Soon I'll disappear
Then there's no one here
There's no one left but you
Alone without a clue
I let my poison brew
I sip until I'm blue
I thought my soul done grew
But I still feel the same
Depression all in my brain
Nothing to gain, nothing to follow, no goals
No need to call on me
So set aside your worries, I don't want to see you follow me

Just another day that I gotta get through
It's just another day that I don't wanna wake up to
It's just another day
God I feel afraid
There's darkness in my brain
Nobodies crying but I can't say the same

soon ill disappear (prod. neverforever)

Throw It Away

Its time to throw it away

Ohhh I couldn’t think to lose you
As soon as I saw your face made a light worth moving to
Ohhh I always tried to soothe you
And you would take that and throw it away
To leave me astray

There’s days you’re running from me, whilst I’m waiting for you
Then you’re waiting for me
It’s the same old place, you’re standing to leave
Asking whether we see something coming to be
I know I said wait but this time it’s too late
A lie I had to use, where I rather would lose
Then come to choose

When together our thoughts are to keep this
It’s like we’re stuck in time somewhere far away
But it leads me down to harsh feelings
Thinking back how you played your drunk mistakes
Apologising, saying I couldn’t lose you
But you can take that and throw it away
You left me to fate

There’s days you’re running from me, whilst I’m waiting for you
Then you’re waiting for me
Now the same old place, you’re standing to leave
Asking if ever we’ve seen something coming to be
I know I said wait but this time it’s too late
A lie I had to use, where I rather would lose
So I had to choose

Choose
It was time to take it and throw it away
So I had to choose
It was time to take it and throw it away
So I had to choose

Throw It Away

Lyrics:

Verse 1

turn the car around
I said can you turn the car around
it's got me in a bad mood
lets start out with that
throwin up in the bathroom 
with panic attacks  
but they don't care about what you say
they've been blind so they can't relate
we were born to think that we were in a race
but i don't care will you hold my hand today?
but what the hell happened
we're startin to panic
everything surrounding us is starting to vanish

Chorus

we took the car
you were bleeding in my arms
we got so far 
but in the end we fell apart
tell me how it feels to be separated

Verse 2

Can they hear me now
i said can they really hear me now
we're so attached 
we're stuck here like magnets
feeding the hatred
feeding the sadness
screamin
how'd we end up like that?
end up like that
screamin 
how'd we end up like that?
how'd we end up like that?
we only live in the moment we focus on ourselves
we only care when it's crumblin down
we only help when it's falling down
screamin
how'd we end up like that?
end up like that
screamin 
how'd we end up like that?
how'd we end up like that?

Bridge:

we're climbin the trees of fantasy
and we ain't ever comin down
they'll spit in our face so casually
cuz they don't know what it's about (x2)

Separated

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Lyrics:


(benedixhion)
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me

(cyzun)
When you come and save me, i can’t see cause my visions fading, when you see me you always do a 180, don’t know how you been feeling lately, 

Do you hate me, what’s the problem baby, you’ve been silent lately, I am overthinking

I don’t like how I feel, I just wanna go outside and pop another pill, all these thoughts all in my mind is making me so ill, I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna feel

 benedixhion)
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me
i need you more than you would ever need me
and that’s a problem baby
i see you when i close my eyes. i’m dreaming
of when you come and save me

I don’t wanna have to live like this but I do
I don’t wanna have to give a fuck about you
But you know that you are in my mind yeah it’s true
And your taking up like all my time so fuck you

save me w/ benedixhion (sketchmyname & vaegud)

Check Out The Producer:

Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC5NWI0xfLelzoq-7opiUBjA
Soundcloud: @aries9eternal
Twitter: twitter.com/arieseternal

Missing You [Prod. Arieseternal]

Produced by caspr

BABY JUST TEXT BACK

Lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever 

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Verse]
im waking up at night
with every feeling, but alright
yeah i have u in my sight
and i can't change that

you let me bleed all on my floor
from every text that you ignore
i'm feeling hopeless 
baby can u change that

[Bridge]
hold me close and don't let me go
all you did was take my soul
in reality i'll die as a loner
might blow my head in october

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Outro]
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever

Spotify

saving pictures (prod. caspr)

Check Out Producer:
Soundcloud: @chxrryrxzla
Instagram: www.instagram.com/cherryrizla/
Traktrain: traktrain.com/cherryrizla

Ice On My Wrist

Ice On My Wrist [Prod. CherryRizla]

Fleeing Reality

Fleeing Reality w/Carbxn Based

Bury My Head In The Sand

Guitar by @prod5head
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Come Over

Come Over (Prod Splashgvng & 5Head)

Can't Stand It (Prod Splashgvng)
Key G Major
Bpm 142

No samples used - guitar by Splashgvng 🎸
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