Lyrics:

Watching people take their time
Self-dissolving from 9 - 5
Somewhere else where they can’t be
Distracts them from being free

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…

I don’t know
What I want
From you right now
Maybe if I take a step
Take a step backwards and out of my head
My perception is all I’ve said
You can still feel differently 

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…

The happening is happening right now
I’m tryna tell you how I feel right now
How…

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…
How much longer until I think for myself?
How much longer until I’m not overwhelmed?
Help!

Written, recorded, & produced by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer).

the happening is happening right now(demo)

random stuff :0

https://youtu.be/FyVlmbuJNdA?si=Zk0Qqcc9mnrQXCVO

Analog and digital multi instrumental blend of material. Songs written and recorded in New York City and New Hampshire.  Thanks for listening.

The stars in the sky can show only but a minuscule of the beauty that you behold. Your light radiates so much so that the sun is jealous.

**I do not take credit for the songs I post !!**