i forgot the prod i’ll look tmrw

mixed by p0wder

friends with benefits

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

i can feel us getting distant, i know that you can feel it too
dont wanna deal with my emotions, 
maybe i could give them to you

just hold them for a bit
i promise ill be quick 
just need a little break
but maybe its too late for that

tensions so thick i could cut it like butter
just need to take a breath and maybe another

anything to stop my heart from racing
baby could you stop it, lets just face it
i think its time you realize that we never meant to be

baby i cant tell if you hate me or not
need to get my shit together, but for now ill just rot 
im always disassociating cuz im in my head a lot
staring into space, looking like im lost

sometimes i just dont feel like im real
starving myself, im missing out on plenty meals
workin my ass off just for no results
always in pain, need to take a day off

and everything just works together to tear me down
feeling more lost everyday, im burnt out

Disassociating

3 AM IN HELL PROD SUZUKKI X GOSHA

Bob's Bazaar Bizarre prod by ERROR.MP3

White Tee w/ Nax Hardy, FøRD, Antiislost, Wokely, Halfhearted (prod. Graydawn)

(prod. noah birch)

blood running down my hand
i did it again
and theres no thought there
rotting brain its the end

and would you feel my pain
just keep digging deeper
till theres nothing but veins
ill just kick my feet up

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

im sick of wasting my time on people that just come and go
i used to hate myself, i hate myself some more
its so low i know

i was vulnerable to you
told you all my problems and my issues
that was my mistake i made
it happened all over...

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

veins (noah birch)

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up daisies hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (w/ notahero) (malloy x jkei)

Vocals by Crizzy White, Carlby, Horosha
Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, Horosha
Mastered by Crizzy White

Carlby - https://soundcloud.com/carlby
Horosha - https://soundcloud.com/horoshavibes

Verse 1 (Crizzy White):
In your absence 
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water 
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care 
I'm asking why you have to leave 
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there 
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep 

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids 

Verse 2 (Carlby)
Now I'm sinking
But I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper
To the bottom
I say bottoms up
Won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

(Carlby, Crizzy White, Horosha)
Underneath 'til I can't breathe
No matter what I do
I cannot please you
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

Verse 3 (Crizzy White)
When it comes to her there's no talking back 
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh 
Push me off into the water where my head will crash 
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack 
And I would fall too deep 
I would fall six feet 
I would land into the water with my breath empty 
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming 
Why'd you hurt me like this 
Is this your fucking sick dream

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids

Drowning w/ Carlby

boats n hoes (cashwaysantana, eyeoffate)

lyrics:

One more life is all
 all i ask
 so i can make it last
 the memories
 that i threw all away for 
 a temporary fix
 throw me in a ditch
 cut me and my wrist
 i deserve this shit 
 karma is a bitch 
 Cursed me like a witch 
 Losing all i love 
 Oh i've had enough 

 Far away i'll go 
 My stories not yet told
 I'll prove them wrong i know 
 I'll be someone's hope 
 I can't find a reason not to cry

karma is a bitch (prod. neverforever)

production by https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

Loss of words for the way I feel
Don’t seem real
Life seems fake
When you’re feeling this way
Loss of hope
Don’t know how to deal
Can we cut the reel? 
This scene so outplayed
Just static on a screen

Need a lil contrast
A lil brightness
No dial
Can’t find it
Broken tape
Can’t rewind it
Controller
No batteries
All the knobs broke off the T.V.
Stuck on channel 3
And everyone knows that show’s boring

Won’t promise a thing
Growing tired
Like I’ve already seen
Everything
And everyone
Life on rerun
Mind’s on repeat
Pressing skip
Don’t do a thing
Left unpleased
Told everyone
This still weighs a ton

Loss of words for the way I feel
Don’t seem real
Life seems fake
When you’re feeling this way
Loss of hope
Don’t know how to deal
Can we cut the reel? 
This scene so outplayed
Just static on a screen

Yeah, life’s just static on a screen
Bby, can you save me?
Please just hold me here
And break this constant

static (prod. wstdyth)

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static (prod. wstdyth)

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