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stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

produced by tied for silver and flesh
mix/mastered by AVXiD 

lyrics

u tore my heart in seven shards
you killed me split my soul apart
rain drops on the dirt I clawed at 
hands on fire skin is charred
I hope u burn but time will tell
we'll see if you end up in hell
I tried to save you , oh my Lord
but I guess I can just off myself 

lock me in the basement
im all yours just please don't leave me alone
I can't handle my own emotions, so honestly I rly don't
I reach for something to take my pain away but it never helps
I can't deal with any of this myself cuz I can't help myself 

u won't see me ever again
hope and pray that I'm not dead
you'll find me rotting in my bed 
3 weeks from now 
at 10;27

my own brain killing me slowly
hope u weren't planning on Missing me
mountains cover all the distance
sometimes you die and keep on living 

u tore my heart in seven shards
you killed me split my soul apart
rain drops on the dirt I clawed at 
hands on fire skin is charred
I hope u burn but time will tell
we'll see if you end up in hell
I tried to save you , oh my Lord
but I guess I can just off myself 

the rain Washes away the marks left by me scratching to hold on

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Part 1: https://soundcloud.com/xelfiy/nightlights

Lyrics:

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
still in my home 
still in my home 
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

It feels as if I’m still on the ground in my grandmas home
an im looking round for someone to break my fall
someone to break my fall

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
blue shit in my drink but its got vodka
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

PLEASE TELL HIM I MISS HIM N IM STILL ALONE
TELL THEM IM IN BLISS AN IM STILL IN MY HOME

Nightlights 2

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Nightlights 2 (prod. THERSX)

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lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

detachh (prod. outtaspace x cv x deucesrk)

sewerperson - we live underwater *cover* (killedmyself)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

lyrics:

she been playin wit my heart, oh my cardiac need a rest
bounce back from all the fuck shit, stayin elastic like a breast
if i didn't break it down now then how could you dissect me
way i got my shit right, you'd think im tapped in on da spec tree
way im gettin all these bennies, you'd think i maxed trade especially
you a pc plus the n, and you keep fuckin around you might find out
what a warlock, wit a worn glock, gon do when he kick da damn door off
castin spells way i wave this stick, alohamora

she been paralyzed since she felt it in her spine
suffocate me wit da liquor then maybe tonite we die
cut off all da lights baby, light some incense
shuld b goin campin way we gettin intense
hard fought for these trials, but it was over in less than a month
overdosed on creation, but ima take a break on sunday
she be type annoyin, so ima split, gon call that a sundae
keep it holy the sabbath, make sure to rest on saturday

siphon out my life yea i feel safer when i die
chest pains give rise to the various reasons i cry
obscuring the factual evidence you don’t remind
and yea that’s kinda weird cause here i thought that you were mine
oh i feel hate for you
i got a staple view
i wish that i could weave these words in ways cause pain to you
and suicide is my only license to control of my life when i feel the night ends

she been playin wit my heart, oh my cardiac need a rest
bounce back from all the fuck shit, stayin elastic like a breast
if i didn't break it down now then how could you dissect me
way i got my shit right, you'd think im tapped in on da spec tree
way im gettin all these bennies, you'd think i maxed trade especially
you a pc plus the n, and you keep fuckin around you might find out
what a warlock, wit a worn glock, gon do when he kick da damn door off
castin spells way i wave this stick, alohamora

she been paralyzed since she felt it in her spine
suffocate me wit da liquor then maybe tonite we die
cut off all da lights baby, light some incense
shuld b goin campin way we gettin intense
hard fought for these trials, but it was over in less than a month
overdosed on creation, but ima take a break on sunday
she be type annoyin, so ima split, gon call that a sundae
keep it holy the sabbath, make sure to rest on saturday

sabbath (secre x lilgebbi)

Detour (Prod. Biscuit)

Chains On My Soul

HOW TF U DO ME - Gelato2s

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