After all ths tiiiiiiiiiiime, i still feel the sameeee♥️😘💕i, say im doing fiiiineeee, i think in going crazyyyy.. i♥️♥️♥️♥️u

nothing makes me happy latety......im gonna die alone

hope you guys enjoy listening to this as much as @hatefulbeats and i enjoyed making this <3 

(on that day, the day the star fell, it was just like-
-it was just like a beautiful view, 
straight from a dream)

dancing beneath the starlight 
i was following ur lead 
just u and i within the limelight 
wherever that may be

getting lost in each other 
there’s nothing we can’t do 
doesn’t matter where we are 
as long as i am here with u

mesmerized inside ur eyes 
a feeling like a dream 
a far off memory 
i wanna line up the pieces 
for u and me

a feeling oh so distant
like the sound of my alarm 
and now i wonder why i’m cold
when i still have u in my arms

and we have a connection 
but i can only see ur face at night 
and i miss ur affection 
i remember when ur hand was holding mine

i followed u in the dark 
a death cab for cutie 
we’re worlds apart 
but it felt like u knew me

and i don’t think i ever caught your name 
and i don’t think ill ever be the same

and now im feeling so anxious 
a part of me is missing 
spent all my time in the night still wishing 
to see ur face again 
i don’t want to forget 
the time i loved a girl 
that id never...

(haven’t we met?
i thought so too
your name is..."

your name

buy/listen

demxntia & hateful - your name

Follow Demxntia here : https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

Lyrics:

Art by Grimdos

Verse one- Xtra
I Guess you got what you paid for 
Don’t even know what you came for 
We Stay in different buildings on the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for? 

 I don’t want to know but I need to 
Don’t want you to know that I need you 
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug 
 Roll it up And hit that blunt while I bleed through 

Yeah, I been getting faded but it’s not a celebration 
I’ve been trying get right, but my demons dedicated 
Yeah I Tried to stay and fight, but my bravery was waning 
I’m a mile down the line as your train leaves the station

You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one 
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young 

If I die now will I stay young?

And When I die will you miss me?


- Verse 2, Demxtia -

when i die will 
you miss me at all?
i apologize i'm always 
missing your calls

yeah i stay up in my bedroom
singin i don't need you
lying to myself
so i hope it doesn't bleed thru

and at night 
times moving so slow
i never know
which way im tryna go

staring at my phone
while i'm counting the days
wishing i could just fade away

or maybe i just need a change
(maybe i just need to change)

oh baby if i found a way
think i found a way, no

if i die now will i stay young?
and when i die will you miss me?

Lil Xtra X Demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me - Prod Kado

thank you for 6K. glad to finally work with one of my best friends in the scene @ihateshinigami

i never asked 
for the cards 
i been dealt with
and i still
don't know
where my mind is
feel like
my happiness and i
have part ways
feel my eyes
growin heavy
on my pale face

and all i ever
wanna be is enough for you
but i never get close
no matter what i do, and
everybody is sayin
i should relax
but the stress is 
piling up as time elapse

and i swear it never gets better
i been sleepin less and less
this shit is lasting forever
but i try my fucking best
i got too much on my plate
i'm sorry i'm far away
i promise i don't mean to be
but this ain't easy to say

so don't go away from me
i just need a little bit more time
don't go away from sme
i just need a little bit more time

when it's said and done 
i hope that i'm enough
for the ones i love
but it's getting tough
so just bear with me
you're the one i need
i've been losing sight
got no room to breath


[shinigami]

w/ my eyes wide open
i see clearly now
stretch my hands
let fate fall into place

up and down i been falling
cold wind calling my name
i'm not the same as i once was

i'll take you away
to a world that is glistening
where everything's fine
have you even been listening?
i'm falling apart
you knew this from the start
lay your head in my arms
we'll never be apart

losing sight w/ shinigami

A new song to celebrate the upcoming holiday. <3
prod @l1lbiscuit
art by @ maepetals (insta)

lyrics:

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(oh hey, oh hi, oh hey, oh hi, hello)

And I tell her she's the one
Cause my baby so fun
Cause my babygirl fine
And she hotter than the sun
She prolly double a dime
Without a reason I rhyme
My speech impediment died
While looking into her eyes
I wonder if I'll survive
Loving her gets me high
I kiss and I wet her thighs
I never did realize
She tasty like apple pie
She the apple of my eye

Girl even with your clothes on
I can see your soul I'm
Addicted to your glow
I think we're compatible
Let me check my horoscope
Baby swear it's not a joke

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(god damn god damn, uh yuh, god damn god damn)

Won't you be my valentine, babygirl won't you be mine?
Cupid got me lookin' stupid, girls out here are really ruthless
(2x)

You could be my everything, I think that we could be a thing

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

Valentine

Valentine [Prod. Lil Biscuit]

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

switching through the same
3 apps on my phone i've
seen it all before
but u know i keep scrollin
down on my screen 
maybe see somethin new
to distract me ik i been stuck in a loop
days go by rather quickly
blink of an eye 
and ur no longer with me
take an uber back
to the void in the backseat
fake smile say i'm fine 
when they ask me oh

after all this time
i still feel the same
say i'm doin fine
think i'm goin crazy
i been so distant lately
nothing really makes me happy
sorry i let you down
i'm sorry i let you down

after all

this man found out about falsetto and didn't kno how 2 act

SPOTIFY

why do i try w/ shinigami

follow @deadfishpoland

INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/
TWITTER - https://twitter.com/deadfishpoland
SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fsOuGKH4eW3NZh2mie9gP?si=eD972TrZS3eJqVN9AslerQ

~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

it's not your fault

spotify, apple, etc.

NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤
shoutoutz 2 @kaiyko

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

even when i'm down
i try to bring you up
even when i'm empty
i try to show you love
even when i'm lost
i try to find a way for you
to smile when i'm not
with everything i've got

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that?
my world is burning down

why's this happening
i thought that i could change
but now i'm desperately
searching for a sign that leads
nowhere at all for me
and honestly
i wanted you to be the one
to break me free from this scarcity 
of loving myself for the person i am
today and not the way
you look at me so casually
when i'm about to break
when i'm about to go breaking down again
how do i send
all my love but all my love is
still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that
my world is burning down

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

tell you that honestly i wanted you
to be the one to break me free
break me free from this scarcity
i'm living with all your love
but all my love's locked in me
it's still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

after all

demxntia 🌐🖤

Recent comments

scru6

Bossi

Soturno

2HALOSANI

Related tracks