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Identity Loss

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y31Mr2VJJ3o
idk
Download: johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme
second half with guitars done by yours truly

I'm so sick
I'm so tired
Mouth is shut
Mouth is wired
Cut ya self from the truth
Always listen to to the liars
Humans are disgusting
They are rusty
They are musty
Degenerate slime get away from me
I can't comprehend
How ya fidget through your team
Get out of my life just like my wisdom teeth
And you running out of time and you running out of-
Vigaro Vigaro through my eyes you can see the whole
And travel the burrows of everything sorrow
'77 the Hausu welcome to heaven
The flashbacks up to vietnam
And everything see a cong
Don't lie don't breathe stop talking to me (repeated)

Don't lie
Don't breathe
Stop talking to me
(inaudible shit)
(inaudible word) eternity
Top of reality
You can't fathom me
I will shatter you
I will a splatter you
On the floor and walls
You just fall and fall down

the middle east

Falling Babylon (Prod. CXRPSE)

idk
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v5LNp2clJs
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Time isn't real
its faker than the meat in a happy meal
I wanna fuck myself, the only love i feel
The nightmares up and arise, trapped in my own silent hill
Or the Dark Side Of Nature, and i will rule till killed
I cannot coexist with my cerebrum
Overthinking till hurts, cause implosion
Communication death, no oxygen
Primal state once again, I'm only semen
And whats the reason
You live in treason
There are no seasons
I cannot a ask of thee of what you really want from me
I am a degenerate, I'm straight edge but I'm edgy
Chanting through the woods and screaming that i want to be free
The universe shows it, it disintegrates my body
Shattered my reality
Atom to a galaxy
That into a universe
Im more worthless than a fucking germ
Chanting through the woods and screaming that i want to be free
The universe shows it, it disintegrates my body

Special snowflake fucking dead (repeated)

No Theme

Shattered Reality

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

it's not an "O" in nocturnal. it's a zero "0" fyi

Nights are starry (x8)
My head hurts
No more like agitated
I feel like i am in the matrix
I dont know mate
Why do I care so much about certain humans
The feeling i get, disturbs the pain in my stomach, in my stomach
Now I'm passed out on the floor
The tube turns on and it gets to pumpin
I can't function
Yea this over mate
I'll spaz on you kitties mate
Scrape you up with a rake
Comatose in this dusty crate
Brainstorming its all darkness
Why am i like this
I still don't know

There are so many things I've learned in one night even though it was wasted. I wanted to do it only once and mentally I felt prepared but I should've known that the environment and the humans would've ultimately affected me. But even though it was a time wasted I've took away some things that I guess are pretty interesting.
Fuck the bullshit I'm fucking done (x3)

I ain't got time for none of you fake fucking snakes
Dreamside takin over, we the fucking new age
(some ad-libs skrrrrt)
 Imma just prove everyone wrong
You are not real
Just a dumb thought, thot
Coming thru you know it's who
Johnnascus i am the move
Fuck the Rappers
Fuck the Rockstars
Fuck the Singers
Fuck the Popstars
I am the young demigod
Demi
God
And I will
Destroy all
(some shit talking)
Oh my
What has 
Even risen
Over there
It looks so
Bloody different
You are not gon' tie my entire
My entire life
I want your demise
I want your demise
Trust, humans
Even fucking less
Cause of one bad apple the race some fucking pests
I ain't got time for none of you fake fucking snakes
Dreamside takin over we the fucking new age

I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die alone
But i am gonna die
I am gonna die alone (whole thing repeated)

N0cturnal Jounrney

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Back on the fire
Run up on me
Lights get to flashin
Seizure in me
I can't hold it all
The nut that's in me
Stuck on the rave floor
Eternity
Chaos Control all
And all of you freeze
Now get to dancin
Just me and just me
Snort all the cocaine
Imma fiend
And all the meth too
bling bling

I just wanna rave in the night
See the neon lights on
The molly and nitron
It's getting to me
Cyber goth with the pigtails
She looking like down there
Her penis just whips out
It's bigger than (whole thing x2)

Nut, bop it (x8)
Nut, bop it
I can't stop it
Nut i feel so, fucking nauseous
And I'm losing my conscious
This is so like preposterous
Techno fucking dance
Put me in that trance i like
Where I'm floating off the ground
Cannot feel my skin or life
Take away my energy
And my fist is in the air and I'm saying
Jump jump pump it up (x8)

*when you on too my drugs*

I just wanna rave in the night
See the neon lights on
The molly and nitron
It's getting to me
Cyber goth with the pigtails
She looking like down there
Her penis just whips out
It's bigger than (whole thing x2)

Death Rave (Prod. Legs Like Twigs)

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Before The Rave (Interlude)

idk
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaz4Q9RbByg
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Lovely Sweet Dreams
Emulating life
Then it shattered my
Reality
I take seeds
And plant them all
Inside me
Yea yea you right
The purple skies
The giant wants to take my life
The sun that's in the dark abyss
The streets of violence of the district
The man of grey
Take me away
I don't wanna stay
In this awful place
I want the night (x4)

Never get destination
Journey falls to mutilation
Then i weave a new path cause i am a spider
Teddy bear comes up to me and tells me of a future vision
But i didn't even listen so where am i now
All in all this shit sucks, i wanna be in the clouds
I wanna get buck alone unless she down
Double edged sword "love" just kill me now
Or i'll tie her up then eat my future spouse
All in all you fucks sucks
Imma make you go riddens
 You wanna get buck
Imma choke you till constriction
All in all you fuckys suck and imma make go good riddens
You wanna get buck (screams)

In a dream
So sweet
It's lovely
Escape me
Forty hours
In a nightmare
Help me, help me
Nevermind
Get away from me
I dont need
Anyone or body
Out of my, vaccinity
I'm not Johnnascus
I am no king
I am no god
I am me (repeated)

Dreams Lovely Sweet

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Sometimes i cannot see how you want me to be
Well, i know what i want to be
And i know
The storm outside wants me dead but im not tryna die right now
I wanna live my life
I wanna do things extraordinary
Some people might say im being a retard or I'm being happy but I'm just telling the truth
I'm being honest with myself right now
I wanna do everything that this life has to offer me
I want to change the world
I want to change the world
I just want to travel
Want to travel
Take a journey
On the Odyssey
Nobody can fucking stop me
Who gon' stop me

Track #1

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

I say i see
But i say i always see
Looking through the glass
See my wonders fall at last
Where do you wanna go
I can take you there
To the other world
Do not be scared
But I say I see
And i see right through your old lies
I only speak truth
Never told a lie
You live in a false
State of mind

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't want no more sight
Come and i'll scoop out
Wake up you have no more
EYES. EYES. EYES. EYES.

I hear energy
I feel vibrations with touch
You won't for long
You are getting weak
You're not that strong
Just wait for me
I will not wait
I'll muster and gain my strength
You don't realize
That it is too late
Succumb to death
Decay 

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't have no more sight
Your soul is now mine
Your soul is now mine

Where Are My Eyes

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Moving towards nothing
I'm in a prison
Colour is grey
Its purgatory
I go to sleep
Then masturbate
Then i go eat
Rotting my brain
Feeding it nonsense
Keep all the helpful things at a good distance
Maybe self destructive
Maybe loathe attention
I don't know maybe i should just stop-

I was just
I was in a rut
In a bad state of mind
Will not go back this time
I'll try a little
But i have discipline
Will not divulge in it 

Have no self control
Tried a lot of it
And it's sucking me in
The grey takes all my tints
I don't want to go back
I don't want to go back to

Living this damn life
Living this shit life of
Moving towards nothing
I'm in a prison
Colour is black
I don't know what is
I go to sleep
Repressed Energy

Stuck (repeated)
I want to leave
I want to flee
Want to escape
Want to be free (repeated)

Trapped

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Go, i don't wanna feel no more i know
I don't wanna take the world i stole
Put me in the darkness
Leave me in the cold
I don't wanna feel no more but,
Overtime
I just cry
Every night
Don't know why
Stuck in my head
To feeling energy
Took too many hits of LSD
It has opened a gate of empathy that takes a path all the way to
My heart, My heart, My heart, oh you don't wanna take my heart (repeated)

Yea, yea, said and I did it yea (repeated)

My heart, My heart, My heart, oh you don't wanna take my heart (repeated)
The mind and heart cannot separate
They are intertwined where i allocate
This suppressed energy
I don't want to waste it
I'll kundalini
I don't wanna cut them off but
My emotions must not control me

Where Is My Heart

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

My space infested by the ancient crawlers of the dark
Always had us out numbered
Even from the start
See a crawler it escapes the fury of my wrath
But i know there's thousands more hiding in the cracks
Paranoia in my head 
Laying on my back
Body's paralyzed the creature starts to roam back
Growing to a larger size than the demigod
Look into it's ancient eyes then it starts to gnaw

Roaches (repeated)
Roaches
Body's potent 
Swarm like locust
Focus
I will crack them with my footing
Shatter
They just shatter, white is oozing
Out there fucking bodies
Who is losing

Roaches

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Realize the truth (x2)
What these people want from me the truth (x3)
Imma Scream
Fucking Shout
Do not care 
You can pout
If this the storm
Then I'm the rage
Feel my anger you will feel my pain
I'm depressed
Kinda like
Feel like
Hella stressed
Want the checks
Nevermind
Fuck the money
Where's My Mind
Go into a room
Don't know where to go
Go into a home
Where the fuck's my home
I don't even know
Going in a spiral (x2)
Where the fuck the chaos

What the fuck the chaos say
What the fuck the chaos and the madness say
I be spazzin (repeated)

In The Moment

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Going blank
Going dead
Nothing left 
I want
To say
It is all just gone
Nothing to spawn
It's all just lines
That bring no bloody feeling to the soul
Nor contemplate with neurological
Just burnt out as charredest coal
It's time to take the martyr role
Do i kill or do the killing?
Well it's two sides of the same coin 
Martyr role against me 
Martyr role against me
Please God repent me
Martyr Role against me
Satan Repent me
Martyr Role against me
Luna repent me

Hold on,
I thought I was atheist
There is no god
There's only law
Of the physical and mother nature
Souls are a waste
Then get to pseudo 
Open my third eye
But first my chakras they must be
Aligned (×7) 
Now it's time to astral projection
To the 4th dimension and sever ties with the physical to ascend to the highest realms past the interdimensionals to become one with consciousness

but consciousness didn't like me

Crash down
To Helheim
To Purgatory
To Tartarus
To Hell
Same Place Different Story 
You're trapped there for eternity

Martyr

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
They shatter
And are broken
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Caught lock jaw
Can't open
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Feel the pain as i choke and bleed
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
I can't escape my own body
Can't ask for help
I can't even speak
They think im deranged, mental, weak
Walking around with teeth falling out 
Then i found a way to end it all now
End this physical prison that i'm in
This threshold of pain, i cannot stand it
There's only one way to end it all in a blip
You know what is,
Do not have say it

Clenched Jaw

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

KILLING ALL THESE RAPPERS THEY SOME DART TAGS.
I FUCKING HEAD SMASH.
YOUR BODY ON THE CEMENT.
NO LONGER HUMAN.
YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.
GO HEAD, DISOWN ME.
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

1 2 3 4.
YOUR HEAD JUST BLOW.
RIGHT OFF YOUR BODY.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING GROW.
I DO NOT CARE.
I'LL TAKE YOUR LIFE.
CAUSE I DO NOT CARE BOUT MUHFUCKIN MINE.
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE 
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

*SCREAM*
*AD-LIBS*
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

Reality Of Resentment (Prod. LC2K & JOHNNASCUS)

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

BMG:
so much energy
the fodder cannot be compared to me
i’m a travesty
jagged immolation through your cavity
i’m the majesty
in a boss battle
hard to handle
rocket packin’
and abandoned
self commanding
hell combatant
marked up
by my attachment

bitch i hit quad damage
with the gauss cannon
in a butchery
and i’m the bloody craftsman
summoner up in a chokehold
i just broke bold
with the black magic
horns up on me
2k damage
bitch, claws in you like that
new tricks, alter shit, fuck you 
*scream*

Demigod:
verse1: 
eeeeeee i 
Want you really want from me i
Oh really wanna see i
Oh sometimes you never see i
Stuck in a room
4 walls, grey color
What do i do
So i just sit here wanting to decay
But i can't
So i lay
What do i do (repeated)

verse2
(kumo)
what do i do
very honest question
That i ask myself
Every single day 
Continue to contemplate
To escape the rat race
My thoughts do not reflect my actions
So it's time to go on 
Rampage
And escape the cage
Of tame
What hell am i?
Demigod
Don't wanna live to
Be a pawn
To the world or my
Own self
Kill the bad habits
They stale
They just destroy my
Brain cells
They belong to
Past times
They just stunt my growth
So i
Drag them by the neck
To Hel-
Heim
To be forever frozen in time

Baron V2 (Ft. BRUHMANEGOD) [Prod. Landfill & JOHNNASCUS]

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

*hums and says stuff*

I'm so sick 
I'm so sick and tired yes
I will cut the wire stress
I will cut the wir-
Do
Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
Caught Off Guard
Never Looking
Life ain't easy as it seems
Do Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
You underestimate my fucking being
You shall pay for false judging

Pay (×6)
now say your fucking grace

The Miniscule Kill

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Living in denial
Till you get like fucked bro
Living like the nile
Till you get like cut throat
Bleed into river
As you see the blood go
Mix in with the water
Chaos entered the flow
Imma take off
Ain't no fucking meyday
Ain't no fucking mistake
Lord JOHNNASCUS imma
Alien ok k k
You wan try to erase me
Can't do that oh no no way
I will just infect the world
In people's hearts or like a virus
. . *kumo fucker*
I just want more eyes
To see all the time
Pierce through all the phalilicies 
And you could never creep on me
Look at all realities
See all possibilities
Cause this life ain't thrilling me
I need something real extreme
kumo fucker (repeated)

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