ok so ive had a massive music block and the reason being is that my expectations are so high for myself, music should be something that I should be able to just enjoy and express but ive given myself this pressure where everything I make has to be perfect. I will learn from this and try to just make stuff for my love for music, to help do this im gonna be starting my lofi projects...this is why I began making music....here is a song I made tonight //// lofi project 002

lyrics

fillin up with lov that shit healthy
so why u wanna spread these lies and say u tryna help me
only when im high i get the best sleep
and i wonder why i got my stress peaked

broken bones on my plate its a red feast
and she’s got my heart ah on her chest piece
she doesnt care bout herself and that shit melts me
fallen out of love with being stealthy 

soon everyone will see just how broken u are 
only realise shit when after u smoke in the car

i wanna take over, before its over
but life just goes on
only talk when its night time
but i got none dont u see its purple sky

oh this is not why i started making music
put too much pressure on myself and its abusive
all this hard work just to lose it

but i dont wanna show shit i not proud of
of course i dont wanna make shit sounds
but it shouldn’t be my focus 

feel like either live for this shit or die with this shit
but aint no way im gon survive without it 

life is so hard
so i should love it 
light up and spark coz like fuck it

preššure (spencer hunt)

please dont ask why its called naruto mumbo jumbo🤦‍♂️.. anyway anthr single from the ep this time from the bro @secre_swallowtail .....  been lowkey slackin but im a bit more motivated to mix now.. i think

lyrics

we dont talk about the past
so i dont know which state im in
i move aimlessly so aimlessly so the pain it never ends

mind and body out of sync 
so words dont come easily
but then i poor another drink 
and everything i thinks relesed

u dont know what’s in my head
and u never will know 
ive got cuts both in and out that i will never show

naruto mumbo jumbo

ive been lost but its not dark
i see everything so clear 
think i should live without a heart
coz its not just the fucking pain to bare

only thing i dont fear is the past
that’s why i wear this fucking mæsk

naruto mumbo jumbo (secre swallow†ail)

same place, different time.

NAVYXOWER - same place, different time. [+ martiebeatz]

prod. (gotgash)

i just wanna talk to you but then again I don't
i just wanna walk with you but then again i won't
i been fed up with the worse
i been cursed,
i been trying to love you but now it hurts

(2x)
I just want to talk to you but then again i don't
i just want to walk with you but then again i choke
i been fed up with the worse 
i been cursed,
i been trying to love you but now it hurts

waist down - i'm numb when you call
heart froze when you seen your voicemail full
your feelings teach you what you don't want to know
when you want it, i wont be there at all..
find yourself deep in the ground
i like my peace just safe and sound
i need to know if you really coo
cause i just spent a thou on you

(2x)
I just want to talk to you but then again i don't
i just want to walk with you but then again i choke
i been fed up with the worse 
i been cursed,
i been trying to love you but now it hurts

Written by: Senju & Seejayxo

cursed ft. seejayxo

ive been tryin to find myself
but its so fuckin hard
when im stuck in this cell
i promise im not worth the wait
baby go ahead and turn the page
cuz im just another tired story
all i cause is pain
baby its so important that u turn the other way
dont waste ur time wit someone like me
im just that only wants you to bleed
ohhhh only want u to bleed...bleed

and every day its getting harder
to contain these thoughts of mine
i cant take this any longer
im falling apart tonight]
i just wish that i could let this go
if u have the cure pls let me know

oh its another tired story...
another tired story
and i cant seem to find the end
its missing words and its full of suspense
so pls keep me out ur thoughts
cuz baby im not worth the cost...
im not worth the cost....

another tired story [+sorrow bringer]

fake

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
why cant you look at me like the ghost inside my room
she makes me feel conflicted
im bipolar and confused
and it feels like im haunted by the thought of me and you
it comes out of nowhere and fucks my entire mood
it fucks my entire mood 

[verse]
cold air coming through my window
goosebumps running up my arms
everything is getting darker
my body is filled with scars 

yea i look into the mirror
and i cannot see myself
i see someone i knew
before i lost myself 

im a different person in the same old body
im the old same being, cannot recognize me 

[chorus]
why cant you look at me like the ghost inside my room
she makes me feel conflicted
im bipolar and confused
and it feels like im haunted by the thought of me and you
it comes out of nowhere and fucks my entire mood
it fucks my entire mood

WhyCantYouLookAtMeLikeTheGhostInsideMyRoom?

-𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥-
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Aye cuts on my wirst 
But I’m living today 
Fuck do you mean when
You Love me in vein
Gimme some time as I’m 
Numbing my pain facing
these Blunt as my body 
decay rolling away i 
Do not care what you 
Say my life is
Shit anyway days turned
To years but I’m
Living this way 
yeah I'm living this way

Yuh switching my flow As
 I sit in the snow 
Writing these raps and improve
Ment is show fuck do 
I know living but I’m 
At my low

Aye cuts on my wirst 
But I’m living today 
Fuck do you mean when
You Love me in vein
Gimme some time as I’m 
Numbing my pain facing
these Blunt as my body 
decay rolling away i 
Do not care what you 
Say my life is
Shit anyway days turned
To years but I’m
Living this way

Cuts (branwen)

lyrics

i am not awake anymore
feelings love to leave me passed out on the floor
and i know that its gon sting again
god i know that's its gon sting again
i don't feel like me anymore
i feel insecure, miss ur touch i adore
but ill keep waiting here
by the bus stop on 36th street

i just tend to cry
when u look in my eyes
light up the sky
like the fourth of july
hmmmhmmmm

hope ill make it up to
hope u change ur mind
yeah
but i know u never will
but i know u never will
im sorry tht im never enough :/
id change it 
but its how the world works
some people aint meant 2 be
ur still on my mind
a thousand times
a thousand times again
and she jus like a drug
shes in my mind
in my mind again
woaaaah

ion really even think their interested in me
i can barely even speak, coughing my lungs out every week
and that's okay :/
maybe another day
ill c u soon okay :)


(i am not awake anymore
feelings love to leave me passed out on the floor
but i know that its gon sting again
god i know that's its gon sting again
i don't feel like me anymore
i feel insecure, miss ur touch i adore
but ill keep waiting here
by the bus stop on 36th street)

three am (idealism)

ily <3

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no

Depressed when i wake up
You ask that we make up
U cheat then we break up
Its toxic
And i dont want to be an option 
Oh no

And im so sorry that i couldnt change
You look at my face and im one to blame
You say that you love me
You say that you hate me
I dont care anymore 
Im sorry…

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

I know
I know

Prod @jeweler737

its the same feeling every night and i hate it... (jewelryboy)

LWFH

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