Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


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at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

prod neverforever

lyrics:
you liked my post from your art account
i think its been some years since we've spoken now
im too scared to reach out
ill probably just embarrass myself

it seems like you're doing well
you really should be proud of yourself

so give it your hardest
and give it hell
i know you can do it
my poor angel that fell

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my angel

LUST ft. seejayxo

(2x)
coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay 

1 v 1 my johnson, you know she just gon swallow it
lbx my shawty really gotta buncha battle tech
yu-gi-oh i’m showing off that i got the master deck 
some of these emos was talking had to keep ‘em in check 
aye, smokin on straight gas i can drive a whip with it 
aye, y’all moves look reflected, like a wobbuffet 
aye, copycat y’all really look like boba fett 
hey, my flow just too crazy like a maniac 

coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay

COFFEE N WEED (forgetaboutme)

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

Don't Deserve Love (prod. The Sound Clown & Everythingmackk)

He's Dead And Its My Fault

produced by pekarot
thank yall for the support n love recently eee.. n sorry for the random upload but I very much needed to post *this* song, right now- but yeaa >_< im the happiest i can be ily and album with @rejectcore soon sort of :p

i even tried to get the light right
the same color you made it at night
cus i remember that like i remember you and everything i know you werent
and i will always remember everything you, do...
and everything that makes you a little bit, you...
im sorry if i sound fucking stupid but i just fucking miss you...
i only can be there for me now
cause dear grace it hurts to be now
the suns down, and i dont think that its gone come out
this whole songs generic, i know
but what about christmas? 
and what about the bunny we built 
that i cant even have on my desk?
because it hurts my heart too much
because it hurts my heart too much
i wish i didnt fuck this up
i thought we worked easier

i even tried to get the light right
and it still sucks cause YOU didn't do it
the same color you made it at night
thats right now, thats right now......
cause i remember that.
i do, i do;
i remember you :(
all i wanted was to hold your hand
and make sure that we could rule the land
and plant our memories deep in the sand
for people in the future to understand
I HAD THE WORST PAIN IN MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME
WHEN I HEARD THOSE MEOWS IN MY CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE NOW
dear grace im sorry for the bad minutes
and i guess for all the smiles given, if any.
this whole song is pointless
but what about christmas? 
what about your legos we aint get to build?
what about the handbrake i aint get you girl?
what about your pretty music video?
what about your...
FAVORITE NECKLACE, OH NO
did i fuck it up enough to go?
i know i did but i love you with my heart and more.

favorite necklace/i remember you

Remedy

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Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/minnimorgue
I did an acoustic cover of @yvngcrow - Wasting Time. This is still my favorite song anyone's ever done on one of my beats.

He's Dead And Its My Fault

Dahlia Oceania

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