yayayayaya im thinking less abt u but still thinking abt u

closure (it's over)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

it's too cold baby
death kissed my heart
outside of feeling too well
with u babygirl i'm not alone
don't leave me alone
without you baby i feel like ima die
it's too cold baby
don't leave me alone

but now i am on my own
her regret on the floor
she said goodbye but i can't let it go
gave you the knife 
that you stabbed in my back
i just hate all my past
just wanna be in your arms

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

the black in your smile (prod. krave x recyclebin)

same (fantom)

red cups (idealism)

suffering w/ ericgodlow

blackbird (reimagined)[prod. living puff]

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

Self Sabotage Is My Kryptonite (Not A Love Song)

Stupid

The Fog breathe on your window
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

U said we were ment to be
I but think we wernt ment to last
You ran away
Now i want you back
Guess ill stay in the dark
And I ran out of matches
I gave you love
But thats in the past tense 
And If ur here now 
Would u tell me what happened 
(Would you tell me what happened)

Me what happened…

The Fog breathe on your windows
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

I met a girl who said she wouldnt leave
And now thats all left is with her in my dreams
Now all i can see if her face in the past
Why fall like the leaves
Everything drags on
Cuz I couldn’t see the present tense
And im dead inside but no one can really help it

Cuz i got problems on my belt
And i got people to fucking regret
I got things up on my chest that i would never tell anybody
Nobody really fucking cares about anything 
Nobody fucking gives a shit 
So why the fuck should i care.

die slowly (IOF)

0range ha!r

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