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produced by nilowh
@nilowhbeats

procastinate your life,
you know that you lied.
im staying up tonight
to smoke away 
everything inside my mind
take a shot of novacaine
& bleed out in the same day
you changed
but i didn't
torn apart 
with a tough love ribbon
same day 
different difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
fuck you and all your lies
i spent a hundred nights sublime
you changed >:(
but i didnt 
torn apart with a tough love ribbon
same day
different difference
im insane

ｂｕｔ， ｉ ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ．

u changed, but i didn't

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You Said To Call me_ (prod. caves)

lyrics 

lovedi3d:
Sitting here and I wait lose myself I’m not okay thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace want to see it all go away every little ounce of this pain. 

cutdeep:
I’m sorry that I cannot take your pain away it’s so hard to look you in your face okay and laid on the floor in pouring rain ask if me if I’m fine I’m not okay not okay and begone I won’t give up on you I can’t forget what I did to you 


lovedi3d:
Thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace.

disgrace ft. cutdeep (prod. aureola)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

this song ok @xelfiy

lyrics

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste
 
ok ok
creeping out at night
keep it on the lo-fi
but lil does she know that ive 
keeping out an eye
now packing up my shit but she be stepping on my suitcase

fuck now she showing regret using force 
don’t wanna deal wit this anymore
asked me u were going, will u be back in the morning 
dont worry girl its not that important

no i not bothered by these scenes
control what i can control is what i mean
i dont need to tell u bout the places that ive seen
in the end who’s gon be left yeah so ima just do me

yeah yeah yeah yeah
i dont need em coming round
ive been living in the moment now
i might need another hit so i can fucking  slow it
soak it in, take another hit before i fucking drown

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste

ill find xelfiys lyrics when some1 bugs me

okokokokokok

okokokokokok2/ft_xelfiy #060122 (prod gochii)

b4ck_roads ft maesk (jewelryboy)

Spotify Will Have The HQ Version / Wav
Spotify Here - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/nightlights-2

Part 1: https://soundcloud.com/xelfiy/nightlights

Lyrics:

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
still in my home 
still in my home 
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

It feels as if I’m still on the ground in my grandmas home
an im looking round for someone to break my fall
someone to break my fall

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
blue shit in my drink but its got vodka
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

PLEASE TELL HIM I MISS HIM N IM STILL ALONE
TELL THEM IM IN BLISS AN IM STILL IN MY HOME

Nightlights 2

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Nightlights 2 (prod. THERSX)

this sucks i miss you (prod. neverforever)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

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b4ck_roads ft maesk (jewelryboy)

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