swerve w/ sendflowrs & strgurrl

subsiding (yunnygoldz)

linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by metlast & jolst

@lottaheart:
i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i wouldn't take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah you know i can't wait

@xobroken:
i can't wait to see your pretty face
i feel high when you step into my space
i mean it when i say you cant be replaced
where you wanna go?
yeah, i'll take you any place
money don't mean shit to me
i'll bust open the safe
dinero, by me fuego
everywhere we go is safe
stack this shit like legos,
count it all another day
i can never let go
of this feeling oh wait

@lottaheart:
it feels like i dont wanna wait
how much fuckin longer is it gonna take?
if i could take it all away,
i would do anything to make it all okay

yeah you i can't wait
im impatient
waited all day
i can't take this
wanna get away
back to the basics

i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i would take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah, you know i can't wait

can't wait w/xobroken

my love for you runs hotter than water
your showers set to 48 degrees your not bothered
my lover
you and i are unstoppable
years ago my love was so swappable
but now ive changed
there's nothing, nobody can get into my way
you take me so far away from reality
girl you manage me
and my ways

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

they get some seconds of some screen time and think that they something
i get 10 minutes of screen time and still think that im nothing
there's a ache inside my heart for this but you make me have purpose
i try
keeping myself in line
keeping my phone on at times
always make sure that you're alright

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

i guess they weren't right
it was all lies
kiss you goodnight
and whisper "we made it"
cause baby we made, you and i

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

fortyeight (prod.  King Theta)

no i can’t wait for you to make up your mind
what’s it gonna take for you to say that you’re mine?

what’s it gonna be? (x3)
you belong with me (x3)

guess you don’t see what i see in you in me
and truthfully you don’t know what you do to me
it’s got me up all night
thinking bout you all the time
wonder if we’ll reunite
hope that we can make it right

no i can’t wait for you to make up your mind
what’s it gonna take for you to say that you’re mine?

what’s it gonna be? (x3)
you belong with me (x3)

guess you don’t see what i see in you in me
and truthfully I’m too far gone

no i can’t wait for you to make up your mind
what’s it gonna take for you to say that you’re mine?

what’s it gonna be? (x3)
you belong with me (x3)

what's it gonna be?

lyrics// all plats on the 25th


silence my calls
wide awake till the morning
im coughing up love
that i couodnt afford
i got a new tatt
just to test out my fortitude
off in my head
i cant feel feel what i did to you


would u look at now?
i thought we’re better off as friends

would you look at me now?
missing those feekcles around ur skin

would you look at me now?
never knew where to lay my head
would you look at me now
i know im better than he is

lifes hard when im someone you knew
i dont wanna see the lie in the truth
sick of swallowing my pain in the proof
but my bad, guess i’ll see you in the next one
sick of feeling like i’m nothing but a waste of life

but you never knew x2

would you look at me now
covered in bruises
a blend to the crowd
harder to smile 
when i see you frown
its all because iv been letting you down

time stops on the same street
crossed third walked onto berkley
dismember my parts
losing my vision with each passing car
feel all the eyes and i hate the attention
fooght for my life but im still im the trenches
speaking my mkmd but ur  alwaus offended
look at me now oir love made me a menace

would you look at me now x3

look at me now [neverforever]

[lyrics]

[benzo]

laying down on the floor with a bloody wrist
suicide on my mind and i can't deal with it
i wanna cry
i wanna die
i wanna stick a rusty knife between my eyes

i'm on the ground bleeding out in the cemetery
i hope you understand my pain i hope you hear me clearly
cos i can't cope anymore
yeah i cant cope anymore


[halfhearted]

i can’t cope with the way i lost my best friend
on the seventh of may i held your right hand
for the last time, i didn’t know it then
now i past time reading all the texts that we sent

burn another hole into my sweatshirt
hope for good days, im hoping that you don’t hurt
i could fall apart any day in any weather
iv been turning grey feel misplaced
when i’m with her

can’t pick up these pieces im all by self
mama i’m sorry im hurting my health
stuck in a ditch and she wishing me well
roll up a spliff maybe this shit will help

so tired of you.
yelling so loud but not telling the truth
i’m so tired of you,
borderline crazy from shit ive been through

Understand My Pain w/halfhearted (prod.acey)

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

(Prod. Noise Complaint)

Lyrics: 

Couldn’t let you inside
I just do the same thing 45 times
Know I hate the thought of you with any other guy
No I’m not the type of boy just to see you as a prize
Spent a whole year to realise
I can see you lie
You were never mine
But nevermind

It’s always so silly to me how much I respect the honesty
Put so much forward for things you can’t see
Look in my eyes when you’re talking to me
What it is when my heart feels ordinary
Why do I feel so alive when the shit get scary?
It’s only a problem to me

I can see the tear drops falling down
I know you can’t even look at me
My problem always keeps me separate from the crowd
Can’t you look forward without looking down?
I got too many issues to part ways with you now
I gotta sacrifice
Looking so bluntly while I sharpen my knife
I swear I told you this is what I wanna do with my life
But when your eyes meet mine we just can’t think twice
(Is this what I’m doing tonight?)

What I gotta do to make you proud of me?
What’s for the best isn’t what I want
Know your future’s uncertain and it’s always a lot
Know I make you mad, yeah I pissed you off
Would I stop being sad if I make the top?
Give me time baby, and you’ll forget about me
‘Cause if you gets much worse I’ll be the only reason
Try to clear your memories, forget the hidden meaning
When it gets so cold that I-

Always the catalyst
Cry harder for me babe this is the last time
I feel so fucking sick in my mind
I’ll never forget your hand on mine
I wanna hurt myself thinking ‘bout the next guy
“Sorry I hurt you” doesn’t make it better
I can not curse you, only the city weather
And when I fell in love I knew this shit was coming
Crashing at false speeds, and you just leave me nothing.




nvm :/

It's not fair that you said you cared;
you had neglect but the love was there;

you don't care ; which it could be worst..
try to numb my pain, but it never works.

I could say the truth; but you know it hurts
I can feel the Pain ; it's been getting worst.

Maybe I could do without you,
How to live this life without you,
I can't love a thing without you,
How to live this life without you..

Growing Older

Overstreet [prod. GAXILLIC]

Boston | IG: @deadbroke
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Growing Older

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