Name: Ramune and Cigarettes prod roku beats by DecayingAnyways
Duration: 2 min 52 s
Description: made this in like 4 hours I wanna cry fuk this song LMAO

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

"and you ain't got a gun!"

@oncite
@1leigh

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2xGShPW60UPHiFxoyyHX8i

hitandrun. w/ oncite (prod. saeph)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

buzzards circling my feet
guess it's time to face defeat
i didn't have much to offer
i know i look like the monster
i think that i'm far too late
'cause when i'm low, i isolate
bring me peace, i don't feel safe
can't find sleep, i ruminate

but i never fit in wherever i go
my eyes are a river of headaches, it shows
nobody knows me, i like it like that
i say what i want with no one to react

i got a lot to say, but i just keep it to myself
i don't want no complaints for when i'm talkin' mental health
this is more than an outlet for me, i hope you understand
so i cannot guarantee that you can hold these shaking hands

been considered a headcase upon first impression
the people around me told me it was just depression
they said it would pass, but i feel myself decay
what the fuck do you do when your world has turned to grey?

i never been the one to just avoid potential pain
'cause i've always tried to face it
let it rain down on my face
never been so cold-hearted and reckless
you can thank my brain for putting me through the wringer to humble me throughout the day
i know that i don't need it, but i cannot risk the pain
i hound myself for everything that i cannot explain
it's like i'm judging every moment, every breath i take
hypervigilant of every little thing i say

just give me a moment, i need to breathe
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
if there's a god, why can't she hear me scream?
fuck all your prayers, i need reality

i never wanted to wring out my clothes
they're cloaked in my sweat from the lies that you told
burdened with boredom while stuck in my room
i hate that my thoughts always default to you

a shred of hindsight could rest my case
the downpour of failure will yield no pain
it's merely distractions, i can't complain
gotta learn my lesson before it's too late

liberosis

love you both so much!! <3 :3 this song really means alot to me. 

lyrics:
(p3tro)
human life can feel so baseless,
the human body is a spaceship,
i swear to god its just a matrix,
i think i got the mind to break this

its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

(tiger)
once i'm third person bound
getting too into it
detaching the ligaments from my limbs
as if I don't exist 
Overloaded unethical thoughts to urself
d-digging in
If there's nobody else 
to stop ur spin

keep it up
why u down
not another frown cus
thats so silly uh
Really, aw
My friends major tripping out

im not biased, I can feel it
talk it out and then lets leave it
i just try to help u see it
u should trust my gut believe it

i get ur stuck, gonna go ghost
i cant ignore it and leave u alone
hearing it wrong, said we should talk
why dont we sit down 
cus its official, my life almost had no light like
i could owe it all to convos staying up all night
just chilling, vibing
love u bruh

(p3tro)
its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

perspective w/ tigerstar (1fern)

made this in like 4 hours I wanna cry fuk this song LMAO

Ramune and Cigarettes prod roku beats

@supravir

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i don't even get angry anymore
i just close my blinds and lock the door
cause i know that they won't understand
i'm alone and stuck with shaking hands
i'm a mess, i'm bleeding on the floor
i try my best, but i need something more
should i take my life for fuck's sake
'cause it's on my mind everyday

i feel too much, bash my head against the wall
nothing's right, i'm still waiting for your call
wreck my head, it's always messy by default
promise me you didn't fill my wounds with salt
i'm always tired so my bones collapse
i traded in my spine for a heart attack
i fucking feel so blind
everything fades to black
and both my legs go numb
now i cannot run back

i feel so out of touch
i'm getting way too fuckin' cynical
i hope i'm enough
'cause if i'm not, i won't be in pursuit
i know my worth at least a little bit, you doubt that
i'm feeling anxious so if you need me, i'll be out back
but i know you won't come lookin
'cause you couldn't be bothered
even though you act like i'm your everything, it's awkward
tsunamis in my stomach won't reside without an offer
so i chief my pen, i hope you don't mind i'm a cougher

if you got shit to say then say it to my face
watch your mouth before i put you in your place
you better lower your tone when you're speakin' to me
i feel just like a god when i'm watching you bleed
couldn't give less of a fuck about the money 'cause that's lame
i just want catharsis, something that will kill the pain
i do this cause i love it, not a dollar to my name
the drive within my heart will never do this shit in vain

i'm not gonna lie, i haven't got good sleep in ages
when i shut my eyes, my thoughts are flipping through the pages
my head can't stop running, feet are far behind the pavement
sick of all the static so please let me make a statement
i could not care less about your health or wealth, i'm done
fighting off the anger, but i'm positive it won
you wore me down just like the nail that lingers on my thumb
if i spoke from my chest, you would just tell everyone

[Supra Vir]

i'm comin' lurkin' between all the shadows
now i'm the villain but i'll always win the battles
you were the snake, but i never heard the rattle
my mental boiling mad now i'm splittin' between the atoms

if only i knew what this could've been for
i never would've stayed if you're in this form
now you got me filling up
'bout to cause a tidal wave
you can throw our story out
your plans on the title page

i hope you're prayin' on my downfall
because i never wanna see you again
this was never at all my fault
your heart was always playin' pretend

how you gonna look me in the eyes and tell me everything's okay
especially after all was done my heart has started to decay
nothing will ever mend the bridge between you and i
here we go our separate ways
here's our final goodbye

tsunami (ft. Supra Vir)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0189LvXlRu5Hks04ArsyoT?si=3b1dffaee6754a0f

find out 
i aint rly wanted ur love
yeah i’m doing fine now 
dont worry ur heart ab me
yeah i'm on my high now 
no one gave a fuck ab us
and im still on ur mind now 
know u never wanted to leave 
wasted all my time now 
never felt like i was enough
take another line now 
don't know wut u wanted from me 
lets face it ima die now 
told lil baby i’m giving up 
cuz it sux 
girl ur nutz
and ur crazyy

and im toxic 
u hate me 
and all of ur friends gonna talk shit
i hate being involved 
and im holding it all in 
put holes in the wall of my room
and i rly got no one to call besides u
told her tht id give her my all and i tried 2
yeah i dont feel like its rly my fault 
wut did i do?
yeah and i might take my life dont know when ill decide 2
and im lying to myself when i say i despise u

spotify <3

my fault (asperr)

Shoutout solio for the fire ass beat
shoutout NOKERB for da mixes
LYRICS:
Hunnid shots made him running man 
imma keep it running man
dont get upset with me bitch you just mad you a weekend plan
and no it never was official 
i just turned 21 might go and cop a pistol 
x2
got 2 bitches and im sitting in the middle
left and right gotta look around keep it on a swivel
out of sight i been walking round im leaning like a cripple 
out of mind all my shit big and all your shit little 
i been counting counting counting i been counting pesos
she been doubting doubting doubting she just in the way tho
she been pouting pouting pouting she been sad all day so
my bitch been shaking ass and making money like she J- Lo
she want me to come thru stretch that shit out like its play do
pop my own brother godfather but dont call me fredo
pompeii shit city cracking rolli a volcano

Hunnid shots made him running man 
Dollars made your honey dance
dont get upset with me
you aint in the plan 
x3
Hunnid shots made him running man 
AUGH
x3

Runningman Freestyle

Runningman Freestyle (PROD.SOLIO)

prod. drmabeats

lyrics:
i know you're tired of things we were lackin
and i've been trying to find my way back in
feels like we’ve always been stuck in the past tense
i know it's never my fault when it happens
i know you're trying to get my reaction
and now i live in a house that's falling down
cause you're not around

i live alone in a glass house
and baby the walls are thin
no matter where i go
or where i've been
the ugly truth has been unspoken
(you never wanna say)

so let's just raise a glass
looks like my faith was trash
cause hopes abandoned
(abandon all hope)

now i fully paint the picture
teardrops falling in my liquor
i drank it anyway
(i'm ashamed)

know i wasnt wanted
i think i was needed
was never okay
with the way i was treated

and now you're far away
you left my pain
i might not see tomorrow

might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

it's like you're stuck in the way
i lived and learned i wanna leave you
i'll hide all my pain
not what you thought i was
cause i can't be there to save you
no i have to save myself
i've been living too dangerous
time to leave you behind

because i'm done with the lies
i've broken free from chains that held me
i woke up this time
the insecurity
help me
i wanna be there
put your face in the dirt
knocked unconscious im screaming
guess that i'll never learn

tried to go back to you
but you didn't wanna see me
cause i always lose my cool
and say things i don't mean
but deep down
i need you to believe me
stuck with all these feelings
and now i wanna
die die die

and now i wanna
die die die

spotify :)

glass house (drmabeats)

TRUST ISSUES

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/9QRp4p6lEDA
 {a fallnvault exclusive / song on all plats}

Featured Artists:
@breakwait
@prohip

LYRICS:
prohip - 

and you can come around when you see me
cuz i been wasting time
i been wasting my life
come around when you need me

because i'm numb to the touch
come on show love
come pick me up
just take your time
and realize 
a state of mind
can waste your time
just show me love
i need you to
i need you to
just show me love

breakwait - 

i wanna give back, 
i wanna give right back to you
tryna make me give back to the world, 
whatever it takes for me now

Ramune and Cigarettes prod roku beats

DecayingAnyways

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