SAKURAドロップス / 面影

SAKURAドロップス

思い出せば
数え切れない
数え切れないくらい
窓を開けたら、光が差して
わたしの影も残さず
連れて行ったよ
きっとこれは運命ね
だっておかしいもの
さっきまでの風景が
ひとつも思い出せない
待って、そこじゃなくて
こっちへ来てよ、ねえ
さっきまでの2人
この際、捨てて
きっとこれは運命ね
だっておかしいもの
さっきまでの風景が
ひとつも思い出せない
待って、そこじゃなくて
こっちへ来てよ、ねえ
さっきまでの2人
この際、捨ててしまえばいい

omoidaseba
kazoekirenai
kazoekirenai kurai
mado o aketara , hikari ga sashite
watashi no kage mo nokosazu
tsureteittayo
kitto kore wa unmeine
datte okashī mono
sakki made no fūkei ga
hitotsu mo omoidasenai
matte , soko janakute
kocchi e kiteyo , nē
sakki made no futari
kono sai , sutete
kitto kore wa unmeine
datte okashī mono
sakki made no fūkei ga
hitotsu mo omoidasenai
matte , soko janakute
kocchi e kiteyo , nē
sakki made no futari
kono sai , suteteshimaeba ī



Mass of the Fermenting Dregs - Dramatic

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

no more sports - triple a games

no more sports - bye wayne

FACGCE, Capo 3

thousand times i've told you i'm not one to save
helping hand i made sure that you knew your place

i know my place, i know my place, i know my place, i know my place,

hey even though i said i'd fuck you up
i can't stand to see you get like this
i don't wanna be the one
that has to run around
and tell you that you're missed
even though i said i'd listen
lately you stopped making sense
i'm not good enough to treat
the parasite disease
that’s been plaguing your head
maybe i just don't understand

even though i said
that they’re nothing but words
my brain still tries to find
something to get behind
and even for no reason
i'll still look for meaning
there's nothing here to gain

i'm as ill as you say
with nothing left to give
malnourished, turning gray
just look me in my face
when i talk to you
cry but have a reason
don't act like you always knew
maybe i was right
and in the end i'd grasp at you
trying hard to hold you still as you leave, as you leave

and if i begged you to listen
maybe i'd get you to give me some time
maybe i'd be just like back when you cared
but really you'd shut me off
i want your pity so hear me out
i should embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love

i will stay still in the memory
here we don’t move and you’re still there
and nothing ever changed at all today
i tried my best to cure our symptom

ooh ooh ooh ooh

symptom

i don't think heaven is real but i hope i get to see my dogs again

look up at the sky

потёмкин — аметист (01.09)

MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ3SP-cjS98

ミニアルバム『琥珀色が沈むまでは』全曲試聴トレイラー
https://youtu.be/_ROaxq8XEDA

ソレイユ

Crystal Castles - Leni

繋いだら 離れて
うまくはいかないものだと 
だれも知らない 季節が
笑ってた気がしていた

キスをする、傷の跡に。
燃えないでいる 春の匂いでさえも
いつか、僕を飲み干してしまったんだ
そんな君の季節にそっと

ぼくは、笑えていた？
空は泣いてた。 
言葉にならない 
君の明日と揺れていたいことも忘れてた
気づけば どんな話さえも
だんだん燃えていく、こころに咲いた
青は消えないで  海になっていく。
僕らの淡い傷色、抱いて溶かしていくように。


退屈ささえも 慣れていくこと
足りない心で 空を仰いだ、夢。


ぼくは わらえていた？
きみじゃないこと。
ぼくは わかっていた。
きみじゃないの。