Yokai always hitting, straight bricked up

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

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Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

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Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

beat produced by ʎpoqou + killedmyself, found on yt
featuring ZBee, make sure to follow him, awesome guy
https://soundcloud.com/heyzbee

lyrics: 
dream tales:
wtf did i do to make u hate me
wtf did i say to make them look at me like that
and it was all a waste of time that i just can't get back
now you're leaving with your things all inside your bag
watching u leave and you're not comin back
and it really fucking hurts to know i made u sad
yeah i know that i'm worst that you could ever ask for
but now all u fucking left me is pain inside my chest

ZBee:
in my chest
all I feel is regret
honestly I’m sorry that I hurt you
and your upset
if I could I would go back 
but I know I can’t
cus I’ll hurt you in the end 
and I’ll stab you in the back
yeah lay on my chest
and listen for a heart beat 
I know you’ll hear nothing 
a monster 
I’m disgusting 
so girl don’t waste a heart beat 
I’m saying I’m not worth it 
cus if you do I know you’ll just leave like a tourist

hate me w/HeyZBee (prod. ʎpoqou & killedmyself)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

Maybe he'll see it if yall run it up enough :3

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

CLOSURE - Sewerperson (REMIX)

DIARY w/ Uglyboy

🖤


original song credits towards @sewerperson

sewerperson - i love you.. (cover)

Bad Habits

Producers: Valious, Sneezii & Tommy J

Lyrics

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose 
Well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by 
But everything about to change yeah 
Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Verse (Xavier Cartier)
Promise I ain’t heartless I jus move smarter
How a Cold world turn a lover to a martyr
Heart was on my sleeve till the world got darker 
Now i roam the city late night like peter parker 
Used to give love, now I give distance
I don’t chase love, now i resist it
Drugs won't ever judge on my bad decisions  
World was my oyster, now it be my prison 
Star chaser, heartbreaker, I’m a demon slayer
Stargazer, Darth Vader, I’m a hell-raiser

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by But everything about to change yeah Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Verse (Xavier Cartier)
Told myself, I’d never go back
Back to the old me, but you don’t know me 
But pain hit deep, had to switch like Kobe
Sorry chloe, it been snowing
I was loyal to a demon, now I watch closely 
The Devil on my shoulder, I got pressure on me 
These voices in my head, yeah, they echo slowly
Sayin’ “trust no nobody” typa shit you don't see 
don't see...
typa shit you don't see...
lonely...
mm yeaaaa

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by But everything about to change yeah Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Bad Guy feat. Valious

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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NBD (johnnyfriend)

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