this makes me have thoughts. thank you defsharp

finally this hit 100k here. this is my personal fav part

'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

Download for free: www.patreon.com/aqnb

Buy: bit.ly/3rf5siY

'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

8485, '3cheers (prod. taylor morgan)' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

5/7

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

Stream

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

jaded - 2th one

offense mechanism

flower bed

never let you leave

stream

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

sleeping by the lake on the shore, i got my sheets on the floor
spiral down, cursed to explore what i just couldn't ignore
yea you've got some shit you won't show, i've got a bit of my own
i hate the way you broke down the door, as if i wasn't alone

and something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes my blood cold
i wouldn't have admitted i hate myself until we got close

late night, bad dream
what a fuss, whats it mean
i'm in every scene, don't wanna talk about it
call me, every day
spit it out, run away
i can't replace what you've been lost without yeah
i'm a paper stevia packet
you're cocaine wrapped in plastic
who wants another line?
don't you think that it was so tragic
remembering the things that we laughed at
or did you wanna cry?

something bout the way that you hold my gaze is like a knife fight
like every single word is a firework caught in a bush fire
something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes it alright
lower my defense and you stab my back like you're a vampire

vampire

Take In 'Reality'

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textbook burnouts
they dont know the doldrums like we do
its so uncomplicated
watching time go rotten in my room
erode my skin until it feels ok
i wanna feel ok
i know theres something eating at my brain
but i cant stop
it feels so good to rot
i count my cordyceps and kiss them
let my dandelions die
you can crumple down to nothing with me
but dont blow my high
yeah you said im depressed i said ive never felt so fine
i found my gospel going numb i feel alright im so alright
erode my skin until it feels ok
i wanna feel ok
i know theres something eating at my brain
but i cant stop
it feels so good to rot

laced up [director's cut]

cover of "THE THIRD EYE" by the pillows for FLCL Reanimated

THE THIRD EYE

neon echoes

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Hi everyone! It's really been quite a while.

I haven't really had the emotional energy to make music recently. This song right here was the song that really pulled me out of this block I've been in, so i'm hoping that more stuff will be on the way soon!

Lyrics:

I can't stop this feelin'
This feelin' inside of me
I'm livin' in the moment
So baby just take the lead

You make everything
Feel alright
Cuz' every time I see you
I feel alive

You and I, we'll make it through together
(And no one can stop us)
You and I, we'll make it through together
(Yeah)

I can't stop this feelin'
Deep inside of me
I'm livin' in the moment
So baby just set me free

You make everything
Feel alright (Yeah)
Cuz' every time I see you
I feel alive

You and I, we'll make it through together
(You and I)
You and I, we'll make it through together
(Together, together huh)
You and I, we'll make it through together (You and I)
(We'll make it through this together)
You and I, we'll make it through together
('Gether, 'gether yeah)

You and I, we'll make it through together
You and I, we'll make it through together

Anytime I'm with you
Oh you make me fly
I need to make a move
Cuz' i'm runnin' out of time

You and I, we'll make it through together
(You and I, you and I, you and I)
You and I, (Whoa you and I) we'll make it through together
(Make it through together, yeah)
You and I, (You and I) we'll make it through together
(We'll make it through together, gether, gether, gether)
You and I, (Oh you and I) we'll make it through together
Together you and I

Yeah

Bandcamp

You And I

digital artist owo
XIMM - MISSED ME OUT ON SPOTIFY!!

offense mechanism

defsharp

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