regret

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

@nyc metalcore scene i made a metalcore song now leave me the fuck alone 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/68UuwZCWlejuoR8fNKBTSj?si=06fca503ff3c4f94

iof: @prodiof

kala: need socials D:

lyrics:
i carry the weight up on my back so you don't have to
i guess its never enough for you
there's a line and we crossed it 
we put all our eggs inside a basket
i try to savor whats left
still in regret
is this how it ends?
im sick of playing pretend 

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
it was over but i guess not wait up 
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die 

i can't put it out now 
look at my face inside the clouds
watch it all fall and crashing down (x2)

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
it was over but i guess not wait up 
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die 

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
(my fault)
it was over but i guess not wait up 
(its all my fault)
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die

let it die (prod. iof x kala)

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

@ejcarrmusic carried the song ngl, still dope! :)

Feel free to repost this track or upload it on other platforms, just make sure to give me and evan carr the credits.

LYRICS
[dye'vert]
I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah

Shit happens and I knew it (I knew it)
How do i get myself through this, yah
What does misery have to do with, me
So I get myself right into it

¡Oh shit! Now Im crying you an ocean
Hopeless, words already spoken
Notice, how Im suppressing my emotions
I just need to focus
I just need to focus

I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah
x2

I feel so headless (I feel so headless)
Tell my why am I headless (tell me why am I headless)
now Im in panic (now Im in panic)
now Im in panic get me down off this planet

[evan carr]
i think i need to fade away
heartbreak design, won’t play the game, cuz i
i think that I’ve had enough
of overthinking it all
it’s always making it rough
and now i’m taking the fall

lost my head, lost it all
and lost my temper
the world around mes not making it better
Im always thinking how these words’ll make me stress, now I’m singing to myself saying why am I headless

[dye'vert + evan carr]
I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah
x2

Prod. dye'vert

Headless w/evan carr

Toad

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

Lyrics: 
Whose fault is it really now? 
I let it linger far longer than I should have
I've been healing but im going in circles 
Feel so ashamed
Should I just take the blame?
Rather be asleep than see another day 
But i cant talk like that cuz they call me crazy 
But maybe i am cuz im feeling it lately 

These labels are making me feel so sick 
I'm getting nausea just thinking of it 
I've been busy but it hasn't been amounting to much 
Times getting wasted so I can stay sane 
Without the distraction, I’d be in my grave

whose fault (prod. East Majin)

Cypression