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Made for me

lyrics

watch the green fade out
watch the brown fade in

u say u lie but what abt?
i dunt wanna run around :/

its so hard when u dont talk :/
ya ur going thru alot
im at ur door but its still locked.

hi whats good its bea again!
they claim tht ur not a friend!
when i start 2 shake
they tell take another ativan :/
im a hopeless junkie
they say i wont make it far :(
when i moved out 2 LA
i offered a seat in my car
u denied all my help..
u say u want someone else
i mean thts fair but im still mad
im still hyped up i jus got sad
u said i fell off after backrooms XD
but tht shit was rlly ass

ya fell apart but whats new
i never know what i do
u said its not me its u
the oldest lie u cud use

stream

fatiguée

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

there is a crazy glitch at my place!

Don't Say

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

I got weight I can’t cut
You think i give a fuck?
check bigger every month
i bet these xans will keep me numb

i never did it for the money
i only do it for the drugs
i did a tour across the country for my health
and it just paid me for the month
 yeah

say they gonna slide on me?
then put that shit on god
motherfuckers pussy i see right through their façade
boy this outfit cost a k, i’m just wearing what i got
like my boys in french denim like marithe francois girbaud

Marithe Francois Girbaud

(Intro)
What you talkin'? that's absurd, you know you can kill with words
Spirit flying like a bird, can't fly while you're in the dirt
Can't fly while you're in the dust, not something we can discuss
Do you wanna play with us? do you wanna play with us?

"Torturecore, pick your body parts off the floor"

(Chorus)
What you talkin'? that's absurd, you know you can kill with words
Spirit flying like a bird, can't fly while you're in the dirt
Can't fly while you're in the dust, not something we can discuss
Do you wanna play with us? do you wanna play with us?

(Verse 1)
Gore, collecting your body parts, I leave them on the floor
And I got a can of gasoline, I got it from the store
Let it pour, let it pour, let it leak all on the floor
If I see you with another man, I'll cut you up you whore
Bash my brains out with the lights out
Take another hit of me, nothings going right now
Fight now, right now, make the bodies lie down
Take another breath, you talkin' shit, that's disrespect

(Verse 2)
On my momma, lighting up you fags just like a cigarette
Think I need a fit check, your bitch like a wet jet
Bitch I'm on a mission like I'm Bond
When the feds roll up, I'll kill them without a gun
I kill them for fun
Bitch I'm in the streets, I'm chopping bodies into meat
And your bitch cannot talk to me 'cus she do not got what I need
I'm taking hostages, burn them just like sausages
I kill all these bitches and these whores, no misogynist
You don't take no action, only talk, so face your consequence
You was talking hard for just a minute, why you stopping it?
Bitch I cut your throat up and I put my fucking cock in it
Why you ain't go killing nobody? You always talking it
Ima put a stop to it
(Yuh) (Yuh) (Yuh)
Ima put a stop to it
(Yuh) (Yuh) 

"They will never find you"

(Outro)
On my momma, lighting up you fags just like a cigarette
Think I need a fit check, your bitch like a wet jet
Bitch I'm on a mission like I'm Bond
When the feds roll up, I'll kill them without a gun
I kill them for fun

GORE ON MY WINGS [PROD. TAKIZAVA/DOUBLEFOUR]

(Intro)
I can't feel my face
I hide those bodies in that lake
I don't give two fucks what you say
I'll end your life today, today, yeah

"Takizava spin yo' block"
"Put the hammer down!"
"Torturecore, pick your body parts off the floor"

(Verse 1)
Comfort me, just hold on to me-e-e-e
Break me, watch me ruin my body-y-y-y

Yeah, I feel like a samurai, jabbing nails into your eyes
I'm not the dishwasher but I've got a pretty vampire smile
Dissecting his body parts, you don't wanna play with us
Got him hanging from the ceiling dripping out his fucking guts
I feel like I'm NEEDLEGUTS, 1,500 thousand cuts
Had me locked up for so many years and now they're gonna rot

(Bridge 1)
W-W-Why'd they hate me? Why'd they take me?
Think it's funny, watch me

(Verse 2)
Pussy boy I wish you well
Breaking all your bones, now watch me pull up crawling out of hell
Bitch I watch my mental shaking out upwards, I do not care
Got yo' bitch in my DMs she pull up, pullin' out her hair
(Pull up pullin' out her hair)
Pull his face back
When I feel the urge I gotta watch him collapse
Grip up on the hammer and I shoot a couple nails up in his lungs
Watch me while I'm ripping out his tongue
Mash him up, 'til he unrecognizable
Cut him up, and I'ma eat until I'm full
Cleaning out his organs and I'm living in his carcass
I don't like my father so I beat him like I'm Gorefest

(Bridge 2)
"Put the hammer down..."
"Charlie? Put the hammer down."
"Put the hammer down!"
Uagh!

(Verse 3)
Nightmares screaming at me "Charlie put the hammer down"
Swing the hammer round and round, I just wanna hear the sound
I just wanna hear you scream, why you talking down to me?
I just wanna watch you bleed, I love, I love, I love, watching you bleed
Watch the bugs and the animals crawl out your cage
I remember they would always call me fucking insane
That's why I had to take a bat to they mufuckin' brains
*Breath* *Scream* You can't stop me now
*Breath* *Scream* You can't stop me now
(Outro)
*Scream*
"Charlie."

MOTHER ON THE CEILING [PROD. TAKIZAVA]

𓃠𓃥

if i'm the villain...
_______________________
no way
i tried to give up for you
and i paid the price for my attitude, now
my own hate and my desires burden me in the end
so why take on the responsibility for my regrets?

"leave me alone"

i don't know how to play 
i think i need a trainer for this life
y'know that's right, y'know that's right

honestly, i got bills to pay and mouths to feed
& people i need escaping from
i really can't be bothered with this mess
so please stop bringing up all the people that i've hurt 
and all the people that i've damaged
jesus christ i'm sorry that i'm such a fucking mess

daywatch - sheepwolf

spit

produced/mixed by @daywxtch
written by @daywxtch

_________________
i need to find me, quit tryna find you
i did my due, i did my due diligence
but it couldn't even fix this affliction i've been feeling
i just wanna get fucked and sedated

don't ask me to be here, i can't feel
I CAN'T FEEL!

two am, i stay up
i just wanna feel young

i wake up tryna fuck in the function
can't function without my phone
i don't answer questions, can't handle it
i like to bite my tongue

don't come to me with problems, i won't solve 'em
probably make it worse
pep talking myself, i'm tryna make it out from worse
i'm so tired of running from what i did, but i'm taking it to
the grave

pick it up
i'll pick it up

don't ask me for something, you can teach yourself
i'll be there to help, don't have anything else to do
when the world revolves around you
you'll find a way to me
and baby who's to say that i'm not faking this
the older i get the more it hurts and the more they break me in
wish i could revert, but it's set in stone
in fact it's in the pavement
course it's gotta be the very one i walk one
tired of people thinking that i don't even try hard
tired of people thinking that i don't even know how
agonizing their trivializing is 
to me

find a way

sober w/kitz (prod.bbmevis)

prod. radxz

lyrics:

Every time u say ain't no way
That I got it cuz u can't show faith
No matter what I never make your day
Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Could'nt tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

Got me contemplating
Talkin' to a voicemail but it's automated
Been critiquing myself how I'm always faded
Ain't believe in my stuff till my homies played it
Got an angel kissed blunt
Rollin' in the trunk
Thinkin bout the times when I didn't give a fuck
Dirty lines in this college bunk
God damn right it's unhealthy I'm closer to killing myself
God damn right if I'm wealthy I'm throwin the bread at my homies and going to hell
God damn right you can smell it I'm driving past home one more time before I leave it for real
God damn right if I'm leavin this earth I ain't leaving it sober I'm off of a pill
Pop the whole seal bitch
Weight of the world on my shoulders but I'm hard to deal with
That's real shit
Fuck all the opposition
When I die I'ma rest in the top position
But right now I'm alone with no pot to piss in
And I'm still in my mind and it's constant trippin
About you
About this
About everything that all miss
Pour that deuce
Of that tris
I was not prepared for all this
I want her
She want him
Ain't gone chase u baby go in
In that hearse
She walked in
Spreading some lies about our first kiss
Where am I supposed to run?
Because nobody had believed in me now I'm done
Now I'm falling with the leaves when the autumn come
I'm the air between the trees in the summer sun

Every time u say ain't no way
That I got it cuz u can't show faith
No matter what I never make your day
Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Couldn't tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Couldn't tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR ALL THIS

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

feat @officialmachai
prod @in-bloom-757395817 & https://www.instagram.com/prodmaxflynn/

lyrics:
[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'

[Verse 1: Machai]
Ayy, did that all for you
When I pop my shit, I do it all for you
Was it my fault you thought I'd spend it all on you
Ayy, these are my problems, please don't let it bother you
Ain't no way I'm callin' you, yeah
Who said it was fair?
Bitch, I brought my stick, I would stay over there, huh
I just put my new bitch in Rick, she don't care 
Bitch, I do this, you knew this, I could make a lame rare, oh
I got racks on me, why my plug been taxin' me?
Went got a badder bitch, now my bitch say she mad at me (On God)
Just copped a whip, I bet these niggas not as fast as me 
She said I changed, I said, "It happened automatically", yeah
I get so high I don't care, I get so high she get scared
I came this far and you're not here, please don't bring it up again
Please don't bring it up—
Yeah, oh

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
Why you have to be the one to break me?
Thought that you could be the one to save me
Guess that I was wrong I'm goin' crazy
I don't wanna talk 'cause I'm too faded
Can't believe we even fuckin' dated
Now I'm under pressure like I'm David
Why she wanna go fuck with a rapist?
On my own and I can't fuckin' take it

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'
Bring me up, don't set me up
I'm fallin', you're changin'

bring me up (feat. machai) (prod. in bloom & max flynn)

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