😈

maybe we can try
to stick together

cus everything besides you
doesn’t mean too much 

oh baby i don’t mind
that you barely try

oh baby i wont lie
you’re my favorite type

we don’t say much
yet i’m staring at your face
like i’m in love with you

the things i write about
make me wonder if i’ll
ever get to be with you

i’d play some duster
sitting next to her
and whisper in her ear
“i love you, dear”

i love you, dear

i still cant say goodbye, looking into her eyes

 her lips they felt so soft and her hips they moving slow as we danced(we danced). 

i lost,i lost.

 i cant believe it,i cant believe it.

 holding onto you as it rains outside. but its in my head. you were in my arms

(vocalizing) 


her lavender scent, 

her beautiful eyes. 

i miss her touch. 

i miss her kiss. 

i miss everything. 

i lost everything. i,i.....

i cant say goodbye

Please don’t go
Please don’t go
I wanna see you shine
See you shine

You make me
You make me
nervous every time
I see your smile

So I will wait for you
I will wait for you

i think a lot about killing myself

honestly, i still don’t know who to be for you
i wish you’d put a gun to the nape of my neck
or dig a knife into my fucking trachea
anything, for me
i wish you would

i think you’re so pretty babe, i want to die at your hands
feel them around my throat knuckles white hands clasped tight
just string me up to bleed with all of these feelings i still can’t begin to perceive
anything, for me
i wish you would

(i swear
when i close my eyes
your face bores holes right back into mine)

snowfall with you

losing

produced by erralovesyou & w. summers.

i've been tryna say some
i dont like the chasing
for you ill keep going
anytime
& when the day's gone
i'll probably stay up
& think of your face throughout the 
night & day
& night & day
& night & day
& night & day

feverdreams

10 Teen Suicide - Swallow

old gray - wolves (jam session acoustic)

From the album "town" (DWL020)

deaddrunkwithlove.com/dwl020

kitchen - november prayer

the filename is too nsfw for soundcloud

dear valentine

i dont know if u still exist or not
but why would i even want to know
its hard for me to go outside
when my bed still smells like your blouse

moving to a new house
with maple leaves falling from the skies
remeber the times back at our town?
i remember how much you loved the fall

bitting my fingers makes me wanna die
theres some kind of wierd shit in life sometimes

are you crying?
cause i want to cry
but its hard with everyone looking aroud
so ill just light a cigarette or a joint
and let myself enjoy being on my own

no good valentine (i lost you) - demo

Epilogue

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

call me maybe (carly rae jepsen cover)

Wish i could talk to you
Wish you could talk to me too

Wish i could say your name
Without feeling like i do
Scaring you

I don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again

Miss walking in the snow
I miss the places we would go
I miss being your friend
I miss being around you
Around you

And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

Miss

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call me maybe (carly rae jepsen cover)

dandelion hands

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