man its been forever, ngl i miss this demxntia

wow, man this really охуенное shit))

ill never be perfect, i dont deserve it

produced by brody and saint tomorrow
arrowhead coming october 1st

i love all of you so much thank you

arrowhead

STREAM

blame (p. brody & saint tomorrow)

Lyrics:-
life gets shit when you're older
walking on a tight rope and im colder
friends lose touch and thats the norm 
now im walking down this road alone

alone, music used to be a place of home
its where i used to vent all my emotions
now i feel stuck and i feel hopeless
how can i guide someone when im lost

im not fit to teach, when i dont learn
you shouldn't take lessons from a burden
im hiding all my shit behind the curtains
thats why you don't see that i'm broken

i used to dream bout playing shows
with all my friends on the road
and all the fans would be singing along
and i'll know that im not alone

am i too late to chase it?
maybe its time to give up
to grow up and wake up
thats just how life is meant for me

Birthday

Thank you for listening <3 

prod. @oceanonthebeat
big thanks to @lilsadeyes for doing this <3
also featuring the amazing @ivrii who basically inspired the whole concept <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7kdSD3DfVg9bMbtXtX2ECm
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pathos-ep/1462224279?app=itunes
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/I_m_Geist_Pathos?id=Bgk4q7nahjlex2fiye53jgpcsm4


Follow on Social Media!
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/imgeist
Twitter: https://twitter.com/imgeistny

Full EP Stream:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEp9oBqLZWw

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by Ko.tsuki
https://www.instagram.com/ko.tsukii

Lyrics:
ivri:
I’m ready to self-destruct,
Will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it,
I’m taking you with me

i'm geist: 
I’m out of luck, my time is up,
This city doesn’t seem to breathe
With you here, I’ll self-destruct
In heaven, it’d just be you and me

But I stayed here trapped as a ghost,
And you moved on without me
I’m left here to wither alone,
I’m hoping that you’re free

ivri/i'm geist:
I’m ready to self-destruct
So, will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it
I’m taking you with me 

sadeyes:
I self-destruct 
I’m losing love
I self-destruct
I’m losing touch 
I been going hard as the cement
Oh I murder every flow I hit the beat it drops dead
Oh I, I self-destruct

iTunes

Self-Destruct w/ sadeyes & ivri (Prod. ocean)

every time
that i feel fine again
life just takes me by surprise
1 step forward
2 steps back
maybe the third time won't be bad
and every night
i wonder why i feel
so damn empty all the time
i told you once
i told you twice
oh i apologize i'm

blanking out in every
conversation i don't mean it
promise that i love you
though you say that you don't feel it
without you there's not meaning
don't throw away your life i need it

i'm tryin my best
to not go back
to the person i was
and you know that
i been feeling just
a little bit out of it
no i'm not proud of it
but baby i'm used to it now

baby i don't wanna bring you
down with me, no
but lately i just wanna be around you
i apologize i'm

SPOTIFY

empty

i'm sorry it took so long to put something out again, this was gonna be on the album that never was. album is being reworked into an EP and the extra I'll probably be dropping as singles or not at all.

send love to the boys-- @demxntia & @prodbybrody

Remedy ft. Demxntia [Prod. Brody]

[PROD. DIAMOON]

SKELES BIG WET BALLS...

https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

Girl in the background at the beginning:
https://soundcloud.com/lilblueq
;)

THE NEW WAVE - ERISU X FRVR X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS X KAIS [PROD. DIAMOON]

follow @deadfishpoland

INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/
TWITTER - https://twitter.com/deadfishpoland
SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fsOuGKH4eW3NZh2mie9gP?si=eD972TrZS3eJqVN9AslerQ

~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

@hammy
@sinxi
Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
Where will I be at 25
All my friends they wanna die
Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
All my friends they wanna die
They ain't gon live it past 25

Conflicted feelings in your heart 
You always feel like you’re sub-par
Thoughts bounce around inside your head
You toss and turn inside your bed
Nothings awake inside your soul
Nobody’s coming for your clothes
If nobody’s there to save you
I promise I’m here to save you

Life's a mess it's complicated
Hide myself staying isolated
bleeding out I doubt I'll make it
Close my eyes lay on the pavement

Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
Where will I be at 25
All my friends they wanna die
Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
All my friends they wanna die
They ain't gon live it past 25

Life's a mess it's complicated
A constant cycle I'm always jaded
Try my best but I still can't face it
Still can't forget all the time I wasted on you
I'm over it yeah I'm done with this, I'm through
Staying up all night asking why I do what I do
All these problems stack tall
Don't call I won't answer at all
Red blood dripping down all the walls
Blue sky on the edge watch me fall

Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
Where will I be at 25
All my friends they wanna die
Life just seems so complicated
I don't want to seem impatient
All my friends they wanna die
They ain't gon live it past 25

Past the Stars

Life Just Seems So Complicated ft. Hamilton (prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

Stream "better without u" (on Spotify) ▶ https://open.spotify.com/album/6eRKilHxm2AtPItNDMzTeY?si=etV0uuC_Rluy03V7lFlQPQ

Prod. Curtains & Jakkyboi @jakkyboi

CURTAINS: 
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/4NlLH2FkkMKKacB8y3b72N
Instagram | instagram.com/moonnstones 
Twitter | twitter.com/moonnstones 
Traktrain | traktrain.com/curtains

DEMXNTIA:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/6trEYfLSuAd9CS8bCy4sOH
Soundcloud | @demxntia
Instagram | www.instagram.com/wowdemxntia/
Twitter | twitter.com/wowdemxntia

TWO:22:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/7pdO2N04Ggcu8tC3BqWUDc
Soundcloud | @twotwntytwo
Instagram | www.instagram.com/joshuapickus/
Twitter | twitter.com/JoshuaPickus

thank u for listening <3

better without u - curtains ft demxntia & two:22

No auto-tune or voice correction used, poured my haert into this one, love you Minivans <3
Lyrics-
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I’m not meant to fit in any place 
I never knew what I wanted to be in everybody else’s mind
I don’t know why I ever try again
Maybe if I make up a new lie again
You will let me peak inside again
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I'm not meant to fit in any place
So I run away, run away from all my problems
It's okay as long as I get ahead of them
Am I ahead of them?
Do you even want to know the reason that I cry
Everynight I look inside myself I wanna die
I wanna cry again
But Inside
I don't feell like I'm alive
Maybe something's wrong inside this little soul of mine

Where Do I Go (Prod. Ghoul beats)

Lyrics: 
I can't really run from, what i've become so I'm just gonna crash and burn
drifted in lane too soon, haven't been you since June
I don't really care, I hope that you're aware 
don't leave me here in my ruin
baby left me too soon
flowers outside in bloom
~
I can't see how you say it
when every bone in my body is breaking
will you still confide me and stay right beside me
till my light goes dim
I love you forever
YOU FUCKINGWITHHIM?
~
Think how you press up to him
and it didn't even happen yet
I'm caught up in my mind and I'm dripping sweat
escalate my state of mind with medicine I think that I'm better than the rest, I'm still all neck up in my stress
tryna live my best life, hopein for the best right?
I said fuck that shit it's all bout action not the best night
hard to just commit myself, when I feel like a bitch for no apparent reason
hit the ceiling, I might quit your

empty

demxntia 🌐🖤

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