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Skele x IOF - Seasonal Depression (branwen flip)

old song, made by me and @ er1ksn <3

winterhaven days
feels like yesterday
we kept our doors open
keys were tossed away
never shouldve stayed
fuck those winterdays

you called me up at night
to tell me i was dumb
i was so drunk one night
i called u up, it stung
in my heart for long
so thankful for the rum, now

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

summer at the place
we used to run away
u used to laugh when i
sung and acted lame
i hope u are ok
and that u are the same, as then

we played hide n seek
out there till the dawn
when i found u, u said
i took way too long
im thankful for those days
but they dont seem to fade, for me

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

a day to remember
then came november
u had to tell me
u were leaving

serenade to the girl who broke my heart in middle school

https://music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/worried-about-nothing

can we just pretend
that we planned everything the way it was
it wasn’t built in a day, but
more than anyone, you should know by now
that giving up hope takes time

can we just hang out? i don’t wanna talk right now
stare at myself
in the window
where’d the time go
used to see myself in you
But now i’d sell my soul for anything
that makes me feel like home isn’t so far away

can we just pretend
can we just pretend
can we just

other streaming <3

Can We Just Pretend

Just In Case

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

blood in my throw up w/ b4bylondon

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS: 
Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

I used to be nervous stepping into class
Head down, long hair outfit all black
Well the hair i guess i never changed,
consistent with my life and honestly i like it just that way
But back then i was different if problems arose id run away
Now im medicated, in a calmer state
Even when things get hectic i stay focused and conversate
Management position taught me alot and what i know today I owe to that,
out at night flip the camera if the photo black
I remember back in high school, staying late out after dark
I smoked my first bowl for a dollar in the woods behind charles park

A downstem of pen, into a gatorade bottle
I coughed so much god damn it awful
But at that time in my life i wasnt feeling like myself
I had a girlfriend in those days but i dont know if all the fights helped
I made changes to my life to better my health and now im feeling better

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

He's Dead And Its My Fault

Dahlia Oceania

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