sesh shit feat @quixxticcrim
Prod by @kntnmnly

botherin

feat @Fuckyourmoney aka Forrrest
prod @MxRKxS

keep em

Lyrics:

so sick of myself
but that don't change a thing
i ain't regret a thing
i find my peace in my hardships 
burn and waste air like a phosphine 
all my memories harm me
same old fucking story, untold all of the good things 
oh well, it don't concern me
got the liquor supporting 
4:30 in the morning
took a look who's around me
poor lost souls all surrounding 
fam was unsupportive of my decisions
that's when i told them all i just wanted to leave, because this ain't fucking livin'
braggin' bout their sickness,
told them i'd see them in hell
because that ain't my business
judging others while i stay fucking sinning
photographic memory of things i wish were deleted
roaming this earth until i find my meaning

i can talk about my issues,
ain't nobody understand
i could vent my whole heart out,
ain't nobody understand
i could do all it takes,
ain't nobody understand
but i still fail to mention
yeah i still fail to mention that

my closest friend is 6 feet under
feeling under weather
tryna keep myself together
back to all my bad habits
and i can call as many times as i want, phoneline disconnected
we didn't fit in, but we had each other when we were eleven
ain't no one understood us
they could talk all their shit, but to us they just fucking talking and that was the fucking end
i know it's hard to mention, but i ain't ever gon' forget, i'm gonna do it for us
all our dreams of getting big

Dreamcatcher

lyrics:

i'm the same wretched man
i'm the same fucking wannabe
roll up with intentions stout, i'm about to make a scene
it's gonna kill me if it ain't ever gonna better me
feeling like i'm motherfucking mental

come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come  around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around

damn the grass ain't greener on the other side
normalized
suicide
i hung all my hopes up on the fence years ago
be unalarmed
i bring no harm
unless it's to my fucking self
i ain't got no meds to help me
screaming "momma ain't responding"
thought she died
that's just life
so alarming
what's the time read on the clock
nodding off
alcohol induced psychosis making brain and vision fog
so long for my own decisions
damn i'm feeling fucking lost
i'm so lost in myself

come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around
come around to the otherside
come a- come around

The Other Side of The Barbed Wire Fence

lyrics:

drugs are spread before me
sippin' captain morgan
7 in the morning
damn i'm late to work
pickup towed
i feel extra fucking lonely
someone save me from my own destruction
i know where this going
cus i fucking know me

so what do you do when you stuck at rock bottom?
i know i gotta be suffering for something
bitch, i ain't ever gonna amount to nothing
my pain i carry, i carry it proudly
ain't know a single soul that be around me
all the depression and drugs that surrounding
they turned they heads when i need them the most, i got a friend with a name of "nobody"
all you bitches are fake
this a violent outrage
like two dogs in a cage that be killing eachother
while you laugh and spectate
put my mind on the table
put my soul in my music
i be taking my pain out this way
so that way i am not self abusing

Dreamcatcher

$inbad

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