produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

socials:
www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

And I’m so sick of always fucking up
Always apologize, it’s the last time
Blame it on me, i’m never good enough
Lost my peace, now I lash out

Cant get rid of the taste out my fuckin mouth
Carve out my tongue, said too much, bleeding out
Doesnt matter what I do, it’s way too late
Screaming out and procrastinate

I can’t
Stay here
Mental
Dread and
Pain gets
Stronger
Isolated

I can’t keep it up, nah
Throw me out, leave me to rot
I think it’s easier that way for me
You have no say in this, so just leave me

I dont care what they say
I ignore, most of dms
I don’t know why it’s so hard to
Keep a convo, maybe laugh

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

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I'm a Hip Hop/Trap  and EDM producer  again hope you guys will enjoy my music, oh also I changed my name to I for my official producer name. I'm Deciding EDM is... Coming back! I'll have some beats in the works do not worry guys I was missing it. But I am still gonna make trap beats off on but it is much more fun making EDM in my opinion

24💔🥀</3 #Emo #Rap-IndieAlt r&b-lofi + hyperpop/digicore & sad raps & rock! #Emotrap + #Heartbreakgenre #hardstyle emotional sensual brokenhearted boy who cope's hardly getting by, real ug-alt artist,poetry,multigenre,sadcore/emocore music Maker! og soundcloudrapper! Underground sad vibez-Rapper-Lyricist. (7Yrs + Audio Engineer & independent creator! : ) I 

I make this music to hardly cope with life & to make my life in art form! I luv me some #digicore / #hyperpop / #pop-punk & #experimental, Alternative Rock & Emo R&B Trap soulful + sadrap music creator! I also am a 7 yrs in the game industry ug alt & etc.. 

@BitekiVibes #xoxogng #ripsquad #draingang #tragedyclub #sadboyclique #xoxogng #LilheartbreakSaintbruh

https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCm12AL8w7GZorioADQh7vdw

https://www.tiktok.com/@jessica_lizzy_23_?_t=8mYIwjaPlny&_r=1

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Deadfish