new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

spotify!

relax [nvki]

wayside remix!
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @nevrfall :)
cover art by @ejcarrmusic lmfao
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

i dont wanna lose u now
i feel so safe in your arms when the moon is out
i lose it when you’re not around
im glad im something special to u

[verse - oni boy]
i feel so dead when you’re not around me
just tell me you love me and touch on my body
cause once i start loving you know there’s no stopping
and inside my head girl you’re the only topic

suffocate me
i wanna fucking choke
consuming all your love
it’s not enough to know
i wanna feel you now
but i can’t replicate
cause all this other love
is feeling fucking fake

cause every day i wake up without you
it’s just not enough to pray to be with you
i’ll hop in the whip and drive past the bay view
the dreams become real it’ll be just us two

i don’t wanna waste my time
i gotta be by your side
and make you mine
but the timings never fucking right
drowning deep inside the tides
lost in the lines 

[pre-chorus]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight

[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

[decks & oni boy]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

wayside

wayside w/ oni boy [nevrfall]

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

loop from looperman
self produced

loveless4life

lyrics 

if ur hearing this I'm sorry for the things I've said and done
sometimes I get so angry
my seems become undone
tell myself I
tell myself I wouldn't cry
tell myself i
tell myself I wouldn't lie
tell myself i
tell myself I wouldn't cry over u again
but I

I cry when I think about the two of u
entwined at night, when he's inbetween ur thighs
gouge out my eyes 
just to keep myself from breaking down these walls that I built to keep u out
I'm cryin' but it's gucci
blood stains on my shirts sleeve 
let me know if ur listening
if ur still listening 
 

if ur still listening

NV4L
SORRY FOR THE DELAY <3 FORGIVE ME
PROD. ME 
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

PRODIGY

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

I can't fight the pain,
it comes at night,
thats when I think of you,
and how I've fucked it up

hate my skin, I'm grabbing at my face,
I wanna tear it off, and sit under the sun

just let me lie there, burning for a second,
I watch the insects burrow in my head again
eat me alive, I don't like to fight it off,
I just wanna be someone that you could rely on 

theres something following me,
its one with what I have become,
at night you love the way I talk,
no one like me when I am gone,

I made a promise to someone,
I have to pay for what i've done,
just wanna be alone with you,
I wish I could live long.

Movies don't got shit on life,
that shit it's way more fucking scary

you don't know what I have seen,
where the fucks my mental help
its always been dark, but now its getting harder

(MXB:)
I hate this love shit the last time I tried gave me a scare 
She said she loved me but her actions telling me she doesn’t care 
All this anxiety you giving me it’s way too much to bear 
I don’t wanna fall in love again I swear 
Really just wish that I could take my heart out 
One drink one joint how it’s starts out 
Still fucked no longer dark out 
Going back to you no not a smart route 
Can’t go back 
I’m back on track 
These feelings wack
So I’m just gonna smoke my pack
No I can’t be sad 
I’m in my bag 
So now you mad 
Damn this love shit a drag

Scary

Hope y'all enjoy :)

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Produced by johnnyfriend: https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats/videos

Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

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