produced/mixed by @daywxtch
written by @daywxtch

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i need to find me, quit tryna find you
i did my due, i did my due diligence
but it couldn't even fix this affliction i've been feeling
i just wanna get fucked and sedated

don't ask me to be here, i can't feel
I CAN'T FEEL!

two am, i stay up
i just wanna feel young

i wake up tryna fuck in the function
can't function without my phone
i don't answer questions, can't handle it
i like to bite my tongue

don't come to me with problems, i won't solve 'em
probably make it worse
pep talking myself, i'm tryna make it out from worse
i'm so tired of running from what i did, but i'm taking it to
the grave

pick it up
i'll pick it up

don't ask me for something, you can teach yourself
i'll be there to help, don't have anything else to do
when the world revolves around you
you'll find a way to me
and baby who's to say that i'm not faking this
the older i get the more it hurts and the more they break me in
wish i could revert, but it's set in stone
in fact it's in the pavement
course it's gotta be the very one i walk one
tired of people thinking that i don't even try hard
tired of people thinking that i don't even know how
agonizing their trivializing is 
to me

find a way

i write music sometimes 
links: https://linktr.ee/squirrel.wav
alt links: https://linktr.ee/ekorre

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find a way

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