Never heard a song like this in my life tbh

XOWER Never give up, stay a close eye -- servifusion com

(prod. emmett)

oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

sorry to say this
ima make up lies just to play this
thats what you thouigh last week when i made this
said ill take you somewhere nice i dont deserve this
but i got it cause im worthless

weighing out the pros and the cons im kinda used to it
fucked up every little thing on my conscious
in my mind you were everything that i wanted
but in reality you showed me that you are - nothin

whys there silence
im just getting by it
whys it getting quiet
i just met you why you violent

cannot a trust a soul its really tiring
writing in my diary
age a little fast im looking scary whys there sirens
and my heart bleeds out the pain
i saw you on hinge today


oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

she dont make it make sense

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

breaking my heart
its always me to blame
doing some coke
on the weekend at your place
with your friends
or so called friends I feel ashamed
I don't know the truth no more its hard to stay awake

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

break it out
and break it in
run away
from your sins
you're stuck in your ways
you're family is to blame
they raised you like in idiot, I hope you'll be okay

i dont think i can stay (prod. fantasy camp)

my love for you runs hotter than water
your showers set to 48 degrees your not bothered
my lover
you and i are unstoppable
years ago my love was so swappable
but now ive changed
there's nothing, nobody can get into my way
you take me so far away from reality
girl you manage me
and my ways

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

they get some seconds of some screen time and think that they something
i get 10 minutes of screen time and still think that im nothing
there's a ache inside my heart for this but you make me have purpose
i try
keeping myself in line
keeping my phone on at times
always make sure that you're alright

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

i guess they weren't right
it was all lies
kiss you goodnight
and whisper "we made it"
cause baby we made, you and i

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

fortyeight (prod.  King Theta)

produced by Vito
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez

lyrics

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

i was war with myself but i think that i’ve lost
a piece of my soul fell to hell and i can’t pay the cost
blood on my coat from the wounds that i cant cover up
im sinkin the boat cuz id rather drown then live corrupt 

i run, away from most my problems im like a loaded gun
it just take one whole shot to ruin all the fun
you’ve had at my expense don’t waste your breath i’m done… done, you fuckin won

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you 

i feel the warmth of your hands wrap around me now
i feel my body start to levitate above the ground 
i close my eyes and numb my brain and shut my jaw-dropped mouth
cause i listened when i hear the void speak “not a sound”

now we might as well go back to the beginning 
see if anyone else was ever listening 
and if they weren’t i’m sure the sight is very sickening 
a life in solace is probably never happening 

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

12pm (vito)

i love you w/ notahero (neverforever)

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week 

Propped up by the night sky lit up bright 
No words can describe how I feel this time 
Hold tight we can live here side by side 
Shadow casted by the moon light stay in line 
Frosted over kinda hard for me to read this sign
Say aloud that you wanted this all confined 
So so so 

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week 

Oil painting up n down the walls 
Liminal spaces keep her calm 
Keep her on the lull yeah 
I just had another vision think it might come true 
Dressed up nice I can’t recall

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week

hex (sorrow bringer)

shake me when im drifting away
and i dont do that much so when i write i aint nothing to say
i go ghost so much wouldnt be surprised if i just fade away
i been on the fence for so long i might just go and jump off the gate
but when youre here in my arms all this other shit goes away
im sitting here tweaking off this hybrid but imma smoke anyway
my hands fucking shaking wondering how imma tell you nothings okay
the man youre dating is right in front of you but hes miles away

but while im here
ill try to enjoy this
ill hold u when we wake in the morning
ill never make a day feel boring
ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

all i wanna see is some meaning for this
i keep my head down and i work hard and one day ill get paid for it
she said dont drink that cause its too much and its dangerous
baby i know danger when i see it this is childs play
i see safetly everytime im looking at your face
but i only see you on the weekend im in a tough place
i wanna love the part of my self that lets me feel grace
so when you leave i just want you to stay

but baby I just want you to stay
without you the blue skyies turned to grey
my heart has lead me astray
and I can't cope without these compounds
pumping through my veins
sorry that I'm such a let down
i burn in the flames

you can't wait in place
and I don't expect you to
but it hurts me that you'd choose him
cause baby I'd choose you
despite the abuse
our differing views
my drug overuse
your volitile moods
i still don't want to lose you

shake me when im drifting away
i dont really do much so i aint got nothing to say
i swallowed my pride and i looked death in the face
theres a couple nights i know that imma take to the grave
but while im here
ill try to ignore it
just hold me when i wake in the morning
i went to sleep not wanting to see the morning
but ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

jumping off the gate w/ weepings (under the maple tree)

as the trees decay and their color fades
ill stop reminiscing yesterdays
baby take me somewhere keep me safe
if you hate me say it to my face

i tried my best n fucked it all up
will u be there for me when im all done
ill shatter my veins and drain all my blood
just to keep you safe is that good enough

is that good enough for you
ill try oh i always do
why do i try for you
baby id die for you 

i feel ugly dont u dare to even look at me
im addicted to ur touch like it was nicotine
i could never find another soul to care for me
this a long n winding road plz tread it carefullly

i tried my best n fucked it all up
will u be there for me when im all done
ill shatter my veins and drain all my blood
just to keep you safe is that good enough

is that good enough for you
ill try oh i always do
why do i try for you
baby id die for you

ⁱ ᵗʳⁱᵉᵈ ᵐʸ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ⁿ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ⁱᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵘᵖ
ʷⁱˡˡ ᵘ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱᵐ ᵃˡˡ ᵈᵒⁿᵉ
ⁱˡˡ ˢʰᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵐʸ ᵛᵉⁱⁿˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵈʳᵃⁱⁿ ᵃˡˡ ᵐʸ ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ
ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵃᶠᵉ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ

i miss autumn

is that good enough?

is that good enough (secre x jolst)

[clip of viktor from arcane]

lyrics 

how’d u find it easy
‘coz im fallin’ thru
i had my vision clear
now i’m 22

i ain’t got a clue
baby it’s true
i packed my bags but i’m falling’ for u

i’m in awe when rain trickles the lake
we used to walk the same path everyday
last time, u gotta stick in my mind

it goes easier if u would cry
there’s more peace if i leave u behind
how u jus gonna rip off my duffle
creating the pain with a double

look i saw the future but i’ll be desecrate
please believe me, jus look at my rustling feet
fragile, i’m getting shipped in a crate
u can wait but it is ok ‘coz i’m trusting f8

im trusting f8 x 8 

leaving
girl i am leaving
i’m siding with freedom
ur moving sideways 
i’m deciding whats needed 
jus leave it
i am a creature unfeeded

undefeated
‘coz i never tried
only ever dipped toes in this thing we call life
held my soul back in the back of my mind
i open doors and now i see light

i wanna love, i wanna fight
but i cannot speak when they say u and i
still blessed 
‘coz i hear the beat in my chest

f8 (hollowpurple)

lyrics

[maesk]
in the forest theres an eye
and without a question i would risk my life
fast forward the time
and now its just u and i
i'll be swaying like the leaves when u hang me out to dry

it's like a wishing well u throw me in and then u question why
why the worlds so cruel while tears fall from the sky
settled in my head
i'm settled in my mind
'coz the scenes move quickly
i'm already climbing out

wish u well
wish u well
go back to ur defences 
u know the system runs this town

brain moves fast where ur blood it starts to rise
u got a chain reaction like theres dust in ur eyes
i don't wanna lie
it's hard to change u in this mind
getting closer to the exit
but there were things i couldn't wield

i couldn't seal
ur broken heart was never real
plenty times it would detonate 
but u were there to fully heal

u healed my heart and i'm thankful for that
but i see scars on my mental torment
was it that bad?
was it that bad?
i can't tell what is real
'coz i'm on both si- both sides when I feel

[notahero]

fortyeight (prod. King Theta)

NAVYXOWER

Recent comments

houci's hidden gems

brecken

houci's hidden gems

ANGL

Related tracks