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Chorus:
Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

Verse:
Long talks on the weekends
Know I gotta wake up I can feel it
And I know that your face is a dream and
I'm never getting up, my body felt so stuck

Feel like I'm tripping over everything
I can't see in front of me
Terrified of all the lying melodies you gave to me
Laying in your linen sheets
I can't ever fucking sleep
Maybe every once in awhile you just come and lay with me

Chorus:
Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did
Grown so tired and I can't believe that
You'd blow fire to all of our secrets
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

Verse:
We held each other close, so weak
Your eyes made it so hard to speak, yeah
That summer was the end of me
For years I found it hard just to breathe at all

Breakdown:
Say you tryna cope, but you never did
Kind of late now, but I'm sorry
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did
I'm sorry that I put it all on me

Build:
Now I'm breaking all the walls down
Building up my letdowns
Building up a let down
Never meant it

Chorus:
Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did
Grown so tired and I can't believe that
You'd blow fire to all of our secrets
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

Now I'm breaking all the walls down
Building up my letdowns
Building up a let down
Never meant it

i never did

i never did (feat. Days to Waste)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTRa2qHuBhc&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

unforgettable

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7cEHmU9mHQuoYD8nQznoXy?si=fdd44e6a98054ea1

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEaVPM1WVhk&t=1s&ab_channel=ghosthands

silent walls (reimagined)

Wait For Me

when the sky gets dark

los angeles

i don't want to get destroyed again 

prod: jewelryboy
master: @onlyfriendyeah

didn't want to but i let it hurt
put it on me, we can make this work 
will you still want me when i sleep in dirt
giving me poison, baby do your worst
god i'm so
psychotic 
paranoid, i'm so fucked
somebody did me in 
break my voice
i don't want to get destroyed again

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

holy ghost 
i feel it 
hands up 
that's the spirit 
hold me close
it's real
it's hard to show it's killing me 
take it all off 
baby won't you be 
good for me?
take it all off 
baby won't you be
around,
too long 
i can't calm down 

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

i cave through 
i'm sorry that i love you 
don't tell me that i saved you 
don't tell me that i saved you

poison

Daydream

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop