dance floor w/ abraxus (kurane & mamoru)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @glimpseofdespair
my mix @xexiomusic

next to me w/ nicky (revert sentencc)

prod @1revert
mix @xexiomusic

lyrics:
i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
i been feeling low again
so i grab my knife and cut
so i slice, slice, slice away my life
hide my wrist i hide this knife
bloody tears and bloody scars
fly away and take me far
i guess i'll die alone tonight
and i hate the way we always fight
burn my flesh turn out the light
to tell the truth im not alright
i just wanna feel ur lips
with my hands up on ur hips
but instead i feel like shit
u don't love me girl i get it
how can u be so cruel i wonder if u regret it
u used to say u love me but i don't think that u meant it
so i guess that i'll just forget it
i'll wait for death and count the seconds

i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust :(

fall apart (revert)

prod @sp1rxt
mix @xexiomusic

i wish i could feel you one more time
hurt me and i'll say i'm fine
kill me now i'm dead inside
cut urself then hold me tight
all black in the moonlight
tell me all those pretty lies
i know u were never mine
so alone but i'm fine

run my fingers through ur hair
u say that ur not alright and god i wish that i was there
i would kiss all of ur cuts and i would wipe away ur tears
i'm so scared of disappointing you so i just stop and stare
god i wish that i was normal
stab me now i'm so sore
ur so pretty on the dance floor
cut myself my wrists pour

to tell the truth girl i'm a mess
if u gave me one more chance i would treat u the best
i could take away ur pain, i could take away ur stress
i'd feel safe in ur arms but i'd still dream of death

so alone, but im fine (spirxt)

prod @rpsu
mix @xexiomusic

girl i know that u don't ever wanna see me again
give me one more chance and i'll be there until the end
if all is lost girl u can leave me for dead
all my life girl all i ever wanted was a friend
and i don't get why u always gotta do this to me
and u act like i'm stupid girl u play for the other team
i'll give u the whole world girl just tell me what u wanna be
and tell me what u need from me

i don't know why
i feel so lost
when ur not by my side
i'll beg one more time
just don't leave me tonight
put my hands around ur waist
do i make u feel safe
i know u don't want me and i swear that's okay
i'm filled with regret yea i'm lost in my ways
i should've known that you'd treat me the same

until the end (adrien)

prod, mix, master, and art by me
ft @ulterguy

(me)
Call my name in icy ways, I hear it now
I'm so alone and left in doubt
I need you now
When you call me out from the stage
I need you bae
I'm so alone and I'm in pain
And that's okay
Call my name in icy ways, I hear it now
So shut your eyes and shut me out
You don't need me now
When you call me out from the stage
I need you bae
I'm so alone and I'm in pain
And that's okay

(ulter)
I miss your lips, I miss your waist 
I need you bae
Scars all on me always ache
I'm in so much pain
My baby's filled with so much hate
What do I say
I want it now, I want you here 
It's you I crave
In a crazy kinda way 
I feel like you're attached to me
And every time you leave 
I always see you in my dream
You tell me that you're done with me
But I know what you need
It's me and I Vs you and you, but I'll never leave

(me)
Call my name in icy ways, I hear it now
I'm so alone and left in doubt
I need you now
When you call me out from the stage
I need you bae
I'm so alone and I'm in pain
And that's okay
Call my name in icy ways, I hear it now
So shut your eyes and shut me out
You don't need me now
When you call me out from the stage
I need you bae
I'm so alone and I'm in pain
And that's okay

SHUT YOUR EYES FT. ULTER

prod, mix, master, and art by me

So this is odd
Painful realization
That all has gone wrong
And nobody cares at all
And nobody cares at all

You don’t want me back
But I’d still take you back
You don’t want me though
I’ll be here waiting, so
I miss your bed baby
I ain’t been sleeping lately
I hope you miss me when I pull off in that black Mercedes 
I know you hate it baby
That I’ve been gone baby
I miss you on the daily
Do you still hate me baby
My hearts all on the floor
What I’ve been asking for
But I still love you more
I’m sick of this, I’m growing sore

So this is strange
Our sidestepping has come to be
A brilliant dance
Where nobody leads at all
Where nobody leads at all

You don’t want me back
But I’d still take you back
I could take you there but you won’t make it back
Do I make you scared 
Do I make you sad 
Cut me open baby
I’m down for that
Why don’t you call me
I know you saw me
And when I crashed the car
I saw you dying
Why don’t you call me
I know you saw me 
And when you called my phone
I started crying

CHAMPAGNE

prod, mix, master by me
art by me

lyrics:
You won't come around
And you won't call me back
What am I in this for
If you don't love me back
I saw you like back then
Now I'm past that
Why'd you do me like that
Tie me there, slow come on
I know you need me baby so come on
I know you hate me now that I'm gone
I'd get it if you don't miss me at all

you should be scared of me
I'll break your veins with my teeth

You won't come around
And you won't call me back
What am I in this for
If you don't love me back
I saw you like back then
Now I'm past that
Why'd you do me like that
Tie me there, slow come on
I know you need me baby so come on
I know you hate me now that I'm gone
I'd get it if you don't miss me at all

COOL

Scared

prod, mix, master by me
art by me

There's a heartbeat somewhere
Love, I'm gonna find you there
In the darkness, sleepless
Love, I wanna have you near
We never sleep alone
Never sleep alone
Never sleep alone
Never sleep alone

I just wanna know what it's like to be missed
I'm drowning in my head while you're kissing on my skin
That look up in your eye, I can see it again
Take a couple bars until you feel dead
And I think ima die all alone in my room 
So tell me what it's like when I'm right next to you
Will you call me back, or will you drown again
I'm so upset, and I'm so obsessed
Ima die in my sleep
And I'm off the codeine
Left scars on me
Cut through me
I would die for you as if you'd die for me
I don't wanna fall asleep
Will you wake up next to me
So Ima take it all till I can't wake up
Ima cut on my arm, you can see all the blood

And when they're gone, the hours I'm awake
I take these pills and pray to god they'll take


Scars

prod. @vaifanua760
If you wanted to I would let you cut me
There's a passion in your eye, only I can see
And I know that you want it that way
Take away, hide away, I know you don't want me
And I whisper through the pain that it's alright
And I don't even wanna ever sleep at night

There's a way
There's a passion
There's a solace in your eyes
Every night I wanna cry
When you're not here by my side
And I think it's forever with you
And I don't wanna lose you

It's you and I forever in the black benz
And I will always love you to my hearts content
And I don't wanna be here when i wake up
Your body wrapped in mine is what I dream of

If you wanted to I would let you cut me
There's a passion in your eye, only I can see
And I know that you want it that way
Take away, hide away, I know you don't want me
And I whisper through the pain that it's alright
And I don't even wanna ever sleep at night

Every Night (prod. SolowMon Grungy)

december

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