN0gp3BfDMprX6wG

lyrics:
i got voices telling me to wakeup
walk in wit ya hands up
thinking i gotta pay sum
pop up thinking that im lacking you aint want nun
sipping on this drink this shit got me feeling awesome
stuck man i dont really think that im gon need you
you think that im anxious im not worried bout what he do
looking thru the glass dont think i could see you
treat me like im glass baby tell me that im see thru

love jai verse:
tell me that im see thru
i tell you i don't need you
the voices in my head left me for dead
don't know what else to do
like wait hey hold up
i just needa roll up
pullup on lil mama and she crying on my shoulder
she want prada on her kicks yea
come get my dick licked
then its on her wish list
and then ya get this
and i don't got no patience
so i don't really wait for shit
tell me why you hating
until i really make it big
and im sick of people faking
i cannot get away from it
and im sorry for how it went down
i had to change locations
she want me for life
because i'm up and now she stuck
cant give you anymore fucks
i ran all out along with trust
okay yeah wassup
i cant feel my face im off the beep
got me moving slug
tell me what it is or what it aint
dont want here what it was
they thought i was playing you mistaken
demons gimme hugs
we got two hoes waiting and we pulled up ina wtf

i got voices telling me to wakeup
walk in wit ya hands up
thinking i gotta pay sum
pop up thinking that im lacking you aint want nun
sipping on this drink this shit got me feeling awesome
stuck man i dont really think that im gon need you
you think that im anxious im not worried bout what he do
looking thru the glass dont think i could see you
treat me like im glass baby tell me that im see thru

Treat Me Like Glass

Love Jai - Treat Me Like Glass (ft. Ericdoa)

plenty more in the works, hope y'all enjoy!

artist-- https://www.instagram.com/maepetals/
producer-- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWcA0vULcNnoeDYHBjwtfQg

-lyrics-
On a cold night without her I shiver
But the fire I feel when I'm with her
Isn't something that I take for granted
And if you're human then you understand it

Fireworks on new year's eve
I need you, I miss you

You make my heart race
Like I just made first place
And ten million snow flakes fell down
On my face right now

Ooh oh [4x]
It's so cold in here [3x]

You're so sweet you gave me a tooth-ache
But it's okay
You're so cold to the touch like an igloo
But it's okay
Just lemme warm you up like the sun do
I'm boutta shine true, baby won't you shine too?

When it gets below sub-zero
Let me be you winter hero

So don't shiver
My little sinner
I'll hold you so close
Just sate my hunger

Cold [3x]
Baby bear stay close to me,
Stay close to me
My love, won't you take my heart?
I gave it to you, right from the damn start

On a cold night without her I shiver
But the fire I feel when I'm with her
Isn't something that I take for granted
And if you're human then you understand it

Fireworks on new year's eve
I need you, I miss you

The stars don't get old with you
I'm never cold with you
I'll give you all I can
So, love just take my hand