lyrics -

 Before you say, anything
Just let me in
I lost my grip,
Out of touch with
Who I want to be

Blur you out just to feel nothing
Now I’m desperate to know someone
Waking up and I’m here again
Can’t move forward to back then
Weather the stone till we loose trust
And our reflections aren’t enough
Waking up and I’m here again
All I remember is you
Lately I’ve been calling out to hold on
I’m turning over in the night and I can’t feel you there
Can’t shake the feeling I’m scared
I can’t feel you right there I can’t feel you right

I woke up too another empty room
The tension pulls me under
And I know what I’ll be
I swear to god ill find out me
No use living in a dream
I’m waiting

Blur you out just to feel nothing
Now I’m desperate to know someone
Waking up and I’m here again
Can’t move forward to back then
Weather the stone till we loose trust
And our reflections aren’t enough
Waking up and I’m here again
All I remember is you
Lately I’ve been calling out to hold on
I’m turning over in the night and I can’t feel you there
Can’t shake the feeling I’m scared
I can’t feel you right there I can’t feel you right

all i remember w/ Woven in Hiatus and September stories

Inspired by the film my neighbour totorro , with Society of scum 

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4. Totorro w/ SXRU, RIP 3.7, 85RELIC (Prod. The Sound Clown)

Lyrics:
no she wont wake till the sun rise
but i wont live through the night time
swear to god she was on my side
but now i guess that its my time

sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream

notcursed:
i can't fall asleep without a nightmare
call me crazy but it helps me when ur right there
cannot scream through all the noise
of those who don't care
crying out your name
tell me that you're still here

freeze up
freezing air pulls through your teeth
i need to wake up
somebody wake me from this sleep
oh but the sleep bugs
feasting over me
i'm so rotted by defeat

20ofive:
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream

Sleep Walk Ft notcursed (prod.5head)

car crash w lil boi blu (dead spyro)

you don't understand...that i miss you

Thank you vails for the fire feat.

I MISS YOU feat. Vails (prod. homeboyjakob)

lyrics

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

i wake up
i taste
i felt loved once
but thats not enough

im making it worse for myself 
like ok i fucking know
i cant cry no tears no more
im left w/o a soul
took my heart from out my chest
not the only thing u stole
sabotaging what i have
i thought id have outgrown

its like im writing the same song everynight
i cant cry for help it failed the last time
if u want a heart then u can have mine
passed out in ur arms 
but i just cant die

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

disappear .

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

then, i saw myself [prod bailey daniel]

produced by caves

lyrics:

seele:
hey i like u, where u comin from?
i like ur dark hair and her eyes are hazel brown
she put me on her playlist, she listen to my songs
u got me up and down cause i don't know what she wa-a-a

she got me real bad, catching feelings really fast
oh my brains hurtin, words that i won't understand
too busy makin music, forgot to eat all day
god i am so obsessed with it, she asks "are u okay"

(watchin out the window, i see the sunlight fade
talking to u is like the best time of the day)

GIRL I DON'T GET UR INTENTIONS
I AM STUPID I DON'T GET A SINGLE THING
CAN U JUST GO I DON'T WANT U AS A FRIEND
HOW DO U THINK IT'S OKAY?

4given:
sometimes i am sure i am still hung up on u
and sometimes i am sure i am so pathetic for the thought of ur shirt
next to my bed and all these kisses now hurt
cause they ain't comin from u
i grind my teeth now they're loose 
reaching seems so pointless even after second tries
all u do is talking abt feelings for another gu-y-y
did he reach ur heart so much more?
that u walk right out of my door 
atleast u won't scream at me no more
(atleast that, yeah)

seele:
reaching for my heart, rip it out my chest
shawty u so pretty u makin me nervous
oh hi can i see u?
oh hi i think i like u a lot
u so pretty i can't get my eyes of off u
come and sit right next to me, we both enjoy the view
the trees are catching colors and the flowers start to bloom
i think i'll stay here with u

<3<3<3

hey, i like u (ft. 4given)

Valley of Death

Listen on Spotify

absence ft. 6obby (prod. lilidentitycrisis)

Thanks for your patience. 

Produced by Saint Tomorrow
Audio Engineer: Brody and Ciel
Recording Engineer: Ryan Brun
Written by Davy Joseph 

Lyrics:
Only if you could see how much you’re glowing,
Lovely.
I can’t focus on the road, with your cold hand on the back of my neck, 
I fold. 
Adoring the wrinkles on your nose when you laugh at the very worst of my jokes. 

Oooooooo

Darling just say the word, And I’ll take you anywhere you want to go
Just keep in mind that the northern lights lights
 can’t hold a match to the colors of your eyes
And god forbid tonight is our last goodbye
Watch you morph into the wind through the pines


Only if you could see how much you’re glowing,
Lovely.
I can’t focus on the road, with your cold hand on the back of my neck, 
I fold. 
Adoring the wrinkles on your nose when you laugh at the very worst of my jokes.

Morph Into The Wind (W/ KYNA)

Davy Joseph