https://open.spotify.com/track/6WWLS1y8aehkN2zjlrHpms?si=a9ef2f0517274b99

prod me
crazy guitar solo by @1sloan
additional prod by @2gaze
mastered by @1stevyn

verses in order
@1stevyn (hook)
@imohwell
@rans0m
@thrmls

carbon dioxide w/ stevyn + Oh well. + rans0m + thrml

https://open.spotify.com/album/2rnm5P6cPV4kvIzaJPOHgH?si=v3kbUFqFQoutB0wWlgdkfw
prod: @daywxtch
guitar sample: skiwyy.wav
mixed/mastered: @daywxcth
written: @daywxtch
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lyrics:
i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i'll cover my ears, it's hard to say
"i'm looking for an accomplice, someone to harness, someone to carry the grief for me"
who am i gonna call?
who am i gonna call?
i'm so sick of being harmed
i'm so sick running around, dancing around, looking at frowns
that people give me for being around
someone tell me what i'm living for
tell me why i breathe
if not for me then who

i'm due for the extinction
crazy like patrick bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry, still needing more
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands

i think i need help
i think i need a spark
if i really held your hand
𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰
would you hold on tight? or let it go?

my life prone to extinction
crazy like i was bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry still needing more
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-
ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-

i don't know if i can love you
the way that i should
i hate being on my own
i hate being honest with you

i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i cover my ears...
it's hard to say
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/closure
https://soundcloud.com/sleepywater/woodlouse
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thanks for listening & reading <3

robby

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

i'll try my hardest.
______
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

(thanks @ilysh1ne for the vocal samples :)

buy :0

zippermouth

[@nokerbforever] (prod kerb)
we get in the whip and i go 160
i don't wanna die, i just don't know what i'm thinking
i'm tryna erase all the past shit that lives in me
asking u to try but no u just never listen
smokin riding low
backseat where i cope
rollin up some more
now i'm bleeding ever slow
can't see thru the smoke
to much just to go
no you'd never know
now you barely even call

and yeah she's heartless
stab me with the knife in my back then she wiped it spotless
used me like a puppet yeah she does some kind of stalking
and now i start to question why u always act obnoxious
yeah, act like u know nothing
so done, fucked up
now u wanna see me go
to much, i'm numb
this to much for me to cope
roll up some more
now i can't see thru the smoke
you'd never know
no you never even called

[@arasmoon] (prod aras moon)
been thinking of ways that
i can end it all lately
to weak for the horrors
i wish someone could sedate me
the curse of remembrance is a burden to bare
and when i tell em my lore ill prolly end up escaping
and its so hard to believe that i would be saving myself
cause some how they abandon me when i need a hero the most
(hey)
my life has been a huge outro
(watch em)
exit it seems so natural
(okay hey)
just saw the man of my dreams he'll turn into a nightmare

how can i stop all this suffering
can i retain my humanity
melancholy hearts
watch it all fall apart
this weight that i'm bearing
will never remove the fool
in my cards
it took a toll
it took a toll
it took a toll

[@808aesir] (prod aesir)
and when i look at u
i see it
i see it
i see it

well if this is how it ends
then i dont wanna talk about it
i want to remember everything just like this
and its hard
when youre feeling like you need it
i was picking up the pieces of my
chrome heart

(2x)
i cant do this on my own
when im losing my control
this is everything i know
this is everything i know

and when i look at you
i see colors changing
i needed something new
but you were fine remaining
and when i look at you
i see colors changing
and when i look at you

[@dwardo-isreal] (prod aesir)
so baby please
dont become a tragedy
and if i cover my face
please don't get mad at me
i got a lot of shit going on
lot of shit going wrong
and you could be the one to take it all away

so take it all away
im needin you to stay
and never go away
and never go away

cause ur gonna see a body floating down the river
if you wanna be my chrome heart killer

[@ar15wthebeam] (prod spawn)
can anybody tell me what's been going on in my head
i been tryna work it out it doesnt really make sense
talk to god, help me now, do we all feel pain?
talk to you, in my mind, say you always felt the same
all this liqour in my liver, maybe i'm the one to blame
i just wonder what you say when you leave my room
if it doesnt make sense it'll make sense soon
yeah but really i been wondering what's going on with you

can you make me feel it
think i lost my feeling
i just never knew i painted you a mural on the wall
you give me oxycotton pills i know u wanna see me fall
well played shawty you just got me feeling so strange
and when i talk to you it feel like we aint on the same page

you know what they say what goes up always comes down
play my heart, like a drum, i can hear it so loud
all these voices in my head feel like im singing to a crowd

run your fingers through my skin it feels like bugs crawlin
i cant help it im a runner babe im so sorry
tie the noose and ima rock it like a wing collar

[@spawnvii]
surrounded by the spirits of the ones i hold close
never look beside me, never go ghost
running from my past, shouldn't old news be old?
crestfallen in the woods
my blood rots to mold

(my stomach churns inside a cave)
rocks falling through the seams, the footing's to steep for me now
what did you expect? there's only so much that i get
cause you said yourself, im only just a kid

(now im left to die here, drowned out by ghosts)

look back

consumed by earth

your body's consumed by earth

look back

chromehearts

prod me

(no just sit back, it's okay)
and if i fall in a rut
at least you'll take the blame and put it all how it was
i'll take some time away give you a call in a month
don't need an explanation how it all ended up
just know i fucked up with all my strength

cause people only call when ur up
(that shit was never wrong)
your girlfriend doesn't call you enough
(i promise won't be long)
i know that it's been all adding up
you can just stay with me, and take it slow

it's just another loss
is this really something that you wouldn't want
keep burning off
so never tell about us don't want her to fall
we're sure to show
look around, are you happy what you made
center frame, sure decay
texts i sent missed four today
run to me in the pouring rain
you'll take my hand and soar away
you're desperately recording me
your girlfriend is a floor away
don't freeze up on me
make me feel like a throwaway
the future's calling
i don't know what's controlling me

just keep letting you fall in the mud
(so you can't do me wrong)
i'm not moving at all staying stuck
i got nothing to prove it's all out of love
i've been in pain like everyday way since we lost touch

too involved, thought we had a match but now the suit is off
shoulda known, you were counting cards way since we started off
double knot, which you gonna pick just kinda fucked all odds
buy it once, lose the pot
what's the over/under on me

it's just another loss
is this really something that you wouldn't want
keep burning off
so never tell about us don't want her to fall
we're sure to show
look around, are you happy what you made
center frame, sure decay
texts i sent missed four today
run to me in the pouring rain
you'll take my hand and soar away
you're desperately recording me
your girlfriend is a floor away
don't freeze up on me
make me feel like a throwaway
the future's calling
i don't know what's controlling me

and if i fall in a rut
at least you'll take the blame and put it all how it was
i'll take some time away give you a call in a month
don't need an explanation how it all ended up
just know i fucked up with all my strength

cause people only call when ur up
(that shit was never wrong)
your girlfriend doesn't call you enough
(i promise won't be long)
i know that it's been all adding up
you can just stay with me, and take it slow

center frame

then let's go to war.
_____________________
I ain't losing this, i don't care what you found
Right now, i'm ten toes down
In my mind a battlefield, put them fists up
All my boys turn to stone, now
Where Medusa?
Put them dukes up, i don't wan't you leaving less you bloodied
I don't see you with nobody, why is that?
Why is that?

Is it cause you stuck to me?
I won't fall for that i'm no longer fifteen
Thinking up a new scheme
We swarm around from the back
I'm not giving you anytime to respond
Swallow your apologies
Even if you mean it you'll be wrong

And when were on the floor bloodied
You would laugh and tell me we're the same one
And you would dish out the same love that i swore i wouldn't give anyone
I still love myself, i still love myself, baby
I just don't know how to show it in the way you want me to, i
And i know it's gonna take time for you, oh
For you to know
That i got my own way, own way, i

TIME OUT

wrong

li.sten.to/tansea-alwaysbeenyou

Lyrics:
(Would you ever wait)
(Would you wait for me?)

(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been you)

Afraid
Upset
If feels like always

You take
A step
But end up four ways

I know
It’s time
But I can’t let you go

(Go)

(When you said you needed me for help)
(I can’t even tell)
She might be a danger for my health
Her hands on my belt

She might be my ticket down to hell
Double C Chanel
I think that you can’t control yourself
Put me in a spell

(When the lights get low what do you see?)
(Is it the same way that you saw me?)
If it takes a year, maybe like three?
Would you ever wait, would you wait for me?

Would you wait for
Would you wait for me?
Would you wait for
Would you wait for me?

(Would you wait for)
(Would you wait for me?)
Cause’ it’s always been
Cause’ it’s always been you

(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been you)
(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been)

(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been)
Cause’ it’s always been
Cause’ it’s always been

(You)

I’ve been doing
I’ve been doing
Love language, speak fluent
I’ve been going through it

It’s not like you noticed
My feelings we don’t know this

Wait
I can’t
Focus
I’m losing control

Wait now
Wait now
You don’t know the half

Giving you all that I got now
This ain’t part of our own plot now
You can’t turn me into something
I’m not now

(When the lights get low what do you see?)
(Is it the same way that you saw me?)
If it takes a year, maybe like three?
Would you ever wait, would you wait for me?

Would you wait for
Would you wait for me?
Would you wait for
Would you wait for me?

(Would you wait for)
(Would you wait for me?)
Cause’ it’s always been
Cause’ it’s always been you

(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been you)
(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been)

(Cause’ it’s always been)
(Cause’ it’s always been)
Cause’ it’s always been
Cause’ it’s always been you

ALWAYS BEEN YOU (p. me)

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

*BONUS TRACK*
prod. me

i been feeling right
i been talking to the billions
try to keep it light
take the weight off slow

i don’t see with eyes
i keep looking towards oblivion
talking to your brother
oughta scare you cold

oh my god
i been off shit so long
i could never keep day’s apart
right the wrongs
speak out every truth to god 
you should never leave bones unmarked

bring hands
bring hands
bring hands
bring hands
head to start
like you’re counting out a hundred
nails like darts
cutting through you like you white bread

cut it in the bathroom
love me like you mean it
you and me are lovers intertwined like a helix

i don’t have a post code
fuck it i’mma steal shit 
i don’t even know bro
walk round like a real bitch

legsss apart
like we’re learning how to walk
heavy bands in my pocket

death or art
pick up how they talk
get the money for you started

slide or not, i don’t do the shittalk online
dead or not i can keep a record on time
shut him em up
i keep all my brothers tongue tied

i been feeling right
i been talking to the billions
try to keep it light
take the weight off slow

i don’t see with eyes
i keep looking towards oblivion
talking to your brother
oughta scare you cold

oh my god
i been off shit so long
i could never keep day’s apart
right the wrongs
speak out every truth to god 
you should never leave bones unmarked

wrong

daywatch