d1v/robin lucious

🖤

gbc III

mix by @buffalobang
only thing i have
i dont rly like it that much 
what is that
u can bring me down bring me up
im not mad

sorry i cant keep u im not turning back
its not really that

know that u love me and stuff are u mad
i never did anything that was bad

i feel self destructive
bang my head against the wall concussive
u said that time mean nothing
i guess that u right cuz with time i do nothing

know that its hard for u you did just tell me
walk in the club off a flat where the tonic at

why do u lie abt things but u promise that
i never did anything to get outta this

all that i want is this all that i get 
i will not be happy i will not forget
i know that its crappy but its our mess
i rly miss u look good in that dress

rolling and rolling in love with the x
u rly did everything to finesse
and i rly did anything to connect
but ion want to keep sending text

all that i want is this all that i get 
i will not be happy i will not forget
i know that its crappy but its our mess
i rly miss u look good in that dress


i feel self destructive
bang my head against the wall concussive
u said that time mean nothing
i guess that u right cuz with time i do nothing


only thing i have
i dont rly like it that much 
what is that
u can bring me down bring me up
im not mad

sorry i cant keep u im not turning back
its not really that

know that u love me and stuff are u mad
i never did anything that was bad

time / nothing (silverr x michaelwarren)

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

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odd (utaqq)

i think u already won
i think im getting too numb
i think its been like 2 months
when i see problems i run

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

too much pressure
i should have made it a long time ago
used to be my treasure 
i lost the map i dont even know

u can ignore me im very used to it
know that i love you ur abusing it
im above you fuck im not new to it
leave me alone you are my curse
its not unknown

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

finders keepers (silver x methboiswag)

really wanna talk but are my words that sincere
if i told u everything i kno that u wouldnt care

really wanna talk but are my words that sincere
if i told u everything i kno that u wouldnt care
feeling so cold is that u that is in the air

sincerly yours will ur remember my name
im not sure i put ur letter to flames
and ofc i wonder whos at ur door
i mean what i say it was better before

sincere (methboiswag x silver)

cover by (https://www.instagram.com/kkkbbbrrryyy/  @buffalobang) (prod by @danlrk)
in too deep someway i gotta get out
and the secret that i keep u want me to shut my mouth
and the story that i tell i know its been awhile
if u ask me shit again i will always cut u out

gonna make it all burn
gotta wait for ur turn
u will get what u deserve
took a pill now its a blur

thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight


went too far, but ill go there again
ill be so close but i wont be your friend
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win
went too far, but ill go there again
ill give you everything, ill give you bone and skin
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win



thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight

bone and skin + buffalobang (dan larkin)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

(LYRICS)
u aint gotta stay with me
u aint gotta be with me


always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes
(my eyes, can u see?)

saw u walking alone where are  u going
dont leave me alone
(alone,alone)
just leave me here to die im not scared to be left
behind
(im not scared at all)
havent talked in a while but u send me texts sometimes
u thought i would die but i will stay here all the time
(all the time, im alive)

always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes

saw u walking alone where are u going
dont leave me alone

caught u leaving this place
theres nothing left for u anyway (anyway)

immortal (prod. killedmyself)

the reason i'm breathing (prod. sadeyes & Qawi Kamri)

https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats
lyrics:
drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

i'm trying
i'm trying
to live life this way
every day
feels the same 
with the pain
no one can stop me from making the bops
i'll never quit until i hit the top

hitting the tops of the charts with my song
hoping that you heard it hitting your bong
hoping that one day that i'll sing to you
rotting in hell know i'll see you here soon

cutting my wrist until all the pain stops
smoking the tree until my lungs go drop
never gonna find a girl as crooked as my ex
only use me for the sex
and now i think im coming next

smoking all day and all night and all day
never found another way to take away the pain
falling to the ground because i only got cement
and my life is not content
i lose my shit when we connect

drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

take away the pain

follow hateful

take the pain away (prod. hateful)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

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eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

all guitar off the album written and recorded by @l0t0r
special thanks to @1800entity and @feelingfatigue for giving us a spot to record <3

sike

cut my skin on angel wings

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

everyone leaves anyways w/ safehold (prod. tothegood)

lyrics: https://bit.ly/2EMwLwB

main melody by prodbyivn

everything's gonna be okay

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be so clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

Call your name in the flames
Wanna hear you
Reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
To my hell too
Once you're like me
Nobody can save you

Once you're like me
Nobody can save you
Once you're like me
Everyone will hate you
Might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
Become an addict
With some habit's that will hurt you
In the night
Memories will haunt you
There's no telling to the damage that they might do

Ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
How you think I got these issues

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Why do I do this
Torture my own brain

Why do I do this
Drive myself insane

Pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
Try my best
Just to end up feeling
Permanently depressed

Ever since I lost my soul
Nothing been the same
The weather's getting colder
And I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
The whole entire day
So I can stay inside
And never see another face

Never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
Till I'm fucking gone
This shit is boring
Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

black roses [prod. lil soda boi]

bad person [prod. lil soda boi]

@poorstacy - make up (prod. nick mira)

@ihatemillie - Without You (Prod. Silo)

(lyrics) prod @opal707 @sg37 art by @with3rx
stayin in my room wish i could be more physical to u
this is just a role now that u been into acting too
pop a oxy pill lets get together
sweating down my favorite sweater

what r u on thats what she say to me
hoppin on a plane flight attendant took me first class
bout to lose my shit im in stockholm i wont call back
i wont play no games w u the money aint a problem
all the shit the same to u thats why u at the bottom

i be walking for days feel like im walking through some glass
they should just stay away left them in the past

stayin in my room wish i could be more physical to u
this is just a role now that u been into acting too
pop a oxy pill lets get together
sweating down my favorite sweater
x2
now im going fast feel like im just gonna crash
my bro felt sad so i went and copped a pack
same clothes idc what u think
its dirty i gotta rinse everything

this is all for u
i just wanna change
kiss on my face im in the wraith now
i be stuck in this place im trynna breakout
im in stockholm off a x pill i know that u just wanna see it
tell me that u love me and u know u love a inbetweener
i could never hide it now u now my fucking dirty secrets
always do some shit that i regret yea its such a mess
always off the shits when i forget that u want my best

stayin in my room wish i could be more physical to u
this is just a role now that u been into acting too
pop a oxy pill lets get together
sweating down my favorite sweater
now im going fast feel like im just gonna crash
my bro felt sad so i went and copped a pack
same clothes idc what u think
its dirty i gotta rinse everything

first class (prod. sg37 + opal)

finally free 12/27
@boysnightsout
contact: d1vbno@gmail.com