you understand the noisewall technique so well and execute it perfectly

my 25th birthday just ended and this song has me feeling many things

GET WITH THE PROGRAM!!!! "infrequent flyers program" is out now :)

bandcamp:
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/infrequent-flyers-program

everywhere else:
https://ifp.fanlink.to/flyers

infrequent flyers program

common courtesy

5/7

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

Stream

The main guitar is taken from Goonnights' song "sober"
link: https://soundcloud.com/goonnights/sober-ft-ever

The lead guitar in the second half was recorded by 2045
link: https://soundcloud.com/sc2un-sh4re
link: https://soundcloud.com/2045

Struggler is written about a sort of cycle I go through a lot, and trying to break it, but failing.
I always end up falling into slumps of creative block, and I always try way too hard to get out of it, and I always end up feeling horrible.
This song is also indirectly about me and my new alias, with some lyrics specifically referencing and responding to "To Disappear" which was a very difficult song for me.

As for this new alias, there's a full post on twitter, I'm sorry for deleting everything so suddenly, it was a really silly decision. "Rapture" will always be available on bandcamp for free.

remix stems:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1L6wVfOrNyYRWd7d7iVrHIA5V-PZnGjcb/view?usp=sharing
(162bpm, idk the key)

As always, Soundcloud isnt the best listening experience (specifically butchers the high end on this song), try spotify or youtube or something
The mixing is definitely intentionally a little messy, the vocals are a little quiet on purpose, I really enjoy the sound this song has, but I can agree it might not be for everyone.

[LYRICS]

And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
And Oh, I might struggle and I might die

So tell me, is this healing?
Or it's a cycle that's repeating
And I need to know
If I'm gonna be here

Thickened Water
And Tarot Smoke

I guess I can feel it now
My gums are melting away
But they continued

And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
And Oh, I might struggle and I might die
So please don't disappear
Don't leave me in a shallow river

Struggle 'til I die

Struggler

extended version available for download at
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/infrequent-flyers-program

previous version available at
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/selective-morality
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all streaming services <3

Stream / Buy

selective morality (extended)

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

moon phases - Live Edit

offense mechanism

new pants era

tell me

glass fort

sinkholes

- my form entry with @shwirlll -
art by @reksi420
lyrics; 
take my hand, lead the way
shine the light off ur bald head
light the path and take me to the airship
fly so high in the clouds
say goodbye to the earth
outerspace come on let's go steal the moon

come on lets go somewhere far 
just the two of us alone
on an island on a planet 
wherever just cause we have it
bananas galore papaya
never ending fun filled adventure
happiness fills me up whenever
im around you im around you

freeze ray at the cafe
no time for the line need my latte
barista iced up now i can't pay
fart gun get the fuck outta my way
oh shit minion cop
minion betrayal gonna get caught
no banana split no bribing
take me away confiscate my freeze ray

come on lets go somewhere far 
just the two of us alone
on an island on a planet 
wherever just cause we have it
bananas galore papaya
never ending fun filled adventure
happiness fills me up whenever
im around you im around you

to get older

defsharp

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