Vibes

oh well, whatever
i hope he's cool 
gives you everything you wanted
like i did for you
and it never even mattered
i guess i was a fool 
lost control of my heart 
tryna give it all to you

and i never meant anything to you, 
i guess
i'm glad found someone that you can love instead
i hope you tell him that 
say it with your chest 
cause it's all i ever wanted to hear
i tried my best
feeling everything,
i wish i was wasn't used to that
losing everything, 
i wish i wasn't good at that 
i can't understand
wish that you would tell me how 
to be okay with this 
i can't even save myself 

(vito)
it cuts deep 
through silk sheets 
where i sleep 
god damn,
you love watching me bleed
that's karma
i've had it coming
enough trauma for you to want me 
you can't even tell when i'm gone 
your life is still moving on 
maybe i'm coming off strong 
but i've been hurt for so long 
and still the worst is yet to come
i should've knew it all along 
i flew too close and in the sun 
lost everyone i ever loved

oh well, whatever (w/ vito) (prod. jolst)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

+spotify soon+

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

hope you enjoy, or something <3 :")
prod. @user-230494921 <3

𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵.
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

she said i'm "hella right"
everything i say past three is hella right
and the night time 
welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
bright lights; everybody trusts it
i don't trust it at all
i'm terrified right now
wish i could give you a call :(

i overthink and scrap everything
i'm trapped behind these bars
that you could never see
a majority of the time
i'm disgusted by the industry
but if it's okay with you
then it's okay with me aswell

as the essence surrounds me 
and corrupts my soul
what a blinding gaze
i wish i could break it's hold
as i'm marching through a land
that is unknownst to me
i've only seen it inside of my dreams

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

purple fingers
makes these feelings linger
been staring into empty space
for way too long
caught up on what is "right"
and what is "wrong"

i thought about her
again, last night
again (3x)
last night

these thoughts give me dopa- 
dopamine
as long as i believe they're real

it always comes back to this...

would my god even care [prod. 4lexf]

Morgane

undermined

XXXTENTACION - Everybody dies in their nightmares (slowed)

star shopping except it's layered, bass boosted & slowed down

James Arthur - Train Wreck (Slowed)	

lyrics ~ 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

And my world revolves around you 
Stop this searching 
Girl I’ve found it 
The saving light in this pit of darkness 
Never thought I’d fall in love again I wanna know 

How you stayed so stable 
lives unstable 
Safe inside all cards on the table 
Risk it all for a chance I’m able 
To love unconditionally I’m here to save you
and i don't feel any emotion unless it's you
and you think im lying girl its the honest truth 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Intertwining 
You’re Writing 
Everything that could give us a reason the feeling
That you don’t wanna fall in love again 
And I love you too much to let this go cos I’ve only been able to think of one road 
To go down 
It’s with you
The truth is I miss you 
I hope that you know that you never left my brain 
When the summer rain pours down 
I’m stuck in a cycle 
Recollections apparent when the dark thoughts hit you

I’m sorry that I can’t be more 
I’ll try my hardest to be yours

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Spotify <3

~ beside me

Featured artists: @gothurted & @sinxi
Produced by: @deadfishpoland
Mix: @sinxi & @deadfishpoland
Master: @deadfishpoland

lyrics:

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

and we're falling apart
we are drifting away
always had each other
now you're going away

and we've choosen this way
no message, cause hey
we agreed with each other
there's no need to be afraid cause

we tried to make it work and now
there's no need to be trying so hard
and we have not found a single way
to make it work like in the old days

so why would you text me now
that you miss me and how
I would hold you til you fell asleep
When I try to forget everything

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

Do you really miss me now?
Or it is one of your bullshit again?
Text me while I'm breaking down
Asking to myself who the fuck I am
Trying to find you inside her eyes
But you got stuck inside my mind
I think this is how I'll live my life
Without anybody by my side
I wish that you feel better now
I wish that you found someone better than me
Cause even if you left me down
I wish that you don't feel as empty as me
Notes in my phone that I'll never send
Holes in my heart I will never mend
I do really miss you baby
But seems like you don't give a fuck about me

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

spotify/itunes etc

do you really miss me? (feat. Sinxi & Gothurted)

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/okthxbb

lyrics:
I wanna rip my fucking heart out can u tell,
I wanna fuck up my brain fuck up my health
fuck you, and fuck yo friends too
u kno they dont kno u like I do

ok im tired, im wasted, im up but im based bitch 
I stick wit the same clique 
biteki we up next
feel like my heart gonna explode 
exhale the smoke 
try to forget what she broke

she playin possum she act like she dead
she probably wanna put a fucking bullet to my head
im lookin back at texts I left read
how could forget that that u said 

is it my fault 
did I even try
I rlly wanted u close was it all a lie
I think somethings wrong then u tex me in  the night 
like what the hell even happened 
thought u said u werent alright 

uh I cant control this
feelin overwhelmed 
she want me to control shit
well now im in control bitch
what we boutta do 
wait 
I think I kno this

tdkylid

spotify

tdkylid (prod.okthxbb)

s/o soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

me:
its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

skele: 
yeah, hop in the whip and i dash
brand new beam all black
im off the shit i might crash
ya
a couple k in my wallet
brand new car just bought it
racks pour out my wallet
might get rich and buy hot topic
its the same shit
everyday i dont feel it
the distance, baby tell me do u miss this
i cant face it, i dont think im gonna make it
i cant take it, down larry in the basement

me:
why you try so hard?
i wanna go back to dancing in the snow in my front yard, 
jus take a picture it'll last long, you act like I wouldn't care if you were gone well you're so wrong. 
put an 1/8 in a blunt and then I face it, then replace it because

its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

larry og

larry og w/skele (prod.yago)

Lil Happy Lil Sad - My Revenge (slowed Down)

Check Out Heylog:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6pl4SGgueZHZ4pC313c?si=2lXboaQlQoKOHU4o9_U8rQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/heylog/1506866195
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/byelog/

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

do you really miss me? (feat. Sinxi & Gothurted)

Deadfish

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