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Wait Until I Fall

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

lyrics
-------
was it all okay?
i put you in my place
feelin like a disgrace
cant get you out of my head

love you;dream
its not at all what it seemed
feels like a movie, im on set, and im stuck in my dreams

put it all on pause
hit it on restart
its better to keep moving, than to get where i been lost

i wish, you the best 
feeling my life, keep on coming to end
standing and staring, ur knife in my back
your a asshole from head to ur toes once again

its a shame no one knows
ripped up ur letters and notes
i hate ur guts and it shows!
the scars that you left me alone!

with
put me in the ditch
why are you such a, bitch
a stupid little snitch
ill say i love you till it, ends

20 and i fuckin hate it!
i dont have any patience
i wish that i could fucking take it
cant make it!

love you;dream

better off alone, thought im better off alone but i always check my phone why'd i always check my phone?
guess im waiting for ur name bitch im waiting for ur name girl u take away the pain
how do u take away the pain?

text me, text me, i love it when u text me
text me, text me, do u think im sexy?
lately, lately, ive been hurting lately
hate me, hate me, pls dont start to hate me

im nothing but an addict but i'll keep u safe
sleeping in the attic if u need some space
im nothing but an addict but i'll keep u safe if u let me

look at the moon, look at the stars, i just want u to sleep in my arms
love it when u play with my heart yea i know u just tear it apart
back then in school i never thought that we would kiss in the park
i think ur cool, ur what i want, praying that we will get far

baby that u are happy  is everything that i need
baby u know u trapped me but its okay ur happy
it feels so right and so wrong while i am writing this song
u look at me like no one ever did before

better off alone, thought im better off alone but i always check my phone why'd i always check my phone?
guess im waiting for ur name bitch im waiting for ur name girl u take away the pain
how do u take away the pain?

text me, text me, i love it when u text me
text me, text me, do u think im sexy?
lately, lately, ive been hurting lately
hate me, hate me, pls dont start to hate me

better off alone (haruhi)

Lyrics
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i am sick of this
you cant call me
no apologies
the graves are settled, on top of me now

i hate everything, everybody asks how
you just post your photos, all undressed and this is how
what's wrong with my environment, keep pulling me out
of everything i wanted, cant you tell now


im so tired its late
please put me, to rest
i need to calibrate to get some energy around
 
out of town
move a different country
you don't believe me now
im sorry to tell you
i left you behind
i got hate by my side
goodnight, and goodbye
ill watch you cry
as the plane takes off in the night
you and i
or so it seems
you prioritized social presence, now you see what its like

i am sick of this
you cant call me
no apologies
the graves are settled, on top of me now

I hate everything, everybody asks how
you just post your photos, all undressed and this is how
what's wrong with my environment, keep pulling me out
of everything I wanted, cant you tell now


I'm so tired its late
please put me, to rest
i need to calibrate to get some energy around

I'm upset again...

Artist/slimmy 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy

Production/hero




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hit the recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think  you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it as I’m bleeding from the fuckin throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup 
Ima fuck you till you tell me to give up 
Ima hunt you never knew that it was love 

But you knew that it was love 
But she knew that I could trust you 
Knew that I could trust you 
Baby could I trust you 

I’m drowning in a deeper hole 
Grab the pills and hit the poll
I ain’t tryin to fight no more 
I’m drowning too deep into you’re skin 
I’m drowning too deep in my sins 
I Hate myself why do I live 
I hate myself why do I care 
She hates me so why should she care 
I’m so caught up with you’re hair 
Who says that I need to share 
Who says that I need to share 
She said that I need to care 
I left you in the dark in da despair 
I let her scream from her heart like she cares 
Never pulled out the gun so I left 

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it but I’m bleeding from the throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise of the whisky and the bowl

Painting My Picture // Prod. Hero

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
i know you feel like a bitch, baby you are one
you say im the worst, but i dont feel nun
i think im already dead cuz i just feel numb
these voices in my head, they feed my ego

this pretty bitch aint even my main thing
when they jealous of me, they just love to hate
i think id stab them for fun to watch the blood drain
skinwalker boy sippin red drank

[verse]
everybody talk but they dont know the half of it
keep my name out your fucking mouth and put my cock in it
white tee, shining so bright like my eyes gleam
shawty said she wanna fuck me bc she like me

i say go ahead bitch, i get lost in my head bitch
rolling kush on my desk bitch, i been feeling dead bitch
money what i want, i wont die till im dead rich
money what i want, i dont have time to rest quick

[chorus]
i know you feel like a bitch, baby you are one
you say im the worst, but i dont feel nun
i think im already dead cuz i just feel numb
these voices in my head, they feed my ego

this pretty bitch aint even my main thing
when they jealous of me, they just love to hate
i think id stab them for fun to watch the blood drain
skinwalker boy sippin red drank

Love To Hate

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

go put on ur pj's and get some fuckin rest now
i dont have the time for this
*nah*
i got things to do
so dont get me in a mood
staring at the moon
think of me and you

why you always fuckin horny, want a guy to just consume you
baby are you with me, or you gone to someone new?
think about the days, where it was just me and you
looking at the stars, in the distance, never knew

that it'd end like this
uh
watching where i step 
uh
you made such a mess
uh
perkys in ur pants
uh
but you dont wear no pants
no
gotta find a pencil
erase, all the things, and the memoires we been through

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

its a danger zone
stepping in this shit with someone else
waking up
in the morning, im all by myself

tryna feed myself
but i got so much to do, i cant do anything else

open up ur mind to something new
channel that energy to things you love to do
i got nothing else to do, so ima work until im blue
turn the process into cash flow, with everything consumed

i dont wanna die all alone in this bedroom
i wont be forever broke, ill make it work and find myself
i wont be discouraged, im already there, and fix my health
ima be the better man ive wanted for my life instill

all my knowledge
in my pocket
keep it locked in
i wont stop this
full my pockets
to fill my stomach
i dont wanna suffer i have never liked this

churns (prod. taylor morgan)

<3

lyrics

beauty on the inside but she dont see that
humans make mistakes but now i think i bleed black

puddles of dark in horizon
baby its not right 
please jus look in to my eyes

this might be more than we’d come to expect
wehhhh
i see it all the time i cant help it keep fallin out my bed
im embedid in much worse, i could take whatever hurts until im dead

not just a feeling, u can keep it to urself im ok with that
oh
hope im not mistaken
ur face all on my pavement
all these bodys waking

this aint something u cant control no matter how long it stays inside you
im responsable, but who am i to put these words in to your mouth
i guess we’ve split in 2 
this on u 
if its over 
 

i swear somethings missing
our breaths are very distant
people like to talk i guess we pray instead of fixing

u jus thought 
ud make it through life that 
u missed that train , dont “who are u?”
“who r u”
“and where r u going”
baby this aint me i can tell u this aint homeee

who r u

who... r..u? #030622 (wstd)

b4ck_roads ft maesk (jewelryboy)

Spotify Will Have The HQ Version / Wav
Spotify Here - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/nightlights-2

Part 1: https://soundcloud.com/xelfiy/nightlights

Lyrics:

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
still in my home 
still in my home 
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

It feels as if I’m still on the ground in my grandmas home
an im looking round for someone to break my fall
someone to break my fall

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
blue shit in my drink but its got vodka
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

PLEASE TELL HIM I MISS HIM N IM STILL ALONE
TELL THEM IM IN BLISS AN IM STILL IN MY HOME

Nightlights 2

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Nightlights 2 (prod. THERSX)

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b4ck_roads ft maesk (jewelryboy)

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