EmoRap

calm

numb asf!

D-Block E

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

5 song EP Coming For You.

with @killstation

[Verse 1: London Samuels]
It’s killing me (it’s killing me)
Is it killing you?
I never thought it would come to this
It’s a wildfire burning in the pits
You never know how low this ever gets
Ashes falling on the ground, all around
And every word I’ve ever said never made a sound

[Verse 2: Killstation]
Hold me in your mind
I’ll never leave your side
Only take what’s right
You know what death is like
Find me in the darkest place you know
I need to find a way to
Take you far away from here
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear

[Verse 3: London Samuels]
Whisper here
Whisper in my ear
Make it clear, make it all disappear
Make it all go away
Somethin’ ‘bout this pain
Tie me down and push me in the way of a southbound train

Southbound Feat Killstation Prod Mark Productions

R.I.P / This is a song dedicated to my best friend who passed a year ago 11/28/16
@neverday @sketchmyname @kuroimetsuyu
Lyrics
I'm so isolated in my brain 
I'm a pill popping addict
yea I'm going insane
November 28th 
the day that you had to leave
this fucking energy 
the fucking memories 
you should have never ended it

and i don't even know 
what my purpose is 
I don't wanna know 
feel so fucking dead
just leave me alone
smoke my cigarettes
yea I hate myself
I'm dedicated now

I'm dedicated I waited I'm gonna make it
now
you left before i got to say I'm here to help
you out
the things we talked about
the things inside your head
some how I feel like I'm the reason that you're fucking dead

yea I miss my best friend gonna die in the end don't think I'll be alive when I hit  21
put the razor to my scalp 
rip my brain out
I don't wanna think about all the shit coming out

yea I've given up I don't know if I can hold up
coming up I don't know if I could ever be enough 
yea he died  if I had the choice yea id trade life's
yea it's my fault my fault my fault 

and i don't even know 
what my purpose is 
I don't wanna know 
feel so fucking dead
just leave me alone
smoke my cigarettes
yea I hate myself
I'm dedicated now

November 28th (Prod. sketchmyname x kuroime)

face

Contra feat. Killstation (Prod. riverkinn)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

The track was Remastered if you notice a difference!

WATCH/ Listen on YouTube!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKjismvSyFQ

GO LIKE THIS REMIX FOR A REMIX COMPETITION! LINK:
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If you do like the track on Splice know that it means alot!! <3

Kina - get you to the moon (feat. Snow) [Mattrixx Remix]

Piece Of Your Heart

Lyrics:
What the fuck am i supposed to do
hurtin my fist for chances that i blew
ripped gucci shirt torn apart 4 u
she high in my crib do u like the view
Lights off in my room i just sit and cry
always felt like this i wish i knew why
gaze at the stars i see them in your eyes

Feeling sad i just dont know why
i guess this is why i cry
i just feel so down sometimes
i guess this is why you cry x2

She said you give me life 
but i just wanna die
cut me open with your lies (with your lies)
love aches in slow motion
singing about devotion
im faceless no emotion
wasted lost in the ocean
so fucked i cant
leave me the fuck alone
you're not with me anymore
you left my side
im just torn
i am sad like never before
you are sad
misscalls on my phone
you're far away so now
im alone

feeling sad i just dont know why
i guess this is why i cry
i just feel so down sometimes
i guess this is why you cry x2

Ly all
@prodoskar
@wkrg

feeling sad idk why

stream on spotify!!!

CLOUDDAY - feeling sad idk why (prod. VVS Melody)

Bones - SameOldStory (follow @scarberry Spotify )

Maybetomorrow x Tripi hendrix - Get enough (prod. XENTAI)

Bankrol Hayden - Brothers (Ft. Luh Kel) [Official Audio]

Please Excuse Me for Being Antisocial

The Box

Street Trauma

Bando Boy

my first official release as an artist. So happy to of been able to collab with two amazing artists @rxseboy & @powfu 
Hope you guys enjoyed it, please support on Spotify aswell :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/50HURWGNsCiJw4qFDQu40X?si=i47qp5K_TQ-hJpRretA2pQ

Spotify 💜

the bootleg boy & Rxseboy - the day i died (ft. Powfu)

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Check out benedixhion!

soundcloud.com/benedixhion
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twitter.com/benedixhion

Lyrics:


(benedixhion)
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me

(cyzun)
When you come and save me, i can’t see cause my visions fading, when you see me you always do a 180, don’t know how you been feeling lately, 

Do you hate me, what’s the problem baby, you’ve been silent lately, I am overthinking

I don’t like how I feel, I just wanna go outside and pop another pill, all these thoughts all in my mind is making me so ill, I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna feel

 benedixhion)
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me

I don’t wanna have to live like this but I do
I don’t wanna have to give a fuck about you
But you know that you are in my mind yeah it’s true
And your taking up like all my time so fuck you

save me w/ benedixhion (sketchmyname & vaegud)

cyzun