Hey I don't personally know you, but you're friends with a lot of my friends. I hope shit gets easier for you man, you don't deserve this. It's all love from me. Talk to me anytime you need.

@cyzun we are all here for you when your sad or happy I will see you tomorrow at 2

dude hearing this hurts, do you mind if I ask what happened, im so sorry for your losses

Repetition (ft. romeo!)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

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rip mom and dad ily ❤️

lyrics

I can’t stop thinking bout that phone call
I could the rain crash on the rooftop
3:05 is the time that you left us all 
Please come back so I can give you a call 
This is where I wish there was an afterlife
can’t wait to see you on the other side
miss you mom and dad I need you by my side 
hope your proud of me and what I’ve done in life 
Wish you guys were here to see me through my happy times

3:05am (moneo)

Lyrics:

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

he didn't even know what he had been fighting for
in conditions no human could take anymore
he met many empty husks created thru a war
waged from hypocritic passages 
centuries old
yet still we push on
for a reason we had never known
more than a few situations he'd probably've died there

i don't wanna talk anymore
i'm not alive dear

won't u hold his hand
as he passes from this world for good
won't u
won't u ease his conscience
that his efforts were not in their vain
and meet his eyes as you say

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

come home to mama
come home to papa
come home to mama
come home to papa

soldier boy (ʎpoqou)

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

cant you see im never right...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-lyrics-
i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

i know that you hate it, i always ask why
i sit in my room and just cut with the knife
you gave me last year, yeah its pretty that's why
i must fuck it up, cannot treat me right

sit on the phone on the bus in the night
collide with the reason that i am alive
get deep in my thought when alone, see the light
appear on my phone, that's a signal in time

you'll recognize me, yeah hope its not a lie
im cutting the line, ill cut out ur lies
ill stay on that grind, hope that life treat me right
dont know what to do, im nauseous not fine

i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

gimme a reason that i shouldn't die
ill tell you a secret just help me confine
my demons inside, i fear what is life
you work all the time
dont see you at night

goodnight, goodbye (prod. reytee)

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

in a different state 
fuckin blacked out
they dont know my name
huh, its how it stays now
yeh
id really
like it
if you kept my name in ur mouth
cus i wanna be talked about
fuck it if i roundabout
spent my life being kicked around
a to the m to the gay 
to the "what the fucks this kid sayin?"
i
dont
get around
i just wanna be grounded

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the-

worst.
but anyway,
im scared
that im not gonna make it farther than i am
right now
and i struggle more than i ever have
but now its different shit
and i guess i gotta write about it 
why u stayin in this life if u not really all about it?
im just an angsty teen with the same shit 
that you deal with,
so whats special bout it?
fucking nothing.
i dont deserve any of this shit,
so gimme nothing.
but they'll always be a side of me that wants somethin,
live a life,
maybe fuckin god damn be somethin.

0 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY 

(Verse) 
Merry Christmas baby.. 
Those were your last words to me, which have stuck in my memory. That special night you drove your car on the icey road. And we never spoke again... 

(Chorus) 
I keep your memory inside my heart, and I can hear your voice each day. In every mirror that I see, you're looking back at me. Dont you worry baby...some day we'll meet again 

(Verse) 
I treasure all the memories of you, cause they're all that I have left. When days are hard to get through, I look back at those with joy. Even after all this years, I still miss you every day. 

(Chorus) 
I keep your memory inside my heart, and I can hear your voice each day. In every mirror that I see, you're looking back at me. Dont you worry baby...some day we'll meet again.

Merry Christmas baby

“Heavenly Father” is a spoken prayer turned into music.
Not a song to impress — a song to surrender.

Created in a moment of silence, this track is about trust, protection, and guidance when words are no longer enough.
No religion. No performance.
Just a voice reaching upward — and listening.

Play it when you feel lost.
Play it when you feel grateful.
Play it when you need strength.

Father in Heaven

3:05am (moneo)

cyzun

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