Lyrics:

Watching people take their time
Self-dissolving from 9 - 5
Somewhere else where they can’t be
Distracts them from being free

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…

I don’t know
What I want
From you right now
Maybe if I take a step
Take a step backwards and out of my head
My perception is all I’ve said
You can still feel differently 

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…

The happening is happening right now
I’m tryna tell you how I feel right now
How…

How much longer until I go ask for help?
How much further am I away from hell?
Well…
How much longer until I think for myself?
How much longer until I’m not overwhelmed?
Help!

Written, recorded, & produced by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer).

the happening is happening right now(demo)

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i listen to just about everything and am very unorganized but i'm down for whatever bc life is futile and existentialism thrives on human emotion and experience ya know?




also im trying to get my life together while also making semi thought out playlists