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xo willow - loser

prod. dead yami

at the party 
where were you
you say you had
something to do

but was it a lie
oh was it a lie

think it's pretty funny
how you could 
turn my world
upside down
but is that good
what should i do

falling apart
baby please
stay with me 
please stay with me

your friends they gather around
who knows what they are saying
they're trying not to be loud
but i heard every word

falling apart
baby please
stay with me 
please stay with me (x2)

i thought what we had
i thought it was forever

but just when i thought
i really should fucking rot

falling apart
baby please
stay with me 
please stay with me (x3)

fanboy808 - falling apart

backmask - mindless self indulgence

mix / master (me)
wujek mix their own vocal z
prod wujek

Wujek

Im Sad u died u know I cried
Called u last night tears in my eyes
x2

I tried to call u so many times last night
U said u'd be cool u said it was fine
I knew that it Weren't it wasn't right
U went anyway without saying goodbye

Stress

Called u last night this girl make me go n cry
I met this girl online she told me slit my wrist *GOODBYE*
And I'm sad u died u know I waste so many lives
Hoping that ur fine IK U'll never b Alright :(

Now I Jus sit n Cry : (

Im Sad u died u know I cried
Called u last night tears in my eyes
x2

im sad u died + wujek

Mindless Self Indulgence - Big Poppa

twikipedia - clairvoyant

produced by twikipedia

february 2023 

"made in an hour and this isnt the direction my future music will take its just for fun"

" i cut him off i found out he a fan"

twikipedia - on my mind

msi - wack

third song ! :) ig: 1yyujin

prod @chxncex 
mix @danikiyoko
cover art- ig: oneblindmice

lyrics:

what do i do
what do i 
have to lose
i’d do 
anything (anything, anything, anything…)
whatever it takes
to keep you
feel like i have to
back away
but every time 
i see your face
it puts me in a place
i can’t escape
why do i
have to be
this 
way

(be this way… when you ,, then you!)

say to me
i’m always in your dreams
but then you
push me away
never to be seen
who am i
to you
tonight
wait here
what a waste of time

it’s my fault
for falling 
for you
knew i 
knew better
not to 
but now you’re 
still stuck in my head
everything you never said 
wonder if you think about me
too

begin again (p.chxncex)

made dis while i was sik lol
lyrix
its the voice of my heart
but its ful of lust
idrc baby i jus wna bust
look me in my eyes
dat shit is a must
stare in2 her soul while im entering her gutz
pretty eyes pretty heart
its a shame imma hav2 turn u dark
o well u alreadyy hav the mark
blood all on her body like she bitten by a shark

Voice 私の心は欲望で汚れてしまった

produced by me

I'm your dirt
it's always what you wanted
sunken ship
my message in a bottle
setting sail
in search of something solid
so innocent
a knife still in your pocket
i don't.. see what you mean
i still hurt in my dreams
can i put on a front just for fun? just for fun
so you kick and scream
treat me like a machine
fifth floor's never before
looked so low

could've been
anything i wanted
but i still can't come up with something
print my face save yourself the moment
it's in your eyes, it's what you want
and tonight, i wished on a comet
so it crashed inside my apartment
i stuffed everything inside my closet
because I'm leaving tonight

sail

produced by me

This song has nothing to do with the game

Lyrics:
I wanna be your favorite boy and girl, the one you think about
Feel the guilt crawl in my skin and bones whenever you're around
And nothing's worse than you with someone else, you're mine, you're mine, you're mine

I love when you try hard to hurt me then I feel like i'm real
(Its hard to feel that way.. i'd die a lot just trying to feel something)
You bash my head against a rock when I confess what i feel
(I love the headache afterwards.. I love the E.R room with you)

And you know how i feel but you choose to play hard to get
Before you met your guy you were someone i could understand
What did he treat you like for you to turn into a psychopath who loves to watch me cry?

I wanna be the guy.. If he's allowed to fuck up.. then I wanna be the guy
So tell me, what's he like? So tell me, what's he like? I wanna be the guy

i wanna be the guy

@onepttwo @sunsculptor

lost with a warlock
sit and wait for help when im in pain
let me pour it on
i can lift it, i got tele k, not a moron
i can hear you from a mile away but the door locked
i exist to make a little bit of not much
if i didn't know already i would shock up
i can feel the taste of lithium i cough up
he won't even know what hit him, got the drop brah
no one can stop us
don't take me away, i pin all the blame
are you still awake, drop me in the shade
if i'm crashing in, don't write down my outs
know i never win, i still have my doubts
but you doubt me
i'm stuck in my mind like get me out please
why don't you forgive me when you help me
bitch i'm #1 don't in n out me

Lithium (prod. 1.2 x sunsculptor)

frohe weihnachten

Produced by me

Lyrics:
i like your face
and all your quippy jokes
they look at us
and everybody knows
i act indifferent
try to play it cool
I'll be paper-thin for you
it's not on the nose
And if it bends more i'm done
a bigger heart than mine
so when you look at me what do you see
will you be paper-thin for me

(why can't i be the one)

i wanna know (everything you like to do)
i know you know (you just don't want me to hurt)
why can't i be (the only girl you'll ever need)

paperthin (bonus)

BAGZ IN THE #TRUNK 😴 (PROD. FEARDORIAN & BBYAZUL)

ig 1yyujin 
prod @prodnxcks

you got 
me so confused
never feel like
i'll
be enough for you

tell me
i'm all you think about
so what you miss me now?
but i
know the truth

you say 
you’re obsessed with me 
get me all attached to you
and then 
you’re gone again

but i still let you in my life
every single time
i swear 
i must have lost my
mind

cause 
you got
me so confused
never feel like 
i'll 
be enough for you 
(be enough for you)
then
you tell me I’m all yours
everything you’re looking for
what for

promise to stay 
but then
you’ll leave again

i'm all yours? (p.n9ck)

video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYCnp0JV2c0
mastered by fangs

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-

pour some rosé, some juice yea
we should just go on a cruise yea
stepping out, im in my boots ya
i know that bitch she gon choose ya
walk in the club and they all know my name, put ur drink on my tab, i cant lose yea
need all the drugs in the world in my body im mixing the molly and shrooms yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea
told you i could change your life yea
you is not worth of my time yea
no enemies in my sight yea
i just be coolin w my guys yea

i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
i can help you feel alright, right
i can help you feel al-
'joy being rude
i enjoy being rude
if i dont appeal to you, then i fuck ya momma too
i wake up and i get paid, wtf u wake up to
she pulls up and spread her legs n she ignoring u

aye i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck
i dont even really love you
i dont even really  love
i dont even really care about you
i dont really give a fuck

ya its big megatron nigga pay attentionnn

gonegirlcity

exulansis

exulansis (prod me) music vid in desc

twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

produced by me
deleting at the end of the week i dont like this one
lyrics:

tudo que eu fiz foi pra te ver feliz
nenhum resultado foi o que eu vi
disse que eu nao ia depender de ninguem
muito diferente foi o que eu fiz
eu sei que as horas passam mas eu aprendi
eu nao quero um final feliz
quase que eu desisto, foi por um triz
nem desapareci, eu so nao existi

eu nao quero mais saber
nem vou correr atras de voce
e nao corra atras de mim
por que eu nao vou responder
e eu nao quero mais te ver
um lugar pra me esconder
vou te deixar pra depois
ate voce entender

fala que acabou, fala que eu nao quero mais
fala que eu gastei meu tempo, fala nunca mais
falei pra me procurar, pra me encontrar
deus sabe eu te procurei em todo o lugar
toma a minha cabeça pra voce moldar
eu não vou deixar voce chantagear
nem vou deixar voce me atrapalhar
mas voce pode tentar (x2)

e a minha culpa (eu nunca quis)
fazer voce perder a luta (sabe o que diz)
me da algum tipo de ajuda
mas acabou dessa vez (eu sou mais um filha da puta)
voce nao me escuta (fala o que eu fiz)
nunca mais vou fingir que eu sou muda
tudo que faz mal gruda
quando eu desaparecer nao me busca

não me busca

Lyrics:

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far
More than a thousand words I said
and none of them made sense
Now it'll never be the same
Unlovable but...
Take words out my mouth
Give me poison, take me out
You know I'm still watching you but from afar
You know how it goes
While i'm on my own
My mind wanders to the worst place there is
I held onto hope
Promises unfold
And no matter what i do
I always run back to you
Sick and tired of you figuring me out

I'm sick and tired of you figuring me out (x4)

I broke your glass
This time I knew
You wanted something else
Forget the past
You fucked up too
And i won't tell a soul

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all!
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far

for the rest of your life

figure me out

Lyrics:

I see you get home drunk sometimes
I watched you fight and break a rib
You always yell when you're alone
I watched you lose all of your friends
You try to sit me and tell me what you do and don't regret
There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

I'm drawing out the plan
I'm gonna fix you with gasoline
I'm gonna burn what you really love

Open baskets
Fire on cans and dying maggots
I hear the fire crackle loudly
I burnt the house now I'm surrounded
If you're gonna kill me then do it loudly
I see myself in an open casket
I can't turn out like you wanted, sorry
A part of me wants to let you have it
I can't feel bad cause..

There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be a person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

learn yourself

Lyrics:
don't ask me how i feel
you know that you're the only one (you're the only one.. aah)

and don't ask me how i feel
about your brand new boy
when you made me cry for mine

and you say i act like someone else
when you don't even know yourself
what, do you think that i'm like this on purpose?

fuck me over, say it's best for us
and take control when you're the only one

i tell you i wanna stay, cause it's what you wanna hear
so what i don't wanna change? what's wrong with staying the same?
you miss when i still ten, way too young to understand
i know you wish you could start over again
so paint the walls get your cardboard boxes
guess i'll just know every part of "someone's" house
door that won't budge ever again
just toss away all your dirty carpets
say i remind you of him another time
and then you won't move ever again

i move boxes around!
i cry in the bus drive!
i cover my face!

(epic synth)

so what i don't wanna change
i like the way that i am
i'll stitch myself a new face
and leave the old one for them
one day i'm gonna be gone
and i'm not saying a word
the cardboard box will be mine
i'm throwing out all those rugs

cardboard boxes

Lyrics:

Say what you mean or don't talk at all
Lie to me again and you'll lose your face
Can I come over to your place?
I'll drive far if it's far away, and i know, i know, i know
I'll write your name when you look away
Show up at the worst time of day
Like you did, like you did, like you did, like you did

A lawnmower ran through my garden
And cut open my favorite flowers, wasted all of my hours
He cut open the door to my house
And cried on my shoulder for help
Said it's not the same around her

(Does she know your secret as well?)
(Does she know you love me still?)

So hide all you want
He called at me four told me one thousand words
Does she let you call her when you drink this much?

There's no need to hide
And I'll let all the plastic plants make up for all of the picture frames I didn't place

Aah aah

Didn't place!

(Steady and easy)
(Hang onto the threads cause you know that you need me)
(Fever dream i see you in the ceiling)
(And if loving you is this fucking hard)
(I'll never love someone again)
(Love again)

garden

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

room for one

cheerleader roadkill ?

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

Mindless Self Indulgence - Diabolical

Produced: Misogi
Vocals: Misogi
Background vocals: Little Shadows (@lilshdws), Jxsh (@jxshjxsh), Teddybear (@tddybrr)
Written: Teddybear (@tddybrr)
Co-Written: Misogi
Artwork: Ian Harris (https://www.instagram.com/latdeboy/)

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"Violent Candy" features Nessly (@nessly)
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"Little Brain" features nothing,nowhere. (@nothingnowheremusic)
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twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

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