u fucking hurt me...

those days i need to cope

days to waste playlist

Daily Drops #85

@qawikamri
both of my friends doesn't have soundcloud
buzzhead
mylo ping

Lyrics:-
QAWI KAMRI
i can't change my ways
demons in my brain 
im trapped in my own cage
always end up in pain

ice cold got the temperature dropping
my heart has a space but no feeling
i feel like my friends are slowly leaving
ive been searching for a meaning

my mum said get off the bed
i can't move a muscle i feel like im dead
well i got some shit inside my head
slowly fading i feel like im on some meds

useless, i feel useless all the time now
holding all my tears back, and you know now
fighting, ive been fighting for years now
no one even cares so i dont even try now

sorry, sorry for the love i can't give
sorry for the times i've wasted
sorry for all my mistakes
im sorry for everything

BUZZHEAD
I can turn down my voice
So just follow your fantasy
But I wouldn’t be me
If I keep on holding it

Let me show that i care
Show me that you fight fair
Stuck in my own nightmare
I need you but you’re not there

I dont wanna fight all night
I dont wanna cry all night
You say you’re alright, alright
Bitch i be alright, alright

MYLO PING
nauseate
nauseate
so much shit inside my head
in my wake
ive been tryna elevate 
prototype
ive been up tryna be great
no mistake
ah ah

i dont wanna miss her but  i can hear her calling
sorry for the way i am but i have never bothered
petty shit not caring sorry i misscalled and 
like my wraps around my racket whack it like its nothing

pull it back pull the strap on my ashaway
flick my wrist as i place it you can go away
in my back as a space for my short escape
nauseous i feel nauseous i dont wanna change

stuck in my own nightmare (feat. buzzhead, mylo ping)

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

check her out! @juliaalexa
produced by chillsebs
Written and Performed by Sage

where we'll go (feat.  Julia Alexa)

Wait For Me

Weight

Weight (Acoustic)

Hood Up (feat. HunnaV)

dirty heart brad

dishonest + vexed (capsctrl)

Featuring " https://soundcloud.com/deadroseofficial "

@prettyboywoe - heartbreak bandit 💔 feat. jack de vil (prod. @bruferrbeatz)

Dark Matter

Original Song "Lovesick" Written and recorded by Days To Waste
Mixed / Masterd / Co-Prod by SayWeCanFly

Lyrics:
Lay my soul to rest
All my brokenness
Take away everything
Cuz I'm such a mess
In the dead of night
Swear I'll be alright
Never be, never sleep
Singing to the sky
Can I keep you here?
Been a couple years
Since I've felt like I need something to endear
Pull my body near
Wipe away my tears
Then leave me to decay

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

Catch your whispers while I sleep
Watch a shadow through the trees
Tear my heart out as it beats
Cuz for you I would do anything
But the silence is so loud
I'm a ghost with no sheet now

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

And you told me that im everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
The saddest part is I believe
And you say that im your everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
I'm the monster underneath your ceiling.

Lovesick

Lovesick (feat. SayWeCanFly)

featuring kais
prod. 16preme

Lyrics:

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Am I in love? I can't remember. 
I hope we get together this December...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Reaching out to you is hurting
my insides are turning
flick the ash off this wood that keeps burning
am I in love
my head is running circles
am i enough?
I cant keep dodging hurdles

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Can we start over? (ft. kais)

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

All My Little Scars, Vol. 2

What U Doin Up RN (feat. Drippin So Pretty)

Promise

3 A.M

Days to Waste - 3 A.M

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

Lyrics and Vocals by: 7WOUNDS
Produced by: IOF
Mixed and Masterd by: Chris Freeman (XLHC)
Cover Art by: llogan

LINKS!!!
(Lyrics after links)


IOF: 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/prodbyiof 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/prodbyiof 

Traktrain:
https://traktrain.com/iofbitch 

Beatstars:
https://prodbyiof.beatstars.com/ 

Soundcloud (MAIN):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ft4hb 

Soundcloud (BEATS):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/acuye 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0k1O56LBSBVbS4De1vBNDf



EXTRA LARGE HOLIDAY CARD
(CHRIS FREEMAN): 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2jfvYlfqx5eA71jqycOYUe 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/extra-large-holiday-card/1518660359 

Soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w825P 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/XLHC_ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/xlhc_ 

Bandcamp:
https://extralargeholidaycard.bandcamp.com/ 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCAB2Cdde1j-T0I7gYzRei8w


LLOGAN: 

Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5M2q5W7zyrWRI3cmL4QTUy 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/llogan/1465207162 

Soundcloud:
@llogansux 

Instagram:
www.instagram.com/llogansux/ 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/llogansux 

Bandcamp:
https://llogan.bandcamp.com/


ALSO LISTEN TO "HOT MULLIGAN"



Lyrics:

Not so fast
One more second is all I ask
Before you throw me away for good
How will I live
All I wanted was what you couldn't give
And I wouldn't ask even if you could 

Go away go away
No I just wanna talk to you but you won't hear me
I think I think
You wouldn't be acting like this if you knew how I see things
One more chance
Is all I ask from you
One more dance
Under the light of the moon