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October On Repeat

Houston loves goin' ⏬️

🌹🤜🤛new adventures 🫁lungz full of smoke 💨🙆🏻‍♀️🌬️🌛

New Alternative Rock track "I'm Still Here" featuring Kanashi and Nevvaro

(Lyrics)
I’m still fucking right here
After after all these years 
I ain’t gone I ain’t gone nowhere 
Still playing that blackbear 
You moved on to the big city 
Didn’t want nothing to do with me 
Got your Louis bag you’re too pretty 
Guess you’re just way to good for me, for me

You didn’t want nothing to do with me
Acting like were ancient history 
Acting so hot it’s blistering 
Guess I needa put on some sunscreen

(Kanashi)
Baby you’re not the only one
That went and got their bag up
I’ve got my music I don’t need no love
Front page SoundCloud 
yeah I’m on the come up 
I don’t know why you gotta treat me like that,
No no, everybody knows what you up to
Behind my back, yeah yeah yeah yeah
I just wanna smoke this pack
All I do is relax 
You gonna wish you had me back 
And that’s on god, big facts
That’s on god big facts 

(Nevvaro)
It’s always me and my loneliness 
So I guess I’m never alone 
We used to roam the streets like nomads
We don’t ever want to go home
But now it’s over
Bad luck boys, no clover
Say I’m on a vacation 
I ain’t been sober in like 3 weeks
Your a freak in sheets
And I hate that your breaking you back
For someone that’s not me
I bet you forgot me
And I know you forgot me
It’s okay cause 
I’m just glad that you’re happy 

Purchased rights to beat ✨

Prod. SplashGvng X King Theta 
Mixed by Yago, Kanashi, Nevvaro
Master by Kanashi

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I'm Still Here (feat. Kanashi X Nevvaro) [Splashgvng X King Theta]

prada! (w/ lunaking) (prod. safin)

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Do You Ever Think About Me Now

who i am w/ kais & i'm geist (remghost)

mixed/mastered by @scottysplash

lyrics:

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

CLOSURE (branwen)

lyrics:

With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill

And she pulls back
On that black hilt
Just sliding out my heart gripping blue steel
When I fight back
I just fall back
To place my hand upon my chest and feel my palm fill
And paint the walls
I thought we were joking till she said she really mean it
Pulling at my skin I felt the tissue lose feeling
She said its not my problem im tryna help u
Ur killing my love I know u know that I knew
 
With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill\

THORNHILL (branwen)

lyrics:

Fate will not favour u dear
Ur lost if u beside me in here
I know its not the news u would here around friends
Because lying just to keep u in here

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her
And I have come to love it here

Clouds fill quick and fall out the sky
Lately it feels like love is just a temporary high
Plus I need a doctor
Cause Every move my body fills me with pain
Hold me close im so cold and ur so warm
Feel my pain and feel my hands take it back from u
If im sad im not sad im just too drunk
Kinda like right now swear I need you right now
We pay the fee to watch the animal
I talk and scream into this microphone
My body feeds on how they lose control
So talk to me and belt out the words u know

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

56 metres (branwen x birkknut)

Luv U Bettr (angelwingz) [prod.angelwingz x aton]

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

As life goes up I feel these new emotions stronger
But feeling shit just bring myself back
I have been blessed right now but in this rut I can escape that for the night
And right now I need that so bad
 I crave to be mortified right now
The moments wasted unless I am scarred some how
It sounds crazy but think about it outside of context
If I were harmed there I promise I wouldn’t forget that
But I won’t recover any time soon
I cant party like I swear I used to
Still I pitch my bottle while I blow on this blue
But I dont date now cause Im broken in body its not u

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

Look at my tears they’ve ended
That was last month im technical
Shitting on me like toilet bowl
Till I pop in this bitch like pimple
I keep saying its simple
Huh cause all my dawgs on ten toes
And I do not take no risks like that
Man I feel like reyes when I pull up with that baseball bat
Its not even for me its my boy cause I got his back n all that
Were blood now
From different backgrounds
But in my face u could tell its something i would give my pelt for
My body not worth the Dior u were promised
U dont wanna catch bodies boy be honest
Id help u change ur lifestyle from south 
But u been too hard headed to take that now

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

horrible advice (branwen)

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

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I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

originally performed by nothing, nowhere
reprod by caves
non profit cover

lyrics

I'm a 20 something 
somethings running thru my veins
I'm feeling quite alone
used to say I gave a fuck about a shit
but now that shit that I dismiss gets in my bones
and u can tell ur friends that ima mess and that I always stay at home 
but ur alcohol will fade away
those local bars and glory days are gone

how about that?
still stuck in the past
did u think it would last?
this too shall pass

passed out slow, yeah 
and it's all in my head
or its all too real
either way I'm fucked
either way I've had enough
and I did this to myself 

_twenty_something_(nothing, nowhere cover; caves)

// chorus
such a cost to pay
watch it all go in flames
if i could explain
would it all end the same?
but I can’t convey,
simple thoughts in my brain
well I guess, checkmate
yeah I lost, what a shame

// verse (envy)
everything will fall apart if you just give it time, oh no
and I'm not fine and you're not far
my pieces too misaligned, oh yea
and im not trying to waste your time
so there's no need to put on a show
and i might call you once or twice
cause i have a hard time letting go

the queen always corners the king
her shadows lingering
i feel my heart skip a beat as she sings
this is the end for me

// verse (geist)
this is the end for me
you’re getting close, i start to freeze
i’ll hold on to the memories
of times when we both had a dream

and i’ve been sick of overthinking
make your move i’ve lost my patience
there’s no way that I can make it
I’ll take the loss but,

// chorus
such a cost to pay
watch it all go in flames
and if i could explain
would it all end the same?
but I can’t convey,
simple thoughts in my brain
well I guess, checkmate
yeah I lost, what a shame

Spotify

checkmate w/ notenvy

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

do no harm yea she preaches 
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate 
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain
she wants to
bash me with a pipe wrench
wreak out fucking havoc
and i promise she would if we weren't at this party

yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
physicalities distract us from our lust to die

i told her xpect the worst n u cant get hurt
but she’s an optimist and only heeds signs from the earth
u shouldve listened and detached urself as i do 
i'm not an oracle but i know how to survive here
on this foreign planet
and if i'm left here unattended i might cause some damage
they shoulda known i wasn't human when their virus didn't phase me
shoulda seen how i don't click with human beings as of lately

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

parking lot breakdown (branwen)

nothing is enough

Dream Girl

@lifeofjerm_ - Dream Girl (prod. Saint Mike)

[Fxrroh Verse 1]
Wanna take it slow
Cause I just hope you feel like I do
You're all I wanna know
Take me high and low

And I can't even lie
The way you make me feel is deadly
But I can't say goodbye
Caught up in this high

[Vito Hook 1]
I'm gone girl eat your heart out
I know you feel it by now
Can't fathom
These long nights
Without you here by my side
I've kept a list of my issues
And you're at the top I won't miss you
The mistakes that I made to get through
The same one's I'll use to forget you

Honestly I'm terrified of wasting my time
There's bliss in your ignorance and ther's love in your lies
I've pondered the thought of watching the world through your eyes
And still hating everything but in color this time

[Fxrroh Verse 2]
You could shut me out
But no one makes you feel the way that I do
You're all I want around
I love what I have found

I can't slow this down
The way it feels like there's no ending
Wanna make it out
I can see it now

[Vito Hook 2]
Honestly I'm terrified of wasting my time
There's bliss in your ignorance and ther's love in your lies
I've pondered the thought of watching the world through your eyes
And still hating everything but in color this time
Honestly I'm terrified of wasting my time
There's bliss in your ignorance and ther's love in your lies
I've pondered the thought of watching the world through your eyes
And still hating everything but in color this time

IN COLOR

Fxrroh & VITO - IN COLOR [prod. wolfgang pander]

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

the second single off my upcoming album 'dearly departing' coming out on 9/9
featuring @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin 

or when its half mast
think about what i’ve passed
will i be forgiven?

or when im undone
will i run
or is this a new beginning?

i think i saw your star sign
projected in the night sky
i look out to the ocean
and then im back to your eyes

veins:
I don't give a fuck anymore
I would let her drown me in a low tide
these decisions assault my eyes
I brace for the waves that drag me back into the deep tide

yuh,
it gives a deep high
I guess it feel right
underwater with no sunshine
I heave a deep sigh
I'm filled with sea brine
all of my bones will rest in deep lime

but it's been nice
I hope u feel right
I hope he never leaves ur fucking side
I pray u both live long and happy lives
most of all, importantly, I hope u feel alive

its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin

dearly departing

low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

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IV. low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

@sorrow x @juli - close to you (prod. sarcastic sounds)

Written by Senzu ¥ and Giovanni 
Produced by Giovanni
Engineered by Giovanni 
Cover art made by Backyard beetle 
============================

Roads w/ Giovanni

turning cold (prod. slxxshy)

@vito2300
@tnvr555

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Everything just escapes me sometimes
And I won’t waste my breath on a goodbye

Oh love, I wish that you were right
But you just turn your head and lie
So tell me what is honesty to you?
Cause honestly I only want the truth
Why is that so hard to do?

I’m scared of the limelight
But I’m still chasing the fame to cope
And I’d give you my lifeline
Cause I only need two years at most
And I’m over wasting my time
On people who once left my side
Cause I’ve got too much fucking pride
To stay where I’ve been left behind

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Lifeline w/ VITO [TNVR]

//cuz we only fuck with you//

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Thoreau & Chloe Tang - Cities

ANGEL IN THE NIGHT (FT. BRENNAN SAVAGE & LIL LOTUS)

STAGES OF LOVE & HEARTBREAK

LOVE SUX

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IV. low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

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