temporary feelings got me moving slow
I can't really do this, I can't lose no more
I don't really like you, I just fuck you hoe
I can't really go out, I'm out on my own
~
wait till the right time
she was my lifeline
now I'm sitting pack another bowl in the night time
lost the person that I call my home for the ninth time

baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time (night time)
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time (no time)
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine (blow mine)
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it ( think about it)
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
overthinking in my mental
rappin over instrumentals, this what i'm meant for
it subdue the pain
thoughts on hold process I hear in my brain
life without you is like walking in rain with no jacket
that bowl imma pack it
I soar in the clouds again, fall back to granite
No I cannot stand this, I take life for granted I'm frowning when
shit doesn't go right
staying up these late nights
somethings been missin 
I made it my mission to feel right
her face gon glisten in moon light
put all my focus on you I
lost that perspective
I forgot to mention that nothing I do can be done right
~
baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
watch me power down
where you at babe?
ridin home alone at 3am there ain't no traffic
pull up to my home there's something missing in the graphic
where the fuck you at girl? my mind in a panic

these r the bad times

my bathroom floor (prod. xmichaelwarren)

ur boyfriend

Lyrics : 

Ive been fuckin up since 17
But I ain’t ever been the type to have no enemies 
And yeah I put it on my mom they gon remember me 
I’ll be a star shining brighter than they’ve ever seen 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it 

I don’t know if I can explain how I’ve been feeling lately 
Stuck in between insane and crazy 
I wonder if I could make it on my own
Cause when you’re gone 
Feels like I never had a place to call home 
And now I’m calling from a broken pay phone 
I hope you get the message
Blood drips to my necklace 
Incisions on both of my wrists 
She hates me it’s so god damn lovely 
Break me down put me back together again 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it

fuck up

w/ @evergardens

(vacant)
im fed up and im sad 
i feel it all in my head
who am i to say
that i dont wanna stay
when youve been alone
when ive been distant
i try to keep you away from me
but you took it all

a whole aspect of me changes
i didnt wanna flip the pages
remember dancing in my kitchen
head on my shoulders
i didnt want that to end
i thought i was a heart to mend
i didnt want you to break it no
a promise you broke my love

oh my love
oh my love
oh my love

(evergarden)
being honest i feel stuck where i am
do u ever feel regretful
cus over time i feel resentful
im tired
im tired
you'll hold it against me i know it
sick to my stomach
writings on the wall but im in too deep
im tired
im tired
im tired

(vacant + evergarden)
im tired
im tired
im tired

you look tired, you should sleep. (w/ evergarden)

w/ the goat @matt-kelly-115 from pet rock olympian
prod grayskies
merry christmas <3

lyrics:
just another month wasted 
on someone who’s never there for me 
i’m getting sick of your shit 
please cut the line and set me free

and its not like i don’t care at all
my stomach just cant handle all 
the back and forth
what am i asking for?
now im stuck and i feel terrible
the presence, more than bearable
but i cant afford
i think i’ll start a war

over
something stupid
convoluted
something used
when im still useless

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

i think i know what i’m facing
its a problem with sincerity
trust i know thats it worth it, i’m sure it’s
perfect, in a world thats only you and me

and i just cant decipher intentions
when you say it’s never meant to be
you said that we could still be friends
but i’ve been there and i’ve done that
we make up and go through the motions 
mess with my head
you wind up in my bed again 

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

paralyzed [prod. kinsei x nextime]

If pigs could fly (fra)

🌒💞💫💜

lyrics:

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

i had a dream last night where i
fell down the stairs a thousand times
been feeling fine but every time i close my eyes
i think about all of the shit i try to hide

can't keep my doubts at bay
they'll never go away
i'm finding solace in my bed again
try to avoid the pain
i think of all i've gained
i know it's hard but i'm not giving in

it's far from over
i pull you closer
i can't do this on my own

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

please don't let me go i hate this
i need some help i'm so frustrated
every night's another nightmare
lose my mind i need you right here

i can't describe what i keep in my chest
so fucking pissed i just wish i could rest
but i'm up with the sunrise again
won't you tell me that all of my hurt's gonna end?

it's far from over
i pull you closer
i can't do this on my own

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

please don't let me go

spotify

before i sleep (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

maybe next year [capsctrl]

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

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