Goat

watching ft. aeter

beloved

prod. sickboi

lyrics enjoy :P

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run awa-

tell me why u been up in my head
she told me id be better off dead
i think to myself we be better off as friends
u show all ur love in the end

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to blame
what do i gotta do 
to make these right with you
after everything i did
u found somebody new
time time flys by
tell me whats the next move
i dont wanna fight
i just wanna talk it out with u

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to bla-

run away (ALL PLATS)

prod me

lyrics:
come over after class
we could talk all night and forget abt the past
and sum time with u alone would rly help me relax
y cant u get it im a little bit more than attached
its a cycle that loops back
ik everythings gonna change
but i wanna believe that u will wait
hold my hand throughout every single step of the way
i cant reassure you that everything is gon b okay
its all messing w my head and i cant think straight
i wonder when u get home will u remember my face

come over after class

like a cheetah

i hate that look on ur face @kiheir

happy birthday to me ig :/

so many days that my life turned out bad

so many nights that u been up in my head

its hard to not think about what u said

i cant forget that i used to take them meds

i hated waking up at 6am

when i could of been sleeping in

i didnt wanna go to school

but i went to see my friends

its my birthday in 9 days

but i dont really feel like my age

as a kid i didnt feel pain

like i do now


some people say when u get older

that your problems will fade away

its another birthday where i feel nothing

i know that it wont change into something

my birthday (ALL PLATS)

ALL ALONE

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

cover art @n0e2x

thnx vain

its getting too much for me (for me)
its hard to take out all my pain like i used to 
is it what u see i took everything out on you
im so done i cant find out why
i just keep on running out of time (time)
tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces (pieces)
your voice is haunting me so i run run away 
im so sick and tired but i cant stay away
cause even when you drain me
i just cant keep complaining

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

ill take the blade and carve your name into my skin
youll do the same and carve my name into your skin

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces
your voice is haunting me so i run run away

stalker p. velvet

@ismileinvain @dazingoff

- lyrics - 

[fleshpetal]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[verse 1]

one more day and one more time
said fuck this shit, i hate my life
its plaguing me, im filled with spite
you play with me then you can die
seems like nobody understands
that this is just the way i am
and if this all goes how i planned
then you wont see me again

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[dazingoff]

[verse 2]

im so scared of falling in love again
you told me we'd be better off as friends
but it doesnt have to go that way
tell me why i should believe you
when you lie to my face

something about her
that i cant let go of
she said its my turn
give it one more try, im done
tell me if you feel, safe with me
the best thing you should do
is keep it real with me


[fleshpetal & dazingoff]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

thnx @user-448800979 for the cover (thnx @leah-alexys for the waveform art)

til i see your lips turn blue (feat. dazingoff)

A “big show” late-60s record imagined with modern clarity: twelve different era-band visions, each singing love from 1 John’s angles—light as a way of life, mercy that cleans, love that proves itself in action, discernment that keeps the heart true, belonging that abides, and a finale where fearless love fills the room. The album moves like a night setlist: bright opener, dance-floor runs, intimate spotlight moments, long jams, and a towering closing benediction—always returning to the crown-line at the center: God is Love.

Test the Spirits

“Heart vs. Mind” is a modern rock song about a quiet but powerful inner shift — the moment when old reaction patterns lose their control.

It tells the story of someone who used to explode, withdraw, or disappear in moments of tension, and suddenly notices: this time, something is different.
The song captures a series of small but meaningful moments:
choosing calm over chaos,
air over pressure,
presence over escape.

What once felt like instinctive survival now gives way to conscious choice.
Throughout the track, the mind and the heart appear as two inner voices.
The mind is cautious, skeptical, shaped by years of protection and habit.
The heart, however, begins to lead — not recklessly, but honestly.

The chorus expresses the core transformation:
where there used to be storms, there is calm; where there used to be fire, there is a smile.
The narrator stays instead of running, feels instead of shutting down, and surprises himself with his own growth.

In the second verse, the change becomes even more tangible:
peace appears in an ordinary moment, without reason or explanation.
The body no longer flees — it arrives.
The bridge frames healing as self-surprise:
a smile that doesn’t fit old patterns,
a reaction that feels unfamiliar —
yet right.

By the final chorus, the decision is clear:
the heart takes the first step, and the mind is allowed to follow.
Old scripts are no longer in charge.

“Heart vs. Mind” is a song about integration rather than conflict —
about letting instinctive wisdom lead,
and teaching the mind that safety can exist without control.

run away (ALL PLATS)

dazingoff

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